The Lake...Chapter 8
(Will's POV)
I made it to the store in record time. I never drove so fast in my entire life! Now, I'm so nervous I can't even get out of the car! I'm just buying condoms for crying out loud! Why should I be nervous? I'm not the first sixteen year old to buy them and I'm certainly not gonna be the last.
I sit back for a few minutes, contemplating the perfect plan in my mind, "Okay, so this is how it's gonna go down", I take a deep breath while holding on to the steering wheel for dear life, "I'm gonna go inside, pick up a few things, grab a box of condoms, pay the cashier and walk out. How hard can it be, right?"
20 minutes later...
"Oh my God! This is so hard!", I say to myself while staring at the very wide selection of condoms in the pharmacy section.
My first thought was to panic, but I decided that going through each selection one at a time might be my best option to start with before I really do lose it, and by losing it I don't mean my virginity, I mean my freaking mind!
"Alright, so what do we have here? Glow in the dark? Who the fuck buys glow in the dark? Do you really need for it to glow? I just wanna have sex, not go to a rave! Next..."
"One size fits all...Really? Have they ever been in the boys locker room? Because from what I saw, they are not all the same size! Moving along..."
"Small, medium, large and extra-large with spermicide gel...What? They even come with spermicide gel? Well, I think that one is out of the question. It's not like I'm gonna get pregnant! So that will narrow down my search a bit, so let's see what's next..."
As I continue going through the different selections, I suddenly become frustrated, "Flavoured, dotted, super thin, pleasure-shaped...", I begin to shake me head from side to side, knowing that I'm not going to be able to do this on my own. I'm gonna need back up! And by back up, I mean Chad DiMera! If there's one person I trust with him knowing about my little secret and my big dilemma, it's Chad!
I reach inside my coat pocket for my cell phone and realize that I forgot it at home, "Shit! Now what?"
I look around and see there's a pay phone and spot one right next to the check out counter. I reach inside my jean pocket and pull out a quarter and walk over to the phone. I insert the quarter and dial Chad's number and wait for him to answer, hoping to God that I'm going to be able to get through this conversation without him freaking out.
The phone rang a few times before he picks up, "Hello?", Chad answered, The only thing I could think about was thank God, because I need some serious help here!
"Chad, thank God! I need some help", I said to him in a major panic mode.
"Will, is that you? Are you alright? What s the matter?", Chad asked, genuinely concerned.
"Oh yeah, I'm fine. I just need your help. First off, is mom around?"
There's a pause as I assume Chad is looking around. Finally, he comes back to the phone, "No, I don't see her. I think she stepped out for a while."
"Oh good!", I over excitedly blurt out, "Well, I'm in a bit of a bind. Do you think you can help me?"
"Of course I'll help you Will. You know that, but you're freaking me out a little here. Are you sure you're alright?"
"Yes, Chad I'm really okay. It's just that...um...well...I don't know how to say this, but...", I struggle to find the words to tell him.
"Oh for God's sake Will, just spit it out!", he yells out at me.
"Okay, okay...well...I need some...um...", I still can't manage to say it! This is so embarrassing!
"Will...WHAT IS IT?", he basically screamed.
"CONDOMS, okay, I need to know which condoms to buy", there! I said it!
Complete silence is all I hear on the other end of the phone for a while, "Chad...are you there?", I asked, hoping he was still on the other end.
I hear a little giggling in the background now. Great! Now he thinks this is funny!
"I'm sorry Will. I don't mean to laugh, but you of all people need to buy condoms? Why?"
"Well...I'm up at the lake...and well...I'm not alone.", I say, not giving him many details as to who is actually up here with me.
"Oh my God! You're up there with a girl, aren't you. Wait a minute, let me guess...Sonny, right? You never could stop talking about her."
I suddenly feel a little awkward, because I realize that I've never told Chad that I'm gay nor that Sonny was actually a guy. He's so excited about me being up here someone, not knowing that someone is actually a guy. I need to find a way to tell him without freaking him out. I need to think fast!
"Oh my God Chad! I totally forgot to tell you. It's kind of a long story. When I got here, Sonny was here and...well...I'm really sorry."
