Guys get ready for some major blood and guts. Things get violent when a certain someone gets mad mwehehehe. I tried to censor it as much as my mind will allow, but if you can't handle it, skip until you get to a part you're comfortable with. And to those who can handle it, get ready for rad awesome gore. XD probably. I gots a scary mind, so be prepared, and dun worry. Gots more kisses to make up for le violence. Can't really tell you how far kisses go though... You'll just have to see for yourself ;)

P.S. WARNING: Some stuff not for le kiddies ^.^

I was laying on the couch reading while Hanna was watching TV. "Mommy, we go out to park today?" Hanna asked, not turning away from the screen, "I wanted go today with you and Daddy." I looked up from my book. "We can, but you've been too scared come within a mile of it for weeks," I said. Hanna turned around now. "Weo say face your fears to be bwave. My turn to be bwave." I laughed. "Okay then, I'll tell Raph you want to go."

I put down my book and headed towards Raph's room, Hanna following closely behind. "Raph?" I poked my head in the door. "Over here," he said. He had Spike on his shoulder as he read a magazine of some sort. "Hanna wanted to go to the park today. She said it was her turn to be brave," I said. Raph chuckled. "Oh really? It took ya about a month to even go outside." Hanna crossed her arms and pouted. "Daddy, it's my turn to bwave. I gonna be ninja, and ninjas bwave," she said. Raph laughed. "I know squirt, I'm just messin with ya." Hanna's eyes sparkled. "We go to park then?" she asked. Raph looked like he was seriously thinking about it. "Sure, we can go," he said.

Hanna smiled and jumped in his lap. "Thank you Daddy," she said as she hugged him, careful not to hurt Spike. She gently patted Spike's head then kissed Raph's forehead. "When we go?" she asked. "Same time as usual, at night," Raph answered. "Can I bwing my sword with me? I pwotect you too." Raph looked at me. "The wooden one and that's it," I said. Hanna's trained long enough to know how to use that wooden sword, but she wasn't ready for a real one yet. She prefers using her fists like Raph anyways.

Hanna hopped up out of Raph's lap. "Wait here," she said, then ran off. I looked at Raph, and he just shrugged. Hanna came back with her wooden sword and a small sheath for it. "Master Spwinter gave me these. Can you help me put it on Mommy?" she asked. I keeled down in front of her and started working on her outfit, making sure it fit and was comfortable. I sheathed Hanna's sword and stood back.

"You look cute," Raph complimented. Hanna frowned. "No, I ninja Daddy. Ninjas not cute, they stwong," she said matter-of-factly. Raph laughed. "There are ninjas that are cute and strong. Like Kayla," he said, gesturing to me. I was about to agree with him when I just realized what he said, so instead my cheeks started turning red. "Well, you are strong, just cause you're cute doesn't mean you're not," I said. Hanna shrugged. "Okay."

Hanna swung back and forth between me and Raph's arms as we walked to the park. We were a few blocks away, and I was surprised she wasn't already scared. I wasn't scared either, but something had me on edge. It feels like something's watching us out here, and it gave me a REALLY weird feeling. When I get that feeling, it isn't good. "Raph, make sure to keep Hanna close by. I got a feeling..." I said quietly. Raph nodded and focused on Hanna, who was skipping up ahead, stopping every once in a while to look at something on the sidewalk.

I ran up to catch up with Hanna when she neared an ally. I had stop so I wouldn't run into her. She had just stopped, and was peering curiously into it. I looked and saw something, three menacing shadows looking back. I knew what, or rather WHO it was. "Hanna... Run, find Raph," I said. Hanna didn't move, she just stood there frozen, and I could tell she was that scared. I slowly unsheathed my sword. "Hanna," I said, "Go." She still didn't move. I stood in front of her and got into a fighting stance. I quickly looked back to see Raph had caught up. "Kayla what's wrong?" he asked. "Them," I said, motioning towards the shadows. "Well, well, well, what do have here? A turtle, a babe, and a kid," the first one said. "Fong," I growled.

Fong emerged, along with his two gang members. "So babe, you decided to choose one of those turtles instead? Ouch that's harsh, real harsh. Considering he ain't even human!" Fong spat. I gripped my sword tighter. "Shut up you worthless piece of trash!" I snapped, "He's better than a low life like you." Just to do it, I slashed him across his arm. He grabbed his arm, then looked at the blood on it. "You're gonna regret doin that. Get the kid!" he ordered. "No!" I yelled, kicking him back, "You won't hurt her!" Raph was already running at another Purple Dragon that tried to go after Hanna.

