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Both heavily breathing trying to gain control. It was whole new experience for of them Jen blushed replaying in her mind. She knew that both of them would want to do it again sometime. Lying in bed next to Tilly. Who was still trying to overcome her orgasm. She felt on fire. Jen smiled watching her as she was staring at the ceiling.
"That was amazing. Or should I say you was amazing" turning towards Jen resting her head on Jen's chest beaming at Jen. Jen kissed her head.
"Yeah it was & you were amazing too" Stroking her hair.
Both of laid in bed for a while talking but was just enjoying their company with one another. After while Jen got up and made something to eat for them both. While Tilly was lying in bed. After while Tilly got up from the bed wrapping up bed sheet around her body. She looks out the window watching fellow neighbours walk around the village. Turing around she notices pictures of her & jen she smiles at them. She could tell this was her room by bright colours she couldn't help but get excited with the fact when they move away & live together they get designing their own room together and how they would like it.
In her daydream she accidently drops one of Jens jewellery on the floor, bending down to pick it up she notices that there are two suitcases under her bed. She doesn't think anything of it until open up her chest draw and notices that there is very little clothing. She opens the next draw and the next draw and finds nothing in there. Tilly pulls out the suitcase from under the bed and finds out her answer.
Her muscles tightened in her face, she was angry. The pain she felt in her chest. She did it again Tilly thought. Her emotions seeping through her she wanted to cry thinking that Jen was going to leave without her. Jen was back to her old ways thinking she knew best and making all the decisions for her. She felt that Jen treated her like a child which she thought by now they would be equal partners. She grabbed her clothes putting them on quickly.
Hearing footsteps Jen zips up the suitcase quickly pushing it under the bed, quickly getting to her feet.
"Here, I made you a coffee" Jen holding out a mug for Tilly to take.
"Thanks" Tilly letting half-hearted smile.
"So what are your plans for today?" asked Tilly. She thought she might do some digging seeing if Jen might confess.
Oh shit Jen thought totally forgetting about what she had planned. She needed to speak to Tilly. "Erm…..I…." hesitated Jen, walking around the room.
"Tilly I need to speak to you about something" sighed Jen. Taking a deep breath "erm…..I've been doing a lot of thinking lately…..
"Yeah" pushing Jen to speak.
"Oh it doesn't matter." Said Jen taking another sip of her mug.
Tilly couldn't believe that Jen was not going to tell her. She thought she was about admit to her what was going on. Tilly had enough.
"You coward." Tilly spat out.
"What?" confused to why Tilly was so angry.
"You heard me. I can't believe you! Why do I keep setting myself up for a fall?" Tilly shouting at Jen.
"Tilly what's going on? I don't understand."
"Okay" bending down to pull out the suitcase that was under the bed.
Jen looked down and felt a lump in her throat. She had been caught.
"You want to explain this!" Tilly pointing to the suitcase.
Jen felt nervous she didn't know what to say no word were coming out. "Yeah, its suitcase for me to pack my stuff in when we leave." Walking closer to Tilly. Holding onto her arm. With Tilly pulling away.
"I can't believe you've just done that?" Jen frowned trying to convince Tilly what she was saying but not doing a very good job about it.
"What" asked Jen playing dumb.
"Lie, to me, after everything. You must not care about me as you say you do.
Tilly that's not the case and you know that.
"Do I Jen? Do I?"
"Because I'm doubting. I wish I never met you." Jen spitefully said with a tear excaping rolling down her check.
Yeah I wish I never met you" Jen shouted back. Regretting it straight away.
Tilly was shocked. You're unbelievable" turning away from Jen leaving the flat.
Tilly wait…." Jen running in front of Tilly blocking her. "Please let's talk. I didn't mean it. You know how I feel about you."
"You have a funny way of showing it." Said an unconvinced Tilly.
"Please…." Begged Jen.
"Fine, you have 5 minutes." Walking back into the bedroom.
Jen took a deep breath following Tilly.
Shutting the door on her way in she sees Tilly sitting on the bed with her arms crossed unimpressed.
"First of all I want to say I am sorry Tilly. Everything has been getting on top of me lately. I know it's no excuse….. Jen sighed she wasn't helping herself. She needed to explain fast because Tilly wasn't going to wait forever.