"Sorry? Sorry for what Will?"
"Well, you're right Chad. I am up here with Sonny, but it's not what you think. She's actually", I paused for a moment, "Well...she, is actually a he!"
"I'm sorry, what?" he said, noticeably confused.
"She's a he Chad. Sonny is a guy. I'm gay."
"Wait, what? You're gay?"
Poor Chad seemed so confused. I feel bad for not telling him before, "Yeah, Chad. I'm gay."
"So, the Sonny you've been talking about all these years is...is a guy?"
"That's right. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before."
"Will, you have absolutely nothing to be sorry about. I love you because you're you, and nothing's gonna change that. I don't care if you're gay, you're still my best friend."
My heart swells a little bit. I knew Chad would accept me for who I am, but I just get so nervous sometimes.
"Chad, that means the absolute world to me. You have no idea."
"Anything for you, dude. Now, before things get too sappy in here, you had a problem with condoms, right?"
"Oh right! I almost forgot. I swear, I'd forget my head if it wasn't attached", I laughed, "So...I have no idea what kind of condoms to buy. There's so many choices. How in the hell do you know the right ones?"
"Well my friend, that depends on several things. Um...lubricated vs non-lubricated. And believe me, I'd go with lubricated ones. Long story...don't ask. And then there's whether there's spermicide on them or not. But I'm pretty sure that will not be a problem here, so moving on."
We both share a laugh for a few seconds before Chad continued, "Oh...and there's sensitive or extra sensitive condoms. Those are for...well...", I think Chad got slightly embarrassed as he was trying to explain, "Those make you...um...feel more if you know what I mean!"
"Really? Is that so? Well in that case, that might be exactly what I'm looking for!"
"Will? You do realize you just said that out loud?"
"Oh Shit! I'm sorry", Now I'm really mortified.
"Now get your head out of your ass and let's get back to business", he chucked, "So, where were we? Yes, sizes. They also come in different sizes, and if you think I'm going there with you, you have another thing coming."
We both laughed so loud over the phone that I couldn't hardly catch my breath. Chad was great, and today, he just proved me once again that I can always count on him.
"Seriously, Will...I'd go with lubricated extra-sensitive condoms. It doesn't really matter what brand. They're what work best for me."
Chad is such an amazing friend. Not only do I tell him that I'm into dudes, but that I need his help buying fucking condoms. I'm pretty sure that would be a lot for anyone to handle, but not for Chad.
"Thanks Chad. Extra-sensitive, lubricated condoms. Got it! I'm so excited", I say just as I'm about to hang up the phone, but Chad cuts in one more time,
"Will, one more thing and sorry for asking you this, but...who's the top and who's the bottom in this relationship?"
"OH MY GOD, CHAD! How the hell do you know about things like that?"
"Ha ha ha ha Will. I've watched tv. I know what goes on."
After my initial embarrassment subsides, I finally spoke, "Well, we really haven't decided that yet. I'm sure it will come up though", I relied shaking my head. Chad is an awesome friend, but some of the stuff that comes of out his mouth...I swear to god!"
"Chad, thank you so much. You've helped more than you'll ever know."
"Oh I'll know alright, because you better tell me all about it."
"CHAD!", I screamed out, shocked at his forcefulness, but I do love him dearly.
"Okay, okay. I won't make you tell me..yet!", he laughed, "Love you buddy. Talk to you later, Oh and I almost forgot...Buy some lube! It might be tight in there, just saying."
"What?"
"Later Horton!"
"Later, Chad, and thanks again for everything."
As I hang up the phone, I can't remember being this excited. Wait...excited? To buy condoms? Hell yes! Because now I can get back to Sonny, and Sonny is all I can think about now.
After over an hour of rain coat shopping, including the detours, the initial embarrassment of buying condoms and my phone call to Chad, I eventually settle on a package of Extra-sensitive lubricated condoms and a bottle of enhanced sensation lube, thanks to Chad and his expert advise. As I get in line, I realize that I forgot the actual reason I was coming here in the first place, The food! So I meander away for a few minutes to pick up a few last-minute items that might come in handy for our next adventure. I also promised Sonny I would bring us some snacks and supplies for the week, and then I got back in line and proceed to the check out counter.