I grabbed the other one that tried to grab Hanna, and I slammed him into the wall in a blind rage. I started stomping on his face. "Stay. Away. From. Hanna. And. Never. Touch. Her. Again!" I yelled, kicking him over and over. Suddenly a scream filled my ears. Hanna. I whirled around to see Fong. He had somehow managed to grab Hanna, and had a knife pressed against her throat. "Mommy! Daddy!" she cried. Tears were already streaming down her cheeks. She didn't struggle, so I'm guessing she knows that she may get hurt if she tries.

"Hanna!" I called, running at Fong, "Let her go!" "One more step, and I'll slit her throat," Fong threatened, pressing the throat harder making Hanna cry out. I stopped. "Don't you dare hurt her," I growled. "Try me," he challenged. Raph started stomping towards him, but I motioned for him to stop. I slowly sheathed my sword. "Let her go," I demanded. "I don't think I will. This might just be the perfect revenge," he said, "Destroying a family." Revenge. The word echoed in my head, and I don't know what happened, but something snapped inside of me. My rage grew into something worse, something much worse. My eyes, I could tell the were changing because they started heating up. Something in my mouth was growing, and something was sprouting out of my back.

Once I felt I'd finished changing, I looked at my reflection in a window. My eyes were blood red and pupil-less. Fangs stuck out of my mouth and upon opening I noticed all my other teeth were deadly sharp too. Big black bat like wings were on my back and my hands were now claws. Keeper told me about this. My demonic form. I turned to Fong, my red eyes blazing. "Let her go Fong. Don't get me angry," I growled, "You won't like me when I'm angry." My voice was deep and demonic now. Fong still didn't let her go, and my patience was running out. "Let her go! NOW!" I demanded. Fong dropped her and Hanna cautiously made her way over to me. "M-Mommy?" she asked nervously. I stroked her hair, careful not to scratch her with my claws. "It's okay Hanna. Go to Raph. This could get ugly," I said. Hanna nodded and ran into Raph's arms. "Kayla-" "I'm alright Raph, just get her above ground. I just need to take care of business." Raph nodded and carried Hanna up to the roof of the nearest building.

I looked back at Fong, and a maniacal smile spread across my face. "Fooong," I singsonged, "You made very angry..." Fong kneeled on the ground. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry, just please don't kill me," he pleaded. I laughed insanely. He thinks begging will save him. What a waste of space and time. He doesn't know what he's dealing with, I thought. "You really think that'll save you? You almost killed my daughter, and you think beggin will save you Fong?" I laughed again. "You must be joking! That's a funny joke Fong. You must want to be remembered as a funny man when you die!"

Fong actually started crying, and that sent me into fits of insane laughter. "Please please please please. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. Spare me please. Please!" he cried. "Oh Fong, so worthless and helpless," I said in mock sympathy. I grabbed one of his gang members. "Would you like me to show you how you'll die?" I asked, "It's gonna be so funny when I show you!"

I grinned maniacally at the gang member. "You ready to die?" I asked him like I was talking to a toy. "No no no," he said, sobbing, "No I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die." I laughed again. "Poor poor gang members. You're just gettin what you deserve. It's not that bad. You know, karma," I said. Fong screamed and tried to run, but I materialized a wall, blocking his escape. I waggled a finger at him. "Fong, you can't escape your fate, how desperate." Fong continued to sob on the ground. "Spare me please. Please. Please. Please." I looked at the gang member in my grasp. I now realized how big I made my self. Probably bigger than a bear or something like that. The man's eyes showed nothing but pure fear.

As he sobbed I shushed him. "It's not that bad, if you hadn't done that, you'd still be alive. We all get what deserve, don't cry," I cooed with a crazy glint in my eyes. The man continued crying. "I don't wanna die. Don't wanna die. Let me live, let me live!" he pleaded. I started to lose my patience. I just noticed his head could fit in my mouth now, it was big enough since I grew. An idea crossed my mind. He continued pleading, and I finally lost my temper with him. "I SAID SHUT UP!" I shoved his head in my mouth a bit down hard, severing it from his body with my knife like teeth. The skull cracked in my teeth and I chewed it and swallowed. Oddly, he tasted good.

