The Lake...Chapter 4

(Will's POV)

"God I love you so much Sonny", I said in between kisses as I reached down and grabbed a hold of the bottom of his wet shirt, and lifting it over top of his head removing it completely and dropping it to the floor. I pulled away from the kiss for a moment as the sight of his bare chest came into my view. I could help but stare at him. That's just how beautiful he was.

"Will, is everything okay? Did I do something wrong?", he asked, trying to figure out what caused this sudden reaction in me.

"No, Nothing wrong. It's just that...", I paused for a moment, trying to find the right words to say to him. I promised myself if I ever got the chance to make things right with Sonny again, that I would tell him exactly how I felt about him without holding back. And now, here is my chance.

"It's just that you are so beautiful Sonny. You took my breath away just now."

He smiled, "And now, you're about to take my breath away", he replied as he started to remove the buttons of my soaked shirt one by one. But he stopped for a split second, lifting his eyes over to mine for approval. I simply nodded once and he continued his journey down until my shirt was completely undone and ready to be taken off.

I watched him closely as his hands traced the contours of my body, starting by the bottom of my chest moving up until he reached the edge of my shoulders, when there, his fingers reached underneath the wet fabric of my shirt, peeling it off from my feverish skin, and letting it fall gracefully to the floor next to us.

He didn't say a word at first, but instead, he stared. I could feel the glare from his eyes wandering up and down my body as I stood there, now shivering, baring myself to him, hoping that he wouldn't be disappointed in the person who was standing before him.

I was far from perfect, and I was afraid Sonny would see that and notice how insecure and inexperienced I was, never having been touched or loved by anyone before, I couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable not knowing what to do or how to react. But all my doubts were quickly put to rest once I felt the softness of his lips pressed up against my chest, slowly exploring their way up my body, leaving behind a trail of blazing kisses leading up to the crock of my neck, where he then stopped and confirmed everything I was hoping for, and so much more...

"Will, I want you to know that you are the most gorgeous person I have ever seen in my entire life. Not a day has gone by that I haven't wondered how it would feel like to touch you, to feel your body pressed up against mine like this", he took a deep breath and look up at me, "I've never wanted anything as much as I want you right now."

His words sent shivers up and down my spine causing a reaction in me that I've never experience before. I reached out and grabbed him roughly, crashing our lips together in a soaring kiss. My fingers ravished his perfect dark brown locks as our kiss began to deepen, feeling his hands slowly lowering themselves in between between bodies and stopping once they reached the outline of my wet shorts and there, he broke away from the kiss, "Not a day has gone by that my soul hasn't cried out for you Will. I have never and will never stop loving you. God I want you so bad right now it hurts", he whimpered as his fingers slowly made their way inside my shorts, pulling them slightly away from my skin and popped open the button with just a flick of his finger, releasing them slowly away from my body. I was now standing in front of him with nothing on but my boxers.

I could see he wasn't sure if he should stop what he was doing or continue on, not knowing how I felt or what I even wanted out tonight wasn't making it easier for him either. I watched him closely as his eyes wandered away from mine, and slowly, he started pulling away, trembling, as I stood there in complete silence before him.

"I'm sorry Will, I never wanted to hurt you. I should go", he sadly said before turning his back to me and started walking away.

I knew deep down in my heart, that Sonny was truly sorry for hurting me. For whatever reason he had to put this distance between us, I knew that there had to be an explanation behind it. I could no longer stand there and say nothing. This was it...

"Wait!", I screamed out without thinking, "Don't go...Please...", I begged him as I reached out for his hand, hoping he would meet me half way. He did...

"You want me to stay?"

I nodded, "I don't ever want you to leave me. I lost you once before Sonny and I don't ever wanna lose you again", I sobbed there before him.

"Hey, look at me", lifting my eyes up to meet his gaze, "You are never going to lose me ever again. I promise you that whatever happens this week-end, I'll always be yours, always..."

"You promise?"

"With every fiber of my being Will", he said lifting my free hand up to his chest and gently pressed it up against his heart, "I'm so much in love with you, and nothing or no one will ever change the way I feel about you."

My heart melted after hearing those words come out of his mouth. Combining the words that he said with the beat of his heart rapidly pounding against the inside of my hand, told me that he meant every word he just said to me. I Never thought it would be possible to feel so much emotion with just a few words. Words that I've been waiting for so long to hear, "You have no idea how long I've waited to hear you say that. I'm in love with you as well Sonny."