Once I reached the cashier, I slow started to take the items out of my shopping kart one at a time and putting them on the counter. I noticed the cashier was looking at me strangely, smirking from ear to ear, but didn't make anything of it at first, but that was until I noticed the items I actually picked up by mistake when I was trying to avoid having someone see me buying condoms.
The first thing she picked up was the box of condoms. She looked up at me and smiled. At first, I was blushing like crazy, but then I realized that I had nothing to be embarrassed about, "Better be safe than sorry, right?", I said to the cashier as put the box of condoms in the bag.
The next items she rang in were a roll of duct tape and some gloves. I thought about it for a minute and came to the conclusion that I'm a freaking idiot! Duct tape? Gloves? Why in the hell would I get duct tape and gloves together? She looks at me and laughs. She's probably thinking that I'm a psycho maniac about to kidnap someone. This is not good! I better think of something fast to get myself out of this one, "You never know when your car's gonna break down right?"
She continued through my selective list of items and stopped once she reached the bottle of lube. She picked it up and looked at right at me. For some reason, I felt the need to once again explain myself to this complete stranger, "Yeah, enhanced sensation, just slap some of this on and shove it right in. Works like a charm!" Did I really just say that? Yup! I sure did by the way she's looking at me! Could this get any worst? Thank God they didn't.
She rang up my total, I paid her and walked out. After finally getting everything packed up in the car, I couldn't wait to go back up to the lake to be with Sonny. Finally, nothing was stopping us from being together, nothing. Well, nothing except for the fact that I'm not sure if being together is really such a good idea. After everything I just went though to buy condoms and now, I'm sitting here second guessing myself, "What the fuck am I gonna do now? I want him, more than anything I've ever wanted in my whole life, but what if I can't let him go when it's time for me to leave? What if I'm not ready to say goodbye to him at the end of the week? What if we do this and for some reason, I can't make him happy? What if it's not what he expected? What if I fall harder for him and he breaks my heart?", I keep asking myself these questions until I felt someone tap me on the shoulder.
"Excuse me young man, would you mind helping me put my groceries in my car", asked a nice elderly woman.
"Oh sure ma'am, of course. Where would you like them?"
"Please, call me Jane, and the back seat is fine."
"Okay", I smiled and proceed in putting the bags in her car.
"Young man", she asked just as I was getting done, "I'm sorry for eavesdropping earlier, I could help but over hear you saying that you didn't know what to do. Is there anything I can help you with?"
"I'm fine, I'm just trying to figure out a few things. My name is Will by the way."
"Alright William", she says without a doubt in her mind that my name is actually William, "Do you want to talk about it?"
"Yeah, I kinda do, but I'm not sure where to start", I said as I looked up at Jane.
She smiled, "Why don't you just start at the beginning?"
"Okay", I answered as we both walked over and sat down on bench in front of the store.
"So, tell me about this young man."
"Wait, you know he's a young man?", I surprisingly asked.
"I might be old, but I'm not deaf! I heard what you said back there", we both laughed after her latest declaration.
"Well Jane, I came up here this week-end to find answers, and what I found was the love of my life. I never expected for Sonny to be up here. We haven't seen each other in over three years. At first I was hesitant with him, I didn't know what to expect, but once we talked it out, we both knew exactly what we wanted."
"Ah yes, young heart find each other after many years apart. What a beautiful love story, but what kept you guys apart of all those years? If you don't mind me asking."
"You see Jane, Sonny is about three years older than me. I was only thirteen when I kissed him the first time, and then he kinda drifted away from me because of that."
"Because he didn't wanna hurt you?"
"No, because he didn't think we were ready to be in a relationship at that time. But you see Jane, he waited for me, until I was ready and now...", I stopped.
"And now?"
I blushed, "Now, we are both ready to take things to the next level, but..."
"But what?"
"I'm not sure if taking things to the next level is such a great idea", I said frowning down at the ground.
"Why not? If you both love each other, what's stopping you?"
"I'm scared", I admitted not only to Jane, but also to myself.
