Finally finished the next chapter, sorry it took so long. I've been busy;) Thanks for all the reviews. Hope you guys like it!

Dani's pov

I led Santana to the couch and took a deep breath. I looked my beautiful girlfriend in her perfect eyes. "you know that I have been through a lot in my life." All she did was nod. "these past few weeks have been one hell of a roller coaster, and I am pretty sure I wouldn't be around right now if I didn't have you." I scooted closer so that we were only inches apart. "I know it has only been a month but I-I." Come on Dani spit it out my inner self was yelling at me. "I love you Santana. Being with you makes me feel so strong and I can truly be myself with you. I have never felt so incredible."

She sat there just looking at me. She looked like a deer caught in the headlights. Fuck I knew it was too soon. I'm such an idiot. We continued to sit in silence for what seemed to be a life time till she stood up. "I'm sorry Dani, I-I just can't. I'm so sorry". She started to leave the room with tear filled eyes and mine were on the brink of doing the same.

She began to walk towards the door but I grabbed her arm and pulled her close for what could possibly be the last time. "You want me to open up to you but here you are running away from my honesty". I was becoming annoyed with her now.

"We've been together for like a month Dani!" She pulled back and I could see the anger in her wet eyes now. "I don't even know your middle name or what all those drugs are doing in your bathroom!" She was yelling now and She could see it was scaring me.

"Well it's not like I fucking planned this San, it just happened. I'm so sorry that my heart chose you, wait what? What did you just say?" I didn't think I could ever be angry at this girl but I sure was now. "You went through my stuff? Jesus Santana! You can't just do that, it's rude. Can I not trust you?"

She pointed a finger at me and the nasty side of Santana came out. "Oh don't you dare turn this around, you tell me nothing about you. I can't read your mind, you do have to inform me of things". She was starting to cry again.

"You want to know? Huh? Well do you? I'll tell you". I went into my bathroom, grabbed all the bottles and placed them on the counter. "Lets see hmm.. this one looks like a good place to start." I picked the bottle up. "This one is for my depression, I take it so I don't resort to cutting myself all the time!" I yelled and threw the bottle towards her. "oh this ones good too, it really helps with my bi-polar disorder" again I threw it towards her. "this one is to help me sleep when I start over thinking and have an anxiety attack, this ones another anti-depressant." I threw another one.

There was still a couple bottles left on the counter. I was breathing heavy and crying. I looked up at Santana to find her standing with her hands on her mouth and tears running down her face and staining her shirt. She took a step towards me but I stepped backwards away from her. We did this a few times till she just stood and stared at me. We stayed there talking with our eyes. Her eyes shifted to the floor and she leaned against the counter with her arms wrapped around her chest.

When she finally walked towards me and wrapped her arms around me. I pushed her away "don't" and she let go, she grabbed her coat and keys "wait San do-". I choked out but she was already gone.

Santana's pov

What just happened? Breath Santana, just calm down and think. I sat down in the hallway to collect myself. Did I just push her too far? Jesus I am so dumb, I always fuck up. I should have just let her come to me when she was ready, now I've just screwed a good thing up. That's when I remembered that she said she loves me. Fuck. Why didn't I just tell her how I really feel instead of instigating a fight.

I stood up and started my walk to where ever I was going. At this point I just needed some air. As I got into the elevator I thought of what just happened. She said she loves me, do I love her? Of course I love her. How could I not? She's funny and smart and smells good. She makes me feel important and worth something. The real question is how could she love me? I put my nose where it doesn't belong, I have trust issues and I'm annoying and a straight up bitch.

I walked out of her building and decided to make my way home. The noise and lights of the city was distracting but not enough. Should I go back? She didn't even want me to comfort her. I know I caused the pain but I wanted to comfort her and make it better.

I got to my apartment and waited at the door. I could over hear Rachel and Kurt talking about Dani and what just happened. Of course she called them. I rolled my eyes and listened in.

Rachel: maybe she has a good reason.

Kurt: oh come on Rach, what would that be? You know how she can be.

What the hell was that supposed to mean? He doesn't even know me.

Rachel: she's probably scared, the last time she was told someone loved her her heart was broken.

Kurt: still not an exc-

I walked in and the two just stared at me. "What are you two looking at?" I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a beer.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Kurt yelled at me.

"Ummm... I live here." I answered with attitude. Why would she call these two, she knows how they can get on my every nerve.

Rachel walked over to me and sat down on the stool by the counter. "San you need to go back to her. We all know you're just scared."

"You don't know what I am." I stormed off to my room and laid on my bed. I buried my face in my pillowed and cried my heart out. She opened up to me and I rejected it. I am a horrible person.

A little while later Kurt came in my room with pizza and coffee. He put the plate and cup on the table beside my bed and sat down beside me. "San. I get it. It hurts and its scary. Having those feeling come back and what they remind you of. Just remember Dani is not Brittany. Give her credit, she probably been through more than we can understand." He rubbed my back. Kurt and I were never close but I really like that he was here now. "now get your ass out of this bed, fix yourself up and go get your girl before its too late and Rach and I have to listen to you complain." He got up and left the room. He was right though, I am scared to be loved again, but Dani just feels so right.

I got up and as I started to clean myself up there was a knock at the door. "Hey hobbit, get that" I yelled into the other room. The knocking continued so I went to open the door. "yeah hold on a second. Rach? Hummel? Hello?" I guess they left without informing me. I got to the door and I could hear faint sniffling so I pulled it open as fast as I could. Dani, crying. It broke my heart. I pulled her inside and hugged her close.

"I love you too Dani, more than you will ever know." I whispered into her ear as my tears soaked her shirt. "I love you and I am so sorry."