Chapter 4

I search for Hinata everywhere , in the library , the computer lab, in the classroom I mean come on it was not like she had many friends, she couldn't just disappeared like that. I saw Shino near the lockers and I smile, I was sure that he knew where she was. He was creepy and I couldn't believe that this guy had more friend then Hinata. Shino never spoke, he was like a gost always there but nobody could see him, he didn't talk but he observed everything if you wanted to know something Shino was the man to see.

'' Hey creepy man'' I called.

He look at me and turn away. Yeah he was really creepy…

'' Hey Im calling you don't you dare walk away.''

''What do want Naruto? I have nothing for you …''

'' Did you see Hinata? Im looking for her.''

''The Hyuga girl?! what business do you have with her?'' He ask.

That was the problem these day, when you ask something people always thought they could ask questions about it. I glared at him and didn't answer if he was smart he wouldnt ask me anymore question and just gave me my damn answer where was Hinata? That's it that's all.

'' S-Sorry hmm she was with Kiba in the gymnasium they are with Lee and Shikamaru.''

With Kiba… well she did had some friends huh? I wasn't the jealous type of guy I just didn't like the fact that my stuff were with strangers. Hinata was one of my stuff, yes she was free to do whatever she likes, who the fuck I was to tell her to do otherwise well for the moment. I run to the gymnasium and I saw them, they were laughing … she was laughing a beautiful laugh. Okay that was a lie, I was the jealous type of guy and right now I was jealous of all of them for making her smile , I could see in her eyes that she had a good time, she was happy… but not with me.

'' Oh there you are Hinata, why are you always running from me?''

She looked around like a beast in a cage and then looked at down. I hated when she did that I felt like a dictator or something. Why she smiling with him and looked depressed with me, Kiba had nothing that I didn't possed, I was funny, outgoing , cute, gentle, strong I HAD EVERYTHING! And yet she was looking depressed all the time around me it pissing me off. Yeah I know I was mean to her, but it was for her own good of course I liked the fact that was shy but weak wasn't in the plan, I couldn't understand why she was always shuttering like a retard and look at the ground like her life depended on it. If she was going to stay with a guy like me then, Hinata had to be strong.

''N-Naruto I-Im sorry I didn't m-meant to made you a-angry'' she said.

Mad? Me did I scream or something, how could I be mad and stay calm.

'' Im not angry yet Hinata… it's just that I don't understand why are avoiding me''

'' She's with us Naruto, can you please go?''

Who said that? Oh Kiba he was acting strong and fearless in front of her, trying to be her hero and shit. I could easily understand that and I wasn't like Gaara I wouldn't beat him up for that either I would let him be a hero only because I knew myself… when I star there's no turning back and I wanted the girl , why terrified her more then she was already?

'' You are such a polite guy Kiba, of corse I will go'' I respond I stared at Hinata and I grinned.

'' If you want to know more about the deal, I wrote my number in the last page of my notebook, call me if you want.''

'' Y-Your h-homework, I didn't d-d-do it y-yet'' she said.

'' It's okay Hinata I don't mind about my homework, it was just a pretext to talk to you''

She blushed. I made her blushed, it was a good thing no? That's mean that she didn't hate me that much no? I was sure it was a sign. I quit the gymnasium and take my cell phone.

'' Sai what's up, listen I need you to do a favor for me.''

'' Im busy right now faget , don't have time for you.''

I hate that guy he was a real bastard, I hated him but I needed him he was my brain when I was out off control sometimes.

'' Stop playing around man , I really need you''

He sight.

'' What do you want''

'' Pay a visit to someone for me, make him understand to never approach what's mine… it's an easy job but I don't want to be related in this if you know what I mean.''

''… the name.'' He finally said.

'' Kiba Inuzuka.'' I said and I hang up.

To make me feel better I mentally repeat the same sentence I kept saying for years I wasn't a bad guy, I just made bad choices.

Hinata POV

It's been four days since I saw Kiba, the fact that he wasn't there make me feel lonely he was the only one who I was able to talk normally, I missed him. Naruto didn't talk to me me either, well I guess that I should be happy about that, he finally understood that I didn't want to talk to him but in the same time it make me feel sad. Why it was like I never existed for him it hurts, here again I thought that Naruto Uzumaki was interested in me, he gave me his number so why was he acting so distant with me ? How can you be nice with someone a day and another day look down on them? All the history about the fact that's he owed me was it true? I wasn't dreaming four days ago, Neji did tell me that I was now Naruto proprieties… but here I was …again with nobody to talk to all alone. I sight I guess that nothing change huh ? Even if the most popular guy in this school gave you his number, maybe I should have call right after he gave it to me I mean who was I to make Naruto wait? Nobody I was a nobody even if I was in the same school as them since the age of eight, none of them knew since that day when Gaara stood up for me that I existed. I was brave who could live in the shadow of their sibling like I did for this past seventeen years? Who could eat they lunch in the school washroom for more then ten years because they didn't have any friends? I did. In my mind, in my world I was strong and brave but in the eyes of everybody I was weird and weak. Sad reality.

''Hyûga girl are you here?'' said someone.

I didn't answer, I blushed damn it I was siting on the toilet bowl eating my chicken sandwich, more stupid then that you die. If she came here that was because she knew I was there looking like a fool.

''Hey I know you are here, don't act shy with me.''