"Oh, William. Everyone's scared the first time they give themselves to each other. It's part of growing up you know."
"I know, but what if he doesn't like being with me that way. What if I can't make him happy?"
"William, if this young man was willing to wait all this time for you, and if he's half of what you described him out to be, then I'm sure it means that you are what makes him happy."
"You think so?", I asked, with a glimpse of hope.
"I know so, and I'm old, so I know these things", she giggled, but then things took a turn on the serious side again, "But that's not all that's bothering you William. Am I right?"
"You're right. There's something else."
"Out with it then!", she demanded.
"What if we decide to do this, I mean be together, what happens when the time comes for us to part ways, what happens then? Do I leave broken heart or do I tell him how I really feel? What if us being together just makes things harder when we actually do have to leave? Why does everything have to be so hard?", I began to cry.
"Sweetie, I'm not gonna sugar coat it and tell you that it's gonna be easy, because it's not. Relationships are hard work on both parts. You both need to talk about this together, and see what the other person is feeling before you both just into something neither of you are ready for. But from what I've heard from you today, Sonny seems to be a wonderful young man, and he's very lucky to have found someone like you William, but I think you already know the answers to your questions William."
I wiped my eyes off with the corner of my sleeve and once again, turned over to Jane, "I do?"
"Let me ask you this, was he worth waiting three years for?"
"He was worth every single minute of it", I answered without hesitation.
"Do you love him?"
I smiled and turned to her, "More than anything in the entire world."
"Well, young William, from that twinkle in your eyes and that smile on your face, I think you've just found your answer. Follow your heart, go be with your Sonny. I bet he's thinking the same things as you are right now. So go, reassure him, tell him just how much he means to you, tell him how much you love him, and remember", she paused, "Everything happens for a reason."
"Thank you Jane, you've been a big help."
"Now hurry up and go get your man, you kept him waiting long enough", she laughed.
"Yeah, I guess you're right. Goodbye Jane", I said as I got in my car.
"Goodbye William, was nice meeting you."
As I left the store, I looked in the rear view mirror and saw Jane waving back at me and smiled, then turning my eyes over to the long road ahead of me, "Nothings gonna get in the way of us being together, not even myself", I said as I turned right at the exit, leading back up to lake Celeste.
(Sonny's POV)
"Oh my god. Where is he? What could possibly take this long? I wonder if he got in an accident", I said as I paced around the cabin in a panic. My heart started beating faster and faster after every minute that went by with any news from my Will.
"Dammit Will! Don't worry me like this!", I screamed out as I realized that I needed to seriously rationalize and calm down before Will got home.
I took a deep breath, "Get a grip Kiriakis, he's probably just fine. He just got held up somewhere. He'll be back any minute", I tried to convince myself, but who was I kidding? I was worried and couldn't hold back any longer, "I need to find Will."
Just as I was about to pick up my keys and go look for him, I heard my cell phone go off, "Shit! Maybe it's Will", I said as I looked down at my phone and a text message from an unknown number, "That's weird. I don't know this number."
So I did what any normal person would do, I opened the message:
"So...did you find the right selection? Extra-sensitive lubricated condoms right? And use lots of lube. You'll thank me later. See ya."
"What the hell?", I think to myself. "Who is this? Is this some kinda sick joke?"
Just as I said those words, I looked over at the table and saw yet another phone. My heart suddenly sinks at the realization, "Holy shit! If my phone is over there, then this...this must be Will's phone", I paused, "Oh my god. Is he buying what I think he's buying? He couldn't possibly, could he?"
At that moment, I thought about what happened earlier when I was talking with Alex. I know I heard Will say, "Oh shit". And stubbing his toe on the nightstand and how all this doesn't make a lot of sense. And besides, I wouldn't have been able to hear him if he was way back in the bedroom. Right then, it all made complete sense to me, "HOLY SHIT! Will heard me talking to Alex! He heard me tell him that I didn't have any protection! Oh my God! He actually went out to buy condoms and lube!"
