Heres a longer Chapter :) Yay! Enjoy x

Damon POV

Elena and I walked side by side, silently. Who the hell would say I was dead and why? Just because I was not at school for a week doesn't mean I killed myself, even though I have to admit, I had thought about it. I sighed and stuffed my hands into my jean pockets.

Lately I had changed my style a little, since I wasn't wearing my stupid glasses anymore, I was looked not half bad. But my braces were still on which I hate. Good news though, I get them off a month early which is great I guess. Not too sure when though.

Elena caught a small glance at me as I looked at the ground. We headed further down the path.

"Here we are," Elena broke the long silence. I glanced up and saw her house which I recognised from last time. She shrugged her shoulder to gesture to go forward as she checked the letter box.

I slowly walked down the path and walked up her porch steps. Elena caught up and unlocked the door.

"My Dad isn't due back till late tonight. My brothers at a mates house for awhile so I will sort out a room in there for you," She smiled as she headed up the stairs, I followed.

"You can sit in my room as I get the sheets for your bed," She told me before leaving to the cupboard. I decided to sit down on her bed like I had done almost a week ago. I never would of realised Elena the 'Queen of the school' would be taking care of me. I then remembered her only saying "My Dad isn't due till late". Where was her Mom?

I got up and walked to the mirror that was by her dresser, to look at my zombie self. I was so fucking useless. I couldn't help but slap my own face, I had been hurting myself a lot lately. A small gasp was heard behind me. I turned round to see Elena which a shocked face.

"Did… Did you just hit yourself?" She asked. I shook my head.

"I , um, did it on accident." I lied. She came up to me and handed me some clothes.

"Seeing as you are staying here, you might not have some spare clothes. So, heres some clothes of my brothers, I'm sure he won't mind, and heres a towel. The bathroom is conjoined so… Yeah and that is right there," She pointed to the white door.

"Anything else you need?" She asked as I just looked at her. She really was amazing, she was helping a boy like ME. "No," I smiled softly. She nodded.

"So how are you?" She asked.

"Fine," I lied. She just nodded again dropping the conversation.

"Well I will show you your room now so you can go there when ever you want." I nodded as I followed her to her brothers bedroom. She had made the bed for me and she had shut the curtains. I felt to spoilt. I suddenly flinched as she touched my arm.

"You need some food on those bones," She smiled, noticing I was getting skinner. She dragged me downstairs to her kitchen which looked nice and homely. She made me sit down on a stool as she searched through the fridge for food.

I watched her bend over to look inside. He ass was perfect in her tight jeans. My member started having blood pumping to it as I placed my hand on my bulge, trying to cover. Thank god the bench covered my legs. Elena came out of the fridge with some ingredients for what seemed like Mac 'n' cheese.

My mother used to always make me that when she was well and alive. I lump formed in my throat as I swallowed. I couldn't cry again, not in front of Elena.

She started to prepare the meal and within a half hour, two bowls of warm Mac 'n' cheese were on the table. I picked up the fork and placed a pasta in my mouth. it was so good. Not realising how hungry I was, I finished the whole bowl in minutes.

Elena looked at me from across the table and smiled at me. She finished her meal in silence. After dinner, we washed the dishes together, quietly.

As we headed up stairs, I caught a glance at the clock. It read 9:30. Time flies. I headed to the room I was staying in but before I did Elena grabbed my arm.

"Why don't you come in here, we can watch a movie or something," She smiled. I couldn't say no.

She set up the bed with blankets a pillows. Suddenly she pulled out a bottle of amber liquid.

"We need to relax a bit," She cheekily smiled. I gulped. She looked at me, "Please don't tell me you never have been drunk let alone, drink," I shrugged my shoulders.

I had had the occasionally wine with the family but I never had drank straight up alcohol. Oh what the hell, a pretty girl and some alcohol….. What can go wrong?

I just shrugged my shoulders again.

"Lets do it," I smiled. She giggled and ran across the room turned her stereo on. "You & Me-Remix" by Disclosure started blasting through the speakers.

She took a swig of the alcohol and danced to the music, her hips swaying with the beat. I just watched and tried to hid the growing thing in my pants.

She beckoned for me to come over to her with her finger. I shyly walked over. She came to me and ruffled my hair with her fingers and took my jacket off.

"You need to loosen up, Damon. Have some fun," She winked as the alcohol obviously was starting to kick in. I took the bottle from her and hesitated at first but then met the glass bottle with my lips.