The other gang member screamed and ran at the wall I put up. He started banging against it with his fists. "Lemme out! Lemme out! This is a nightmare! It's not real! It's not real, it's not real," he shouted. A tentacle grew out of the ground, now how'd I do that? Oh well. I wrapped it around his waist, and pulled him up at my eye level. "Oh, it's no nightmare, it's just revenge," I said. I made more tentacles come out of the ground, and they wrapped around his body, enjoying his screams for help.

"This isn't real! It's a nightmare! A nightmare!" he screamed. My patience ran out again. "IT'S NOT A DREAM! I TOLD YOU WHAT THIS IS! THE HORRIBLE FATE YOU'VE CHOSEN FOR YOURSELF!" I yelled. I made the tentacles rip his body apart, and blood and body parts showered me as he was ripped apart. I laughed maniacally again, enjoying the red rain I created.

I turned to my last victim, Fong. He cowered, still kneeling in front of me pleading and crying. The tentacles went back into the ground and I looked at Fong. I grabbed him in my giant clawed hands and peered at him the same way a little kid would look at an insect they've never seen before. "Well, I showed you what could happen. Your friends there were quite fun! Their screams of pain and sobbing were music to my ears. Now, about you..." I said. I dematerialized the wall and put Fong on the ground. "Go," I said. Fong looked at me. "W-What?" "I said: Go," I repeated, "Would you rather be killed?" Fong shook his head. "Good, then you shall live with the guilt of having your friends die while you tried to hide like a scared little mouse. You'll have to live with this forever Fong. Now go!" He ran off, but I knew I couldn't just leave it at that. I used telekinesis to force his arm to break. He let out a howl of pain and I laughed. Well, now I'm satisfied.

RAPH'S POV

I heard Kayla laughing one last time before she came into view. I jumped and sighed in relief at the same time. She was covered head to toe in blood, and her teeth were bloodstained and razor sharp, but at least she was back to her normal size. "Kayla, are you okay?" I asked. She nodded, her red eyes blazing. "I'm better than okay. I'm gonna change back now... If I can. Sorry if I scared you," she said.

KAYLA'S POV

I tried my hardest to change back and it worked. My teeth went back to their normal state, my wings went back into my back, and my claws retracted. My pupils grew back into my eyes and the red drained back into white and my irises returned to hazel. The blood was still there though. I looked at Raph, he and Hanna were covered too. "We should go to the park now. I think the pond can wash all this off."

Raph jumped into the pond as soon as he saw it. I dove in after him, and started washing the blood off. As soon I as I was clean, I started swimming around the pond. Hmmm where'd Raph go? I thought. Hanna was over near the shallow end splashing around, but no Raph in sight. I materialized tiny shields for my eyes and dove underwater. I looked around quickly, but I didn't see Raph anywhere. I could've sworn I heard him. I came back up to surface for air, and just swam around some more.

Just as I was about to go underwater, I heard a splash behind me. I turned around, but didn't see anything behind me. I shrugged and continued swimming. Suddenly something pulled me underwater. I was about to start fighting, but a familiar pair of lips met mine. It's just Raph of course. I grabbed one of his hands to keep steady, and I placed my other hand on his shoulder. He swam up and broke the kiss as soon as we hit the surface. "How long do you think you can breathe under water?" he asked. I shrugged. "Maybe I can use something," I said. "Good, you're gonna need it in a minute," he said. I materialized a breathing orb in my throat. "Ready," I said.

I was pulled underwater again, and Raph sealed our lips together. My hands clung to his shoulders, and he held me steady in his arms. A word ran across my mind. Mine. Did I just hear Raph say that? No, he can't say anything, I thought. Maybe I was reading his thoughts. I'd never learned how to do that before... Pang! I felt a shock in my chest, and I pulled back. Raph started to look worried. Another shock hit me, and I clutched my chest. I made a frantic swim for the surface, and when I made it to the surface, I was breathing heavily. What just happened? What was that? I thought. There was another shock, and everything went black.