"Will, you are such a little sweetie", I said as my heart melted a little at the thought of my perfect boyfriend taking it upon himself to go out and buy condoms for our first time. I laugh to myself a little bit thinking about it, but once I realized how hard this actually must have been for him, I started to freak out again, "Oh God!. Will's the one who bought the condoms for our first time, and he even bought lube? Oh fuck! He must have been nervous as all hell. And he did all this...for me. He did all this...for us. Oh crap!", I suddenly realize that Will is going to be back soon, and that's when I really started to freak out!
"What do I say to him? Do I tell him about the text message I read on his phone? God, I'm such a bad person. I should have never invaded his privacy like that. Wait a minute, I didn't do it intentionally. It was an accident. I thought it was MY phone. He'll understand that. I know he will. Although he may be a bit embarrassed at first when he finds out that I know he bought condoms! Oh this is bad! Pull it together Kiriakis!"
I laugh again at the thought of Will buying condoms, but I suddenly realize what this means. We're going to have sex! Like in very very soon, "Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God!", I started to freak out again, because I now know that this is really happening. There's nothing to stop us from making love now. My heart beats faster just thinking about it.
I day dreamed, "My perfect Will, wrapped up tightly in my arms, exactly where he should be, making lo...", but that didn't last long once I heard a car door shut, "Fuck!"
Now,I'm in near panic attack mode, "Calm down, Kiriakis", I say to myself out loud, "It's just Will. You love him more than anything in this world and you can tell him anything and he can tell you anything. Okay...I'm calm...well...calm..er."
I decide to play it by ear for the time being. I'll tell him. I promise I will, but I need to collect my thoughts first.
"Hey babe", he says as he comes walking through the door. He has one of the biggest smiles I've ever seen pasted across his beautiful face, but something seems off. I'm very good at picking up non-verbal signals and can tell that something's bothering him. Maybe he's just nervous and scared to tell me what he did. He's so perfect and cute, and I love him so much.
I shake off my insecurities. "Hi honey. Did you get everything you needed? Because I can't wait to spend the week up here with you."
"Yeah I did. I'm all set. I can't wait to spend more time with you Sonny. You have no idea."
Actually, I do have an idea. And I'm pretty sure it has a lot to do with what's contained within that shopping bag. I smile as I think about it.
(Will's POV)
I smile at Sonny as I think about spending the week up here with him. He is so perfect for me, and I love him so much, but what happens after the week is over and I leave? Where will that leave us? If decided to be together, Will I be able to leave him without having a broken heart? I'm pretty sure I'd literally shut down, but then I remembered what Jane said, listen to Jane. She's right.
"Will, why don't you set the bags down in the kitchen and we can start getting dinner ready", he says before smiling at me. I swear Sonny's smile could melt the north pole.
"Okay, Sonny. What are we having?"
"I thought that we could maybe have spaghetti. If I recall correctly, I remembered you saying you like Italian food, right?"
"Hell yes! I love Italian food. It's my favorite", I answered back. Sonny is so perfect. He remembers the little things about me, things that some people take for granted and other, like myself, take to heart, and that one of the many reasons I love him so much, but I still can't shake these feelings away.
"I thought I remembered right", he says, smiling, knowing that he did good.
I smile back at him lovingly, "You did great Sonny. This is going to be amazing", I say to him referring to dinner, but I'm also referring to the week to come.
"Will, why don't you get a pot out of the cupboard and start the water boiling. I'll chop up the onions and start the sauce."
"Okay babe. I can do that, but first I'm going to unpack these bags and I'll get right to it", I said, hoping that he wouldn't notice me taking out the condoms and lube out of the bag before I had the chance to hide them in the night stand.
I hurry and take them out of the bag and tuck them both inside my shirt, and just as I was about to make a run for it, he turned over and bumped right into me, "Will, I need to get...", and just like that, I drop them both to the ground.
"Sonny, I can explain", I said in a panic, as I picked them off the ground.
Before I could say another word, he reached over and took them out of my hands and placed them on the counter next to us, and returned with a huge smile on his face, "Will, you don't need to explain, I know you over heard me talking to Alex."
"How did you know?", I surprisingly asked.
"Does it even matter? What's important here is us, you and me, and the fact that you went through all this trouble just so we could be together. Do you know how amazing you are Will? To go through all this for us?"