No need to hide any longer, I range my sandwich and opened the door. In front of me was a tall beautiful blond girl with beautiful bleu eyes.

''Im Temari Gaara's sister.''

Oh my God what she was doing here? With me, oh my God she knew my name !

''H-Hinata.''

'' Yeah I know you, everyone know you now.'' she said.

'' R-Really? How's that , I think your talking to the wrong person.''

She gave me a annoyed look and I immediately looked at my shoes. Okay Hinata, try to be strong and look at her she cannot be as mean as Karin can she?

'' Sorry.'' I finally said due to the silence I have cause.

'' You are really kind don't you, I don't know why Naruto want to have business with you definitely you are not like us.''

Not like them? Well no need to tell me that, I have already figure this out there were no way I was like them. I didn't know what to say so I remain silent, Temari shook her head and took my lunch bag.

'' I have always knew you were eating there and I always felt bad for it. You are a good girl Hinata , to good for us but still a good girl.''

''T-Thank you Temari.''

The door opened and I saw Ten-Ten and Ino, both of them were smiling when they saw me.

''Poor girl eating here all this time on your own thats must have been hard.'' Said Ino

Poor girl… yeah poor me I wanted to cry just because they knew my situation. Pity I was such a pity…

'' Shut up Ino it's not the kind of thing a looser want to hear.''

Thank you Ten-Ten I feel so much better now.

'' What are you doing here?'' I ask them.

''Naruto he hurm… well.. he ask us to be your friend since you don't have any.'' respond Temari.

I don't have any friends… this kind of remarks made me think and ask myself why was I still alive? Shouldn't I be better dead? Force people for being my friend, force them to accept my existence, this was horrible. I couldn't stay there any longer I manage to move but Temari block me way.

'' Don't take it the wrong way, it's not like it was a pain in my ass to do it.'' She said

Thanks for trying to be nice. I thought

'' Same for me, you seem to be a nice person and …''

''Oh don't gave her that bullshit Ten-Ten, you only want to be her friend so she can help you with Neji'' cut her off Ino.

'' I already h-have a friend.'' I whisper.

''Who?'' ask the two blond girls in the same time.

'' K-Kiba, Kiba is my friend.''

The trio looked at me like I was crazy and then Ino speak, her voice was calm but I could feel her sadness.

'' Kiba won't come to school for a while… he had an accident.''

I gasp. An accident… was he dead? How they knew what happened to him did they know him? Of course they do Kiba used to hang out with them… but it been a long time ago I didn't knew they were still close.

''H-How?'' I manage to say.

Nobody answer , the washroom remain silent for at least a long minute that made me feel like I was there for hours. Maybe they didn't hear my question,maybe I should repeat. But I didn't speak, I was scared to heard the answer. Something happened to Kiba the only person who considerate me like a human being and acknowledge my existence.

''We can't tell you… not know.'' respond Temari

'' He is my friend I have the rights to know what happened to him, if you know something you must tell me!''

'' Do you like Naruto?'' she ask me.

'' W-What?''

'' When you talk about Kiba you are always confident but if I say Naruto's name you seem scared but your eyes seem to be illuminate with a passion I can't describe… do you like him?''

Who was she? How did she knows all that? Could it be possible that she could read trough me? Did I like Naruto, could it be possible? I don't know, maybe I liked him maybe not, all I knew was that a part of me missed the Naruto who was searching me all around the school to know where I was… with Kiba I felt human but with Naruto it was something else. I was scared of him because he possessed something that could control me and that I didn't have the power to stay away from… I couldn't stay away from Naruto Uzumaki… I didn't know him but I was already addicted to him. It scared me.

'' Yes. I do like him.''

'' Being around us could be dangerous Hinata,if Naruto choose you its because he knew you could be one of us. Obviously he saw something that we didn't.''

She was changing the subject… they didn't want to tell me what happened to Kiba why?

'' W-What happened to Kiba.?''

'' She may seem stupid but she's not.'' said Ten-Ten smiling at me.

'' We should tell her Temari, if it's not now it will be later and it's not like she will do anything reckless.'' added Ino.

My hand were starting to sweat, I was sweating, in the worst scenario, Kiba was dead and they didn't know how tell me the news.

'' Is he dead?'' I finally ask.

'' He is dead for you Hinata… Naruto asked someone to take care of Kiba so he won't come closer to you anymore. '' repond Temari.

'' I d-dont understand w-what are you talking about?''

'' If Kiba talks to you again, he is a dead man…''

'' N-Naruto did this? Did he planed this?

I couldn't believe it how could he? It was impossible Naruto wasn't like that he may be a jerk but he wouldn't put someone in danger right?

'' Impossible, N-Naruto would never do this to anyone.''

'' Poor girl… you are really to kind to play in this world , your like a fish out of the water…''

Again with the word poor girl… Ino was right I was to kind but what was the meaning of this who were they?

'' Naruto is a demon Hinata… you are his pray and if someone whenever the person is tried to take you away from him he will cut them down.''

I looked at Temari and start crying…it was a lie please tell me it was a lie he looked so nice and gentle how a guy like him could be a demon.

'' Welcome to our world, the harsh world of Konoha's gang.'' said Ten-Ten.

Gang. I was right they were member of a gang… Oh my God …. could this mean that Neji was is it too? I felt nauseous it was to much to bear, I couldn't handle it… I fainted.

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