Another update! warning - smut
Dani's pov
I stood outside the door for a while trying to figure out exactly what to say to her, but everything I came up with seemed inadequate. Finally I knocked. I could hear her yelling at Rachel, who I knew wasn't there. Her voice, even when shes angry, is calming. Rachel had called me with her little plan. She and Kurt were going to leave for the night and Santana and I would work things out before they got worse. As irritating as Rachel can be sometimes she really cared about Santana and I think that's amazing.
I knocked again and I could hear her storming around "yeah hold on a second. Rach? Hummel? Hello?" Her voice carried throughout the hallway. I must admit shes got a powerful set of lungs.
I was trying to hold back my tears when the door whizzed open. There she stood with all her beauty. She pulled me in for a warm embrace. "I love you too Dani, more than you will ever know." Her tears we soaking my shirt. "I love you and I am so sorry."
I nestled in close to her chest and wrapped my arms around her waist. "I'm sorry too, I've just never had to deal with confrontation like that. I wanted to tell you I just di-" Her lips met mine before I could finish my speech. Her lips were gentle and soothing, our mouths parted and her tongue brushed mine. My heart was racing and I cupped her face with my hands. I felt her arms wrap around my waist and her hands grabbed my thighs. She picked me up and my legs wrapped around her and she carried me to her room without breaking our kiss. She put me down on the bed and her lips left mine. She kissed my forehead and she sat beside me. She hugged me again and she kissed my cheek. I scooted to the middle of the bed pulling her so that she was now laying on me. She whispered I love you and kissed me hard.
I didn't notice that my hands had made it to her hips, I started rubbing her back. "I love you too Santana, please forgive me." At that second she unbuttoned my jeans and started to kiss me from my bellybutton all the way up my chest, I'm not entirely sure how but in this process she removed my shirt. "You are so breathtaking Dani, how the hell did I get so lucky?" Her lips met my neck and I grabbed the hem of her shirt, pulling it off leaving her chest bare. "You hardly ever wear bras, it's kinda awesome." I said while kissing her collar bone. She let out a little chuckle and moved back down my body were she pulled my pants off. She ran her hands over my black lace panties that were now soaking wet. "Damn baby you got all dressed up" she grinned and I started to blush. "Yeah I did, but they would look so much better on the floor" I bit my lip and she tore the panties off of me. Before I knew it her tongue was sucking on my aroused clit. "Jesus San" I moan. The things that woman could do with her mouth. Her fingertips began running up and down my legs. It sent a shiver up my spine. "Fuck me Santana, I want to feel you inside of me. Please!" I felt her fingers slide into my wet pussy. "Yes baby, fuck me!" She began to move her fingers in and out of me. I could feel her kissing her way up my body again she brought her mouth to my ear. "I'm not going to fuck you tonight, I'm going to make love to you like you deserve." She kissed my neck and a tear feel from my eye. No ones ever done that to me. Her lips met mine and her fingers continued to pleasure me. Her other hand was tangled in my hair. I loved the way her skin felt against mine. She had the softest skin. She started to rub my clit with her thumb. "I'm going to cum, baby, make me cum please." I choked out. Her fingers danced inside of me. "Yes, Santana! Oh god I love you!" I screamed out as I was cumming.
She kissed me again, long and full of pure love and passion and I started to cry. I hoped she didn't realize it but this girl doesn't miss a thing.
"Dani, whats wrong? Did I hurt you? Oh my god I am so sorry if I did." she said with a worried look on her face.
"No San, you didn't, I've just never felt... like that before. Everything is perfect love." she wiped the last tear away and rested her head on my chest. How did I get so lucky. This girl is so flawless, having almost lost her made me realize that I can't have that happen again. She seemed to just fit perfectly with me. I placed a kiss on the top of her head and started to rub her back.
We laid there for a while and I was almost asleep till she spoke "babe, you awake?"
I looked down to meet her prefect brown eyes "Yeah love, whats up?"
She sat up and put on a pair of my sweats. She always looks smoking hot in them. Well actually shes hot in anything, and nothing.
"I'm starving, want take-out. Kinda feeling pizza. Unless you want something else?" She put on a massive smile. That smile always made me melt. She knows it will get me to agree with her. I do have to say, she is a clever girl.
"Yeah sounds great!" I said with the biggest smile on my face. She kissed me, grabbed her phone and ordered. When she walked away she gave her perfect round butt a shake. Fuck, I'm totally head over heals in love with this woman.
Santana's pov
I heard the pizza guy knock and I got up to answer it. I grabbed whatever clothes were handy, not that the delivery guy would really mind. I opened the door and paid the man. "keep the change." I took the box, grabbed some napkins and the two of us devoured the entire pizza in record time. I like seeing Dani eat, some days she doesn't like too. I try to get her to but I also don't want to push her too far.
We put a movie in, got comfy on the couch and she laid her head in my lap. I stroked her soft blonde hair till she fell asleep. She looked so peaceful when she slept. I carried her to my bed and placed a soft kiss on her forehead "I love you Dani." I left the room to get some water and the wonder twins came strolling in. Great just what I needed.
"Hey you" Rachel was clearly drunk and I just rolled my eyes. "How's Dani? Did you guys make up? You looked really sad earlier." She hung on to Kurt's arm. "Kurt I need to sleep." Kurt led her too her room and put her to bed. He shortly came out and joined me in the kitchen.
"So... is she here?" He asked with a sly grin.
"Yeah, she's sleeping right now." I took a sip of water and looked vacantly at the fridge across the room. My eyelids were getting heavy. I'd like to snuggled up next to her right now. "Thanks you know, I know I can be a total bitch but I am getting nicer." I stopped to think. "I really don't know what I would do without her, or you guys if I'm being honest"
Kurt placed his cup on the counter "yeah we know, we love you too. I can see Dani is good for you so the last thing Rach and I want is for that to change. We are there for you just like, in your own bizarre ways, you are there for us" He nudged me and I gave him a smile.
"I love her, more than I loved Brittany. Dani makes me feel again, just but looking at me or laughing. After Britt I just blocked everything out. Turned my feelings off. I am so scared of getting hurt again. Then Dani just wandered in my life and boom! My heart starts pounding when she kisses me. It's been long time since someone did that to me." Silent tears fell from my face and landed on the floor.
"Listen San, they way you look at each other and act, it's love. She looks at you with complete awe and she supports you and comforts you. Oh and the way you undress her with your eyes, it's relationships like yours that people dream of. Yes, she has her issues but so do you. We all do." He wrapped his arm around my shoulder "don't you think she's worth the risk?"
I gave him a weak smile. He was right, she is more than just special. What am I thinking! I know she would never intentionally hurt me, of course she's worth the risk. I knew she was the first time I laid my eyes on her. I know I love her but words are just that, words. I need to show her that I love her. But how? This is going to need some serious planning. It had to be big.
Kurt could tell I was getting tired so we said our good nights and I crept through the loft and tiptoed into my room. I slipped in behind my girlfriend and wrapped my arms around her pulling her in close to my body. I placed a kiss on the nape of her neck and nestled my face into the crook of her shoulder. Our bodies fit perfectly together.
Her incredible curvy body, her soft skin, her brown loving eyes, her contagious laugh. I loved everything about her. Shes smart, goofy, kind and full of passion and life.
I made a promise to my self before falling asleep. I promised to protect and love this woman for as long as she would let me. I will fight for her, for us. I wont give up, no matter what is thrown our way.
Thanks for all the reviews and such. I've decided to lighten the mood a bit hope you guys liked it:)