I felt like a was falling, but through what? There was nothing but black all around me. It was suffocating, there were whispers everywhere, but I couldn't focus on a single voice. Suddenly I stopped, and a familiar pond came into view. Keeper soon materialized in front of me. "Kayla, how are you? I am deeply sorry for interrupting your date, but I must tell you something," she said. I smiled. "I'm fine Keeper, go ahead and say what you need to." She nodded slightly. "Thank you. For starters, I must tell you about your demonic form. You transformed today, and successfully got rid of some gang members. Tell me Kayla, what triggered this?"

I had to think long and hard to find an answer. "Well, Fong threatened to kill Hanna for revenge. I don't know why, but that word made me snap. I've heard revenge so many times, it just made me so overwhelmed with emotion I just... Snapped. I ate this one guy's head, ripped the other apart, and I let Fong escape. I wanted to make him feel horrible. So I let him escape with the guilt of letting his friends die while he did nothing to help," I said. Keeper nodded thoughtfully. "I could see that, sometimes your demonic form can be triggered by feelings, but then it can also be triggered by music," she said. I gave her a confused look. "Kayla, would you like me tell you how it works with music?" I nodded. "Alright, well, everyone has at least a few songs that remind them of a time of hurt. Songs that make them feel like monsters, and if they are our species of creatures, then they can transform if they sing it and mix it with their emotions. Music has a strong connection to our species. Other than that, emotions are powerful enough on their own," Keeper explained.

I mentally wrote that down. Emotions are powerful enough on their own... But there are at least a few songs that can help trigger my demonic form, I thought. "Is their anything else Keeper? Anything important?" I asked. "Actually yes, there is. You have an angelic form, not just a demonic form. Your angelic side is pure and is mainly your conscious. Your demonic side, on the other hand, can easily give in to desire and deception. It is also linked to your conscious. The choice of which you listen to is yours. However, it's harder to gain your angelic form, it takes a lot of practice. But I believe you can achieve it. It's very powerful as well, and there are songs that can also trigger it. Songs that remind you of love or determination, something special to you I mean. For now, you must practice with what you have. Both your angelic and demonic forms require something now that you've achieved one. You need to feed on blood at least a few times a week. I can't explain why, but you have to," she said.

I raised an eyebrow. "Feed? As in drink the blood of people?" I asked. Keeper nodded. "Or mutants if you can. Whatever you defeat in a fight can work, or someone who's done something wrong in your eyes, like robbers and things like that. Or, and this very effective, you can lure your prey. Make it seem like you're helpless, then attack and feed." Hmph, that sounds cool, I thought. "I think that's it for now. You can come see me anytime you wish, but I need to send you back now," Keeper said.

I smiled. "Bye Keeper, it's nice seeing you again," I said. I could feel myself being sucked back into my body, and Keeper waved as I flew back. "See you soon Kayla."

I sat up and sucked in a huge breath of air. "Kay are you okay? You passed out," Raph said. I chuckled and pushed him away. "You were worried? I was just talking to my Keeper again," I said. Raph sighed in relief. "Thank goodness. One minute you were freaking out, next minute you passed out and almost drowned." Hanna hugged me tight. "You okay! Yay," she said. I ruffled her hair. "Yeah I'm alright, but I'm kinda tired now." I flopped down in the grass. "Apparently, killing two guys with a new power is pretty exhausting." Raph helped me to my feet. "Yeah, I guess we need to go back home anyways. It's almost time for bed Hanna," he said.

Hanna, who was swinging her wooden sword around at the time, looked up and started pouting. "Awww! Do we have to go?" she asked. Raph crossed his arms and gave her a look. "Yes." She crossed her arms right back. "But Daddy I want to stay a bit longer. Please!" "No, you need a bath too kid. C'mon I'll use those bubbles you like," Raph said. That was enough to convince Hanna. She jumped up and started running. "Race you!" she called.

"So what all did your Keeper tell ya?" Raph asked as we walked. "She told me about my demonic form, and my angelic form that's a bit harder to achieve. She said that music can trigger both forms if I fuse them with my emotions, and then she told me about feeding. I have to drink blood for... A few times a week she said. That's about it I think," I replied.

Hanna made sure to stick close to us this time, not moving too far ahead. That feeling of being watched was gone, thank god. As we were walking, I wondered if I can plasma blast. We learned how, and the thought just crossed my mind. I waited for about two seconds before my hands lit up, aimed at a trash can, and fired. It blew up in a small shower of materials, and I smiled. "Cool it worked," I said. Raph looked at the spot where the trashcan used to be. "What did you do?" "Plasma blast," I said.