"God I've missed you so much", he said just before our bodies crashed together into a soaring passionate kiss. He pulled away for a slip second and traced the outline of my lips with his tongue, begging for permission to enter inside, "I want to taste you Will", he said with fire raging through his eyes.

My heart blazed after hearing him say those words to me. I had to remind myself to breath for a moment as the sight of the most beautiful man on the face of this earth stood there right in front of me, wanting to "taste" me in his own words. How could I ever object to that?

"What's stopping you?", I asked hungrily, wanting nothing more than to let him know, that I wanted exactly the same thing as he did.

Without saying a word, he leaned in closer and gently brushed the tip of his tongue gently against mine, before letting it slowly slide all the way inside of my mouth. Now, we were both tasting what we have both wanted and missing for so long. Each other... Immediately, I felt his hands reaching down towards my

ass, groping me hard as our kiss continued to deepen, both of us completely and utterly lost within each other presence. Before I could even acknowledge what was happening, I felt myself being lifted up by Sonny who guided my legs behind his back, wrapping them effortlessly around his waist, pulling his body closer to mine and started walking us towards the bed room, whispering in between kisses, "I want you Will", then more kisses, "All of you", stopping him self at the edge of the door way before entering inside.

"I want you too", I managed to breathe out.

"Are you sure?", he asked, making sure that we both wanted what was about to happen, to happen.

I reached over, cupping his face with the palms of my hands, ready to confirm to him what I wanted, "I've never been so sure about anything in my entire life", I took a deep breath, "I want you Sonny, please, touch me Sonny, I want to feel your hands touching me!", covering his mouth with mine once again, as he started moving us slowly towards the bed still holding me tightly wrapped up in his arms.

Once we reached the edge of the bed, he lowered me slowly down onto it and climbed up over top of me never breaking the kiss once, not even for a second to breath.

He kissed me first one last time softly on the lips, Where there, I heard the sound of his voice whispering sweet nothings into my ear, telling me just how much my existence meant to him, "Will, everyday without you has shown me that a part of myself was missing", then he kissed me a few times along side my jaw line until he reached the soft spot of my neck and started again, "You are the one who fills it completely", he continued kissing and licking his way again up to my ear, where he gently nibbled my ear lobe, pulling on it slightly with his teeth, and whimpered out, "I cannot exist in this world without you."

"Sonny...", I screamed out louder than I realized. My breathing got heavy and my started racing. I was now fully aroused and full of desire for him. I never experienced this type of reaction before, and to be honest, it was kinda awkward for me not knowing why my body felt like it was about to explode and that I had no control whatsoever over it. I looked over at him and I could see he knew what was happening and I was for sure he would think I wasn't anything worth of his time, but once again, he knew exactly the right thing to say, "Shhh...Don't say anything, just breathe baby...Breathe...It's normal to feel like this."

"Please", I asked, "I need to say something before we go any further."

"You can tell me anything."

"Okay", I gasped, "I've never done this before, so please don't laughed at me if I'm a terrified and I have no clue as to what I'm doing."

"Will, I would never laugh at you for feeling that way. Why would you even think that? Do you think I know what I'm doing? Because I don't", he confessed.

"Wait, what do you mean?", I questioned him after realizing what he just said, "You never?"

He smiled, "No."

"No? But Why? If you don't mind me asking?"

He swallowed once before answering, "Will, Something inside me told me that you were "the one". Deep inside my heart I've always known that I belonged to you. Every time I remembered those beautiful blue eyes of yours, I only see myself with you.
So I've saved myself for you, hoping one day I would see each other again, and when the time was right, I would finally be able to take you in your arms and make love to you like only you deserved."

"I had no idea you felt this way. I thought you hated me for kissing you that day", shaking my head from side to side as I began to cry in his arms.

"It's okay babe, don't cry", I'm here now and I'm never ever gonna let you go. I promise."

"You better not.", I pointed out pulling him closer to me, "So is this the right time?"

He looked at me puzzled, "The right time? For what?", he asked while chuckling. Forcing me to say it out loud.

"You know, to be together?"

"Together?", he played dumb.

"Oh stop it! You know what I mean."

"I do", he smiled, "But I'll have to think about it first."

"Why don't you not think about it and show me instead", reaching over and pulling him in between my legs feeling his hardness against my full blow erection, "Make love to me Sonny."

To be continued...OXO