Esther and Tilly were cuddling on the sofa watching the TV.
"Tilly" switching the TV off.
"Hey I was watching that!" moaned Tilly.
"Can we talk? Shifting in her seat. Tilly was full of concern wait to hear what she had to say.
Taking Tilly hand in hers "I know we haven't been going out for long but I'd ready to take the next step. That if you want to? I mean I love you. You make me so happy. I can't picture myself with anyone else but you."
Tilly smiled sweetly at Esther pushing her hair back behind her ear. She loved the fact her girlfriend was being open with her. No secrets. This was a new feeling as Jen would guess what she was thinking. At least Esther wasn't afraid. "Are you sure you're ready for this?" not wanting push into something she may regret.
Esther kissed Tilly as reassurance. Tilly brought her hands up & cupped Esther's face kissing her tenderly. Within a few minutes the kiss became quite heated. Tilly pushed Esther to lay of her back with Tilly climbing on top of her, hands were making ways around each other's body or what they could get access. Esther smiling behind the kiss she was unbelievably happy in this moment she had Tilly.
"Wait…." Breaking the kiss said a breathless Tilly.
"Let's take this into the bedroom?" Esther nods and holds her arm out for Tilly to pull her up. Both giggling and kissing making their way upstairs into Tilly bedroom door. Esther shutting the door once inside.
Esther had left an hour or so ago leaving Tilly with her thoughts. Since they had sex she had felt weird. Like she had done something seedy, she felt dirty. Remembering how happy Esther was afterwards but for her she weird, she couldn't really explain it. Felt it was wrong that she shouldn't have done it. She only felt like this afterwards. There was no spark between them it wasn't as exciting as previous time's maybe this was down to different lover. She started reminisce all the hot, passionate sex she had with Jen. She could hear her laughing in her head. This was first time in while her heart hurt. She was missing her. She wondered where she was in the world. If she thought about her? Opening the draw on bedside table she picked up a photo of Jen and her in Abersoch in the hotel room laying bed with Tilly smiling at the camera and Jen looking lovingly at Tilly. A smile appeared on her face.
Jen & Liam were not on speaking terms. She would only talk to him about work related stuff. Liam thought it was childish but if Jen wanted behave like that then she would. It was a Saturday Night and it Jen's day off. She had nothing to do so she just sat in the flat watching TV flicking through the channels. Jen sighed switching the TV off she started thinking about what Liam said she should have some fun.
Getting up from the sofa going upstairs to change her clothes and ready to go out. Making her way to the club standing at the bar.
"Hey Jen, didn't think you would be here tonight. I thought it was your day off" asked Tom the security guard.
It is but I was bored at home. Is Liam about?"
"He's popped out for a bit." This news pleased Jen.
Can I have a double vodka please" Jen asked.
The bartender hands her drink and downs it all in one. Someone's on a mission tonight" said a slim curly hair brunette.
"Been one of the day, well longer than that. Same again please" Jen raising her voice to make herself heard above the music.
"Haven't we all. When you have a dick of boss on your case for selling any properties. Why does life have to be so difficult?"
"Tell me about. "Downing her next drink.
"Excuse me…. Grabbing the attention of the bartender. Order a bottle of wine with two glasses. Do you wanna come over start this with me? Holding up the bottle.
Yeah, why not" Jen shrugs
My name is Cassie" as they didn't know one another's name. …..Jen walking over to booth in the corner.
It was pretty late was getting ready for bed she not long came out the shower. Tilly was still feeling low she thought taking a shower might shake off what she was feeling. Tilly sitting at her dressing table brushing her hair. She stares at her reflection. She looks tired and feel it to. Placing her brush of the dressing table she notices she received a message from Esther. Declaring her love for her & how special tonight was. Tilly just wished she felt the same.
Getting changed into her PJs she notices Jen's cardigan at the back of her draw. She instantly picks up and brings it to her face sniffing it, she can still smell the scent of Jen. She closes her eyes imaging Jen is with her now. If only she thought. She ends up taking up cuddling up to Jens cardigan and ends up falling asleep with it.