I laid in bed waiting for Raph to finish tucking Hanna in. Suddenly my necklace started glowing. I pressed it and waited for the image to show. There was some sort of Kraang truck, and the Kraang were carrying something to it. Raph and I jumped down to stop them... But it couldn't be me. I was a turtle... But how? The image ended and I was still pondering on this. Hmmm how did I become a turtle? Was I mutated? Did I use somethin else? I thought. I curled up, fingering my necklace. "What secrets are you hiding? So strange..." I flopped back onto my back, blowing my bangs out of my eyes. I looked up to the noise of the door closing and being locked.

Raph crawled into bed next to me. "Hey Raph?" "Yeah?" "Have ya ever thought about like havin kids or gettin married or something like that?" I asked. He shrugged and pulled me close to him. "I couldn't say that I haven't thought about certain things, but I never really thought that I would get married. Why? Do YOU wanna get married someday?" he replied. I blushed lightly. "Well I dunno... Maybe." I could feel us shifting, and soon Raph was on top of me.

He rested there on top of me, just looking. There was something in his eyes... I couldn't exactly guess what. But I think I have an idea... "So Raph, what else have you thought about? You said you think about certain things. Like what?" I asked. Raph leaned in a little closer. "Like you don't know yourself. I'm a boy, what do ya think I think about?" he asked. "Oh I dunno, maybe videogames like Mikey, or a show like Leo does, or maybe even science like Donnie. I couldn't tell ya." He snorted. "Really? Well what do ya notice most boys thinking about?" "Well, I... Well I guess I know what those certain things might be. You know I like messin with ya," I said.

One of Raph's arms looped around my waist, while he ran his fingers through my hair with the other. His nose was brushing against mine, and my face started heating up. Did it just get hot in here? It sure felt like it... I thought. My arms were lingering on his shoulders and around his neck, playing with his mask and picking lightly the knot. I'm trying to figure out what I want to do, it's obvious what Raph wants. This is Raph, your boyfriend. Ya know that you can trust him not to do anything stupid. Just relax and give him a little love... It won't hurt, my desires whispered. They just love tempting me, don't they?

I blushed harder and bit my lip. What should I do? I can't just... Ugh, decisions. Desires, desires. Curse this demonic conscious, always tempting me. I shook the thought out of my head. Don't let it go too far, I thought. I struggled to swallow any doubts in my mind. "Don't be nervous. I'll stop only if you tell me to," Raph said. Damn, it was like he read my mind... I was still pondering, when without warning, Raph kissed me. I was slightly startled at this sudden gesture, but soon I melted into his embrace. This kiss felt different from the others. It was slower, packed with more heat, more... Passionate. Raph tilted his head to the side, deepening the kiss, his hands moving up and down my sides.

My hands moved down to the top of his plastron, and my thumb traced along one of his scars. He had so many battle scars. And they were all perfect...

RAPH'S POV

I could feel the uneasiness leave Kayla as she pulled me closer to her. Her hand brushed against one of my scars, and I took it as an invitation to slowly slide my hand up her night shirt. She didn't mind. My tongue brushed against her bottom lip, and she was happy to let me in. Just being this close to Kayla, being able to hold, touch her, whipped my passion into a frenzy. My hand moved further up her shirt, stroking her soft skin. I was rewarded with the softest moan from Kayla, and I wanted more. I wanted to make her beg for more, to make more noises because of what I was doing to her.

I pulled away from her mouth and pressed a firm kiss against her neck, causing a short gasp to escape. I leaned down, about to plant another kiss when I spotted something. There was a small heart shaped mark on Kayla's neck. "What's this?" I murmured. "That mark on my neck? It's always been there, don't know what it means," Kayla replied. How come I didn't notice that before?

Well I know it's there now. "Interesting... Well, I like all your little marks," I mumbled, kissing it gently. Kayla shivered. "Maybe I can leave a few more of my own..." I kissed her mark again, and she moved her head to the side for me to gain better access. Kayla's cheeks were stained with red, but she looked pleased with what I was doing. I still didn't hear much noise coming from her like I wanted. There was some light panting, but I wanted moaning and begging, screaming. I nibbled her neck gently, being careful not to make it painful. Kayla shivered again, and moaned softly. It was a bit louder than that first one.