"Sonny, I would do anything for us, I hope you know that."
"I do babe, I do, but you didn't have to go through this alone. I should have been honest with you about it from the start."
"Babe it's okay, really! everything happens for a reason right?"
"I guess you're right", he said as I kisses me softly on the lips, "Why don't I go put these in a safe place, for now, and get dinner started?"
"Sounds like a plan."
"Perfect! I'll be right back", he said smiling as I watched him leave the room.
"That went pretty well", I laughed as I look in the cupboard and find the proper pot and fill it up with water, "Shit", I whisper out softly, hoping Sony didn't hear me, when I remembered how much I hate gas stoves. It scares the shit out of me every time I try to light a burner. I take a deep breath and give it my all. You can do this Horton, don't be a wuss in front of your man! Here we go... Success! Thank god. Why does that make me so nervous? I need to stop watching so many movies, "ha ha ha."
"What are you laughing at over there honey?", he asked as he came back in the kitchen. I think he must have heard me laughing.
"Oh it's nothing. I was just thinking I've seen too many movies, because it makes me so nervous to start these gas burners."
Sonny looks at me with a little smirk. He comes over and plants a little kiss on my forehead, "My poor baby, I promise I won't let that big bad stove get his hand on my man", he says using is exaggerated baby voice, and it doesn't go unnoticed by me.
I jokingly jab him in the ribs, "Ha ha ha. Very funny, Sonny".
He goes back to tending to the spaghetti sauce. I look over at him as his back is turned over to me. I swear, this moment is perfect. Could this be what my life would be like if I come home every day from work and have this wonderful man here with me? I really have fallen hard for him, and I can't stop thinking that this is exactly what I want, this is what I've always wanted, a life and a home with him.
As the water finally starts to boil, I put the spaghetti in and started to think again. I always over think everything. As I'm stirring the spaghetti, I felt the warmest pair of arms surround me, "Hey babe, what's going on that beautiful head of yours?", he asks.
"Oh, it's nothing really."
I try to sound convincing. It obviously, it doesn't work, "Nothing really, huh? That doesn't sound like nothing. You know that you can tell me anything, right? Anything! And you don't have to hide anything from me."
As much as I was avoiding this conversation, I love Sonny with all my heart, and I have to tell him. I guess now's a perfect time as any, "Sonny, I do know that I can tell you anything, and that I don't have to hide anything. I love you so much for that, but that's only one small part of everything I love about you. There aren't enough words to describe how I feel about you, But...", his smile suddenly fades. I hate that this is affecting him, but I have to continue, "But...I there is something I need to ask you first. Before I do, I just want you to know how much love I have for you, and I can't wait to show you just how much I love you, I want to spend the rest of my life showing you Sonny, and that's what scares me", I paused, "Sonny, what's going to happen after this week is over? I'm sure this week is going to be the best week of my life. Of that, I have no doubt, but I'm just thinking of the future. When will I see you again? I can't have my heart broken all over again, I just...I just couldn't take it this time", I whimpered out as the tears slowly started to fall from my eyes.
He reaches up to my face and with his thumb, he brushes the tears away and brings my chin up so that we're looking each other in the eyes, "Will, you are the only one in the world for me. The only one, do you hear me? Of the billions of people on this planet, you Will, were made for me and I was made for you. What's going to happen after this week is over? After this week is over, I'm going to spend the rest of my life making you happy. Or at least doing my damnedest to make you happy. Why would you think we wouldn't see each other again? I can't live without you, Will. The past three years were absolute hell for me. I spent every waking hour thinking about you and every sleeping hour dreaming about you. Thinking about life without you breaks my heart. I also can't go through that again, I won't. Where ever life takes us, one thing for sure is I'm gonna be where ever you are. Because my heart belongs to you Will", he stops for a moment and places his hand over my heart, "I'm right there, so no matter what happens after this week, I'll always be with you no matter what."
Sonny's determination is incredibly sexy. It took everything inside me to keep myself from pouncing on him right here in the middle of the kitchen. But after hearing those words come out of his mouth, I knew for a fact, that Sonny was in love with me as much as I was in love with him. In that moment, I feel in love with him even more, if that's even possible.
