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Your POV

"Ciel..."

"Stop!"

"Ciel I―"

"Why are you so much alike her? This is impossible"

I could barely hear him now, he started talking so low I couldn't understand what he was saying. Suddenly he looked up, his eye staring right into me. His look softened and he began getting closer to me, I could feel his minty breath on my face.
My heart beat loudly and quickly. His lips brushed mine, even though if it was just like a paint brush simply passing my lips...or like a simple breeze of the wind...
It made my heart literally flutter.

Wait what an I saying! Ciel I my friend, I wouldn't want to ruin that, and besides I don't like him... Do I? Anyway still! Thi-this is so confusing!

"_..."

"Ye-Yeah..."

He got closer but his face slid past mine and went my neck, my hair covering his face, I felt his breath, and him inhale my scent. He kissed my cheek softly, then again, he began trailing kisses until he kissed the far end of my lip, I don't know why but I let him move his lips on there, even though I didn't do anything.

He trailed kisses again, his body pressed onto mine, his hands let go of my wrists and held my shoulders. My heart was beating 100 times per second! My eyes widened when his lips got to my neck.

"Ciel..." It sounded like I liked this!

He got rougher.

"Ci-Ciel...!"

He pressed harder onto me and held my hips

"Ciel!"

He gasped or moaned

"STOP IT CIEL!"

I threw him off of me causing him to fall onto the bed. I was shaking and hugging my body, my eyes wide.

"_ I―"

I ran out and into the hall. I ran and ran until I fell back, I looked up to see Sebastian with a candle.

"M'lady you're crying!"

"I-I am?"

I didn't realize I was crying, I sniffed as I wiped the tears.

"M'lady what's―"

"Sebastian!"

I hugged him for dear life, my arms around his torso, I cried.

"Ca-Can I stay with you?..."

"*smile* well of course, you can sleep on my bed and I'll be on the couch in my room"

"O-Okay"

That night I slept in Sebastian's room. I slept quite soundly and Sebastian was really sweet and kind. As much as I'm scared for what Ciel did... I forgive him.

Ciel's POV

Her scent pushed the button. In that moment I wasn't myself. At first I kissed her cheek, but I wanted to feel her skin on my lips again and again. I wanted at least a small taste of her lips so I kissed the end of it but not enough for it was the end, I barely got anything.
My lips moved on its own it was as if I lost control of myself! My lips traveled to her neck and my hands to her hips, I trie to stop but couldn't. Her voice just made me want more of her.

"STOP IT CIEL!"

She roughly threw me off causing me to fly and fall to my bed. I tried saying something but she ran out. After breaking from my shock I ran after her. I lost her at first but found her in the hall... Hugging Sebastian. He looked up and smirked at me. I stood watching, not knowing what to do.
What shocked me most was to hear her ask if she could sleep with Sebastian. I silently begged for him to say no and send her back with me...but sadly he said yes.

I went back to my room. She could've slept by my side tonight and I ruined it. I slowly brought up my bed sheets and drifted off to sleep.

"Get ready Phantomhive...you haven't gotten rid of me yet, nighty night,don't let the bed bugs bite"