I was gentle at first, a nibble and small kisses fluttering along her neck, but then I started to get rougher as I whipped into another frenzy. Kayla's little moans started to increase in volume as I began to lick and suck on every inch of skin within reach. I reached up and started unbuttoning her night shirt. It made a rhythmic sound as I undid each button. Pop pop pop pop pop... I slid the sleeves down before leaning in for another kiss. I churred as Kayla's hands picked at my mask before she slowly pulled it off.

I nibbled on Kayla's shoulders now that my attention turned to exposed skin that wasn't already covered in marks. Hope Kayla has a turtle neck to cover that up... I pulled her night shirt all the way off, kissing and nibbling my way along her arm before moving to the other one. Judging by her heavy breathing and light panting, I guessed that she was enjoying the attention. I'd also noticed that she doesn't really have any pants on, well, except for some shorts. But those aren't much of an obstacle... I hooked a finger around the edge of her shorts, but I didn't move. Not yet...

Kayla responded to me with a few softer touches of her own, and not all of them were innocent. I churred again, quite loudly at that, and I felt her body started to warm up. She was blushing again, cute. I started kissing downwards, from her shoulders to her stomach. She started moaning again, and it was music to my ears.

I planted kisses along smooth skin, licking and sucking on it occasionally, constantly caressing and stroking. This helped her to continue making those sounds I was so hungry to hear. While I was pleased, I wasn't exactly satisfied. She felt warm, but I don't think that's how hot she can get. She was moaning, but I think I can make her scream. I wondered what it would be like to hear her sweet voice scream my name while begging for more. I wanted to do that for real... I REALLY wanted to do that for real. Those shorts can go, they aren't really needed anyways, I thought.

I almost forgot the finger hooked around her shorts. I slowly started tugging them down, and Kayla's hand shot out. "R... Raphie... W.. Wait," she panted. Her breathing came out in pants and her eyes were glassy and dilated. It was almost like she couldn't breathe, but than again, she was probably having a hard time trying to. I must've been that good. "Raph..." "Hm?" She shifted her gaze from the wall to me. "Wait for that, it... It's too soon..." she said. Oh... So close, yet so far, I thought. Maybe she was scared? Well that's okay, I won't force her into anything. She still has some innocence left, and I can't just take it without her permission. But still, I really would've liked to...

KAYLA'S POV

I tried to breathe again, my chest heaving and started taking deep breaths to stop panting. When I regained breath I laid back, but it felt like falling. I tingled everywhere, man that felt good. If I wasn't as shy... I'd probably have Raph on his back right now, and I'd be giving him the same treatment. I almost lost control, and that's why I had to stop him. I kept it from going too far, just like I planned. And I succeed. So why am I unsatisfied? Because, well... It would've been nice to let him finish what he'd started.

More scenarios of how it would've went if I didn't stop him. The first one involved him just ripping everything off of me like I was present and then- Get a grip. Too early, and too young, I thought. Or maybe him murmuring sweet nothings into my ear and then... Stop thinking dirty. I growled silently. But it's so hard not to... Maybe I should've let him keep going, goddamn shyness... But then I was right, too young. I wasn't exactly ready for all that yet...

Something looped around my shoulder. "You're thinkin bout somethin, what is it?" Raph asked. I jumped and blushed. Why do I keep forgetting that he's just millimeters away from me. "Nothing... Just boring stuff," I lied. "You're lying, I can tell something's bothering you, tell me." I gulped and blushed a deeper shade of red. "Well... I was wondering of when we'll be able to... Do it," I mumbled. "Well, whenever we feel comfortable about it, then we can," Raph replied, "I'm not gonna force you into doin anythin." I smiled. So considerate...

I moved closer to him. "Well, since we can't do that now..." I snuggled up to his chest. "We can always just cuddle..."

How gentlemanly of Raph to wait for Kay's okay before they can. Except I wish they could've kept going too... Welp, guess not right now. Oh well *sigh* fine by me... Sorry for the slow updates, *snores* people kill me with demands for stuff, so I haven't had time. Plus my brain is getting like, mega exhausted... Meh.. See ya later peeps PEACE!