"Oh Sonny", I cried out, the tears were now free-flowing down my face, "I love you babe...so much", I declared as I we held on to each other, and Sonny, was now crying right along with me. We stayed there for a few minutes just holding on each other with my fingers wrapped up in his gorgeous hair as he buries his face in the crook of my neck. I can't ever remember being this happy. Sonny Kiriakis. The love of my life. And I'm never, ever, letting him go.
After we finally broke apart and dried our eyes, Sonny gave me a passionate kiss on the lips. I got weak in the knees, to the point where I actually braced myself against the counter to keep me standing.
"Wow, Sonny...that was..."
"AMAZING", we both said in unison.
"I love you Will. I always will. Now get your sexy ass back to that spaghetti, or I'm gonna have to spank you."
"Wait a minute mister, is that a threat, or a promise?", I can't believe the boldness that just came out of my mouth.
"Oh you naughty little thing you", he says as he lightly spanked my ass, "What am I gonna do with you?"
"I'm sure you can think of a few things, Sonny", giving him a sly smile. By the look on Sonny's face, I'm getting my message across. His mouth is hanging open and his eyes are burning with desire. Just the thought of him naked in my arms is driving me wild. The last thing on my mind is this spaghetti, but if this evening is going to be the best night of my life, then I want to have a romantic dinner first with Sonny.
"Okay, you win! I'll get back to the spaghetti", I say as I give him a little wink.
Several minutes go by as we both prepare our portions of the meal. I get the garlic bread out of the oven and lay it on a plate, while Sonny finishes the sauce and putting the salad together. As I go to set the table, I see the most amazing sight. Sonny apparently sneaked out of the kitchen without me noticing. There are candles lit everywhere in the dining room. The table is lined with fresh rose petals from what I can assume are from the rose bushes outside. The sight before me literally leaves me speechless. I hear Sonny come up behind me and suddenly feel his arms wrap around my waist, "Do you like it babe?", he asks.
"Do you even have to ask, Sonny? This is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Wait, make that second most beautiful thing I've ever seen", I say to him as I wrap his hands around me a little tighter.
"So what's the first then?", he asks with his beautiful blinding smile.
Can Sonny Kiriakis be any more perfect?, I think to myself, "You are, my love, you're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, and I love the surprise, it's perfect!"
"I'm glad, Will. I want nothing more than to please you."
"I love it...and I love you. Now let's eat. This looks absolutely fantastic."
Instead of sitting across the table from one another, Sonny decided it would be more romantic to sit right next to each other. He is so thoughtful. Although I'm pretty sure I'm gonna have a hard time keeping my hands away from him, and I was right. The whole time during dinner, we couldn't keep our eyes, or our hands off each other. Nothing too extreme, but we held hands and he wiped sauce off my face, because I'm a mess sometimes. It was the most romantic dinner I've ever had and I was spending it with the man who I love the most in this entire world. I was spending it with my Sonny.
After dinner...
"So Will...after we clean up dinner, do you want to watch a movie?"
My eyes got a bit wider when I thought of having Sonny on that couch. Hell yes I want to watch a movie! Well, not really watch the movie per say. I'll be watching something else. Instead of letting my thoughts just come straight through my mouth, I filter them a little bit, "Yeah, that sounds wonderful. I'd love to watch a movie with you. Why don't you go and pick one out from that online streaming service. I hear there's a ton of movies on there. Don't worry about this. I can clean it up."
"You sure Will? I'd be more than willing to help you", he offers graciously. I can't get enough of this man, but honestly, I suck at picking out movies so I'd rather he do that, "Yeah, I can do this. You go pick out a movie and I'll be right in."
"Okay babe. I'll be waiting for you", he says as he graced his upper lip with his tongue. Does he even have a clue about what he's doing to me? I'm gonna pounce on him so bad...Okay Will, get it together for just a few more minutes. Although, I don't think the situation in my pants can wait longer. It's starting to feel just a tad bit uncomfortable in these pants.
I watch Sonny as he leaves the kitchen, "Oh my god...that ass! Dammit Will, just put the dishes in the dishwasher and then, he's all yours."