The cool liquid met my tongue and it burned when it ran down my throat. I coughed as I swallowed. Elena laughed.

"You will get used to it," she smiled and taking another sip. The chorus kicked in and Elena was dancing to the beat

After nearly half the bottle gone, we were both swaying our hips to "Bedroom Hymns" by Florence and The Machine. I twirled Elena round and round as the alcohol floated in me. I felt great.

We dance around her room to the beat. Jumping up and down on her bed, Elena giggled when I trust my hips back and forward. I don't know how all this confidence kicked in but I was loving it.

Elena nearly fell and ended up causing us to land on her bed, me under her. Her nose was touching mine as I felt her breath on my lips. I had never kissed a girl before, I know what 17 guy hasn't… Suddenly the door to Elena's door flung open.

"Elena?" What sounded like her dad asked. She immediately got off me and ran to the stereo to turn it down.

"Who is this?" He pointed to me angrily.

"Dad, this is Damon," I got up to shake his hand, "Damon, this is Grayson, my dad,"

I nervously took his hand and looked at him.

"It's a pleasure to meet you, Mr Gilbert," Grayson looked at me and then smiled.

"Call me Grayson, and what did you say your last name was?"

"Salvatore, Damon Salvatore," He nodded then looked at me with surprise.

"Salvatore? Oh god, I'm terribly sorry for your mother," He patted me on the shoulder.

Elena gasped. "What happened?" Her small voice asked? Great…

"She died from cancer last week, she was my patient at the hospital I was talking about," He told Elena. I looked at Grayson and backed him into a wall.

"Why didn't you save her?!" I yelled in his face. I felt Elena's hands on me, trying to pull me away. "Damon stop!"

"I'm sorry Damon, there was nothing we could do," Grayson said as I let him go. Tears were now flowing down my face as I ran to the room I was staying in.

I locked the bathroom door as I went in. I looked for wanted, what I needed. My head was pounded. I looked in Elena's cupboard. I found some sharp scissors, this was good enough.

I sat against her bath and pulled my long sleeve down. I held the cold blade to my wrist and cut slowly, cut after cut. I thought I should stop but I didn't. My eyes were growing tired.

Suddenly Elena came through her side of the bathroom and screamed. I tried to throw the scissors away but Elena ran to my side, she snatched the scissors out of my hand.

"Damon, what the fuck are you doing?!" She yelled at me. I shrugged and just held her gaze. She hugged me hard as she cried into my shoulder.

"Please don't do that…" She whispered into my ear. I shivered from her breath on my throat. She pulled back and stroked my cheek with her thumb.

"Please," She pleaded as tears fell out of both of our eyes. She wiped mine away. I just looked at her.

"Please, please don't tell anyone," I pleaded to her. She looked at me shocked.

She got up not saying a word and got a cloth and wet it. She cleaned the blood off my wrist and off the floor. She washed the blood down the sink then she sat down next to me, my hand in hers. She lifted my dry, sore wrist to her lips. She placed a small kiss to it and whispered, "Please stop," Against my skin.

She kissed my wrist again and again. I just looked at her with awe. Wow she was amazing. She hugged my arm. She then put a badge on and I yawned after a few minutes.

She smiled. "Tired?" She asked softly. I nodded as she helped me up. Losing the blood and the alcohol made me dizzy, so I leaned on Elena to her room.

"But my room is-" She placed my finger to my lips. She pulled back suddenly and blushed.

"I want you to stay in here so I know your safe," She admitted. My heart clenched with love, she wanted me to be safe? I nodded as we slowly head to her bed. She lifted her covers up and gestured me to lay down. I took my shirt and boots on as Elena put her sleep wear on. She gasped as she saw my shirtless state.

I immediately blushed.

"Oh I can put my shirt back on," I quietly said.

"Damon, don't be silly, do whatever," She smiled as she hopped onto her side of the bed. She snuggled down as I did. She reached her hand hour and stroked my cheek.

The sweet gesture made me want to breakdown. She continued to stroke my cheek.

"I'm sorry about your Mom," She whispered. I didn't say anything.

Elena moved closer and place a sweet, small kiss to my forehead as she hugged me.

She was the first person to of hugged me while I cried for my mother.

The first person who cared about me again.

Poor Damon. At least Elena had a little fun with him before :) Review! and suggest any stories you want me to write in the future :) x

Songs: "You and Me-Flume Remix" By Disclosure

"Bedroom Hymns" By Florence and The Machine.

These songs really make the dancing great so take a listen :) x