I finally focus long enough to finish cleaning up and start the dishwasher. As I enter the family room, Sonny is laying on the couch with his legs slightly spread apart, when it occurred to me that I'll never be able to last through this movie. I'm not sure I'll even make it through the opening credits.
"Hey you, come sit down next to me", he says as he gets up from his laying position so that I can sit down. Truthfully, I rather liked him laying down, but I'm sure we'll get there. Please let me get there!
"So I picked out an action movie. I hope that's alright."
"It's great, Sonny. Anything is great as long as I'm with you."
Sonny flashed that gorgeous smile on me and I nearly melted right then and there. I don't think I can't do this! I have to have him now. Get it together, Horton. Slow...deep...breaths. That's it. You're doing just fine, "This is gonna be a long night."
"What's that babe?"
"Nothing, I was just talking to myself", I mumbled out, trying to hide that fact that this was pure torture for me.
As the movie starts, Sonny reaches around and puts his hand over my shoulder. I lean into his neck and smell the most intoxicating scent I have ever smelled. I feel Sonny's finger slightly tickling my upper arm. It feels so good, but this boner I've had since dinner is still very present and it ain't going away.
"Will?", he asks, bringing my face in line with his. He looks me right in the eyes with so much desire you can almost taste it.
"Yeah, Son?" I answered with my heart nearly beating out of my chest.
"Will...I...", he stops, and slowly leans over and kisses me with so much desire, I swear I can hear music. Our lips crash together like waves in the ocean. I feel his tongue slightly pressing against my lips bottom lip, begging to enter, so I immediately open my mouth to receive it. His tongue is now in my mouth, gently caressing mine as we look into each others eyes again, never breaking the kiss once.
This is what I've waited for all night. This is my Sonny, he's all mine. I love him and now, I'm going to show him just how much i want him. Without breaking our kiss, I climb on top of Sonny as I begin to run my fingers through his dark locks. He suddenly lets out a small groan into my mouth. I nearly cum right there.
"Sonny I...I love you, more than anything", I say to him in between kisses as slowly start to grind up and down on him, now feeling his hard length pressing up against mine. It feels so good.
"Will...I...I love you too. You are my everything", he takes his hands and grabs a hold of my ass, helping my grinding motion and we both get lost into each other kiss once again. Although I swear if he doesn't stop, I think I AM gonna cum. The sheer ecstasy of this moment cannot easily be put into words. All I feel is pure burning desire for Sonny. I never want this moment to end. Just then, Sonny leans up and starts nibbling on my ear lobe. It's then that I nearly lose all conscious thought. All I can hear is his labored breathing in my ear and feel his warm tongue against it.
"Sonny, I'm not gonna last much longer if you keep doing that."
"Doing what babe? Do you mean this?", he nibbles on my ear once more, only this time, with more vigor and forcefulness. I think I'd float away if he wasn't holding me down pressed up against him.
It's then I feel Sonny's hand slip inside the front my jeans and grab a hold of my erection. The warmth of his hand felt so good against my skin. This his finger, he rubs the tip a little wiping away some of the precum that has accumulated there, "Oh Sonny...I...I...ah...", I moan out.
He then looked at me with those beautiful brown eyes, gently strokes my cheek, "God you're so beautiful", he whispers as he slowly begins to undo the buttons of my shirt, one by one as I watch him laying there, ready to give himself over to me.
I can't hardly speak at this point. My breathing is shallow as I look him straight in the eyes, and for the first time without a doubt in my mind, I tell him exactly what I want, "Make love to me Sonny...", I demanded, without hesitation, without doubt.
"Are you sure Will?", he asks once, just to make sure that this is actually what I wanted.
I nodded, "I've never been so sure about anything in my whole life." Sonny, was it for me.
"Yeah?", he asks again, looking for his final seal of approval.
And that's exactly what he got, "Yeah...", I smiled, anxiously, even a bit over excited.
"Shall we continue this in the bedroom? I mean, I think we might be more comfortable there."
"I thought you'd never ask", I said as I got up off the couch and offered him my hand, "Shall we?"
To be continued...OXO