Naruto POV

''What do mean about she knows the truth?'' I ask to Temari.

'' I told her the truth, no need to hide anymore, if you want to be with her it's normal that she's informed of the situation don't you think?''

No it wasn't normal, I didn't want her to know about me or about Kiba I didn't want her to be involved in this… in this mess. Konoha wasn't the city that is used to be, secret who should never had been told were told, murder who should never had been committed were done, family were destroyed the fake peace that our ancestor have made for us had been destroyed. Nobody had told Hinata that, before today I never questioned it why because in my mind she wasn't even exist but I saw her in that party, I saw her desire to be loved and knowledge but must importantly I saw a force in her, Hinata wasn't that weak I knew it, I just didn't know how to show it to her and everybody else. But she knew the truth now, the story I was about to tell her wouldn't work anymore… was she scared of me? Did she hate me? I ask Temari to be friend with her because I knew they were the same, Ino, Ten-Ten, Temari and even Sakura they were all the same. Powerful, smart and heart kinded women, Hinata could learn of them I though that she could gain a lot of confidence by hanging out with people who wanted to be acknowledge by the one they truly love. For Temari it was Shikamaru, for Ten-Ten it was Neji, for Sakura it was Sasuke…. for Ino it was Sai. I tough that maybe Hinata would love me too and try to be strong to be with me accept me the way I was…. I would have tell her the truth when I was ready, when our love would have been to strong to be thrown in the trash, too late now… I sat in the chair and looked at the Gaara's family picture. When the girls came back without Hinata today I already knew something was going on and when they told me that she went to the hospital to see Kiba I went crazy, I skip the rest of the day and hide at Gaara's house.

'' You don't even know her that much Naruto, why are acting so depressed?'' she ask.

'' I don't need to know her, I can feel that she's the one I can feel the connection between us.''

'' She only faint you know… well she did cried but it was much better then I thought it will be… ''

'' Not for Kiba huh she must hate my gust right now.''

''…''

No answer.

'' We don't do anything wrong Naruto… we only want respect and restore our families pride even the Hyuga had they own secret… they are not better then us.''

She was right restoring my family's name was my prior priorities and getting revenge on the one who hurt and betrayed them was the second…. Konoha's gang wasn't like the other amateur, we didn't use violence for terrorize the citizen, we didn't rob or vandal our city. No we killed, fought the people who had destroyed the most important thing for us… our family. Gaara, Sai and Sasuke were the only people in this gang who could one hundred percent understand what I feel… like me they families were turn down with no mercy by the people we trust the most, we lost ours parents and our pride at the time we were too young to do something, now it was just a matter of time and we were going to rebuilt all the credibly to the Sabaku, Uchiha and the Uzumaki… Yeah Temari was right the Hyuga had done pretty awful things too to prevent any harm to they family so why shouldn't we do the same thing? Because we were young… since my parents death when I was nine I never felt like a child again all my existence was now based on who did this to them and how I should get my revenge. When my grandfather died six years later in the same circumstance then my dad and mom I knew I didn't have the choice but to kill these bastards no matter what. Sakura, Ino, Shikamaru, Shino and all the rest were here to help us and each of them had lost someone to they hands… Akatsuki was the reason I breath everyday, they were the reason of my existence, killing everyone of them was my most and precious wishes and I was living for that dream to come truth.

'' Naruto… I lost you again, you weren't listening at all don't you ?''

'' Ohh yeah… sorry I was hum well … ''

'' It's okay I'm used to it you always have to go away from the reality when we talk about touchy subject.'' She said.

She was damn right I looked at the watch and sight… no sign of Hinata at all, no calls no signs how could she ignored me like that? I couldn't stand it it I liked this retarded ass girl why was she trying to run away from me? Well now you know… she knows that you are freak and a crazy bastard that could kill people just to be sure that she won't see anyone else…. I said to myself.

'' I want to explain to her all the situation'' I finally said… ''maybe she would understand.''

'' Understand what?'' said Gaara.

When the fuck was he there? Why couldn't they say when they were here like everybody else damn it !

'' You think that she won't ?'' adds Kankuro

So he was there too huh? That family was sometimes freaking me out.. seriously a girl who can kill easily as me and never puked or feel bad about it a guy who create his own arms because he though he was an artist and a bipolar guy who could killed you just because you snore…. even so they were my family and we shared the same suffering…

'' Oy stay with us buddy.''

'' Sorry guys I'm just a little tired that's all.''

'' Bullshit.''

Thanks Gaara I didn't remember the last time I said something and it wasn't like a bullshit to him.

'' If you want to talk to her then go I'm sure that she will understand, she's a bright girl and it's time for her to go in real world.''

Real world… her real world was rejection and loneliness… but in that world she was protected , I was a real bastard I knew it was dangerous for her but yet it didn't stop me for wanting her for wanted to be with her now. But I realized it was more then that, Hinata was my only exit her heart was so pure and innocent that I knew she was the only one who could stop me and loving me unconditionally sound crazy I know but I knew it was the case I wanted her no matter what. My phone rings, I stand up like my life was depending on it and run to my coat it was unknown number I respond.

'' Hello.'' I said

No answer.

'' Who's there?''

still no awnser. Was it a kind of joke? Fuck I wasn't in the mood for game I could hear someone breathing but nobody was talking.

'' Just hang up.'' Said Temari

'' Who the fuck is on the phone.'' I started t shout.

'' N-Naruto Im s-sorry.'' finally said a soft voice.

I blushed damn it I just shout on Hinata what an idiot, but damn her voice was so attractive it wasn't normal this girl was driving me crazy.

'' Hinata why don't you just talk , you can call on someone's phone and act like a damn psyco anyways I'm glad you called.''

'' You are pathetic.'' I heard Gaara said before hiding in his room.

Pathetic I didn't care I waited for that call for so long I was going to enjoy it.

'' Sorry, Naruto we need to talk.'' she said.

'' I heard something about you and I can't believe its true… i-if you have t-time tonight maybe w-w-we could talk about it.''

She almost didn't shutter this time… it made me feel nervous I was in the hot seat and I didn't like it.

'' Hinata where are you? I'm on my way.''

I had to tell her my side of the story, my version I had to show her that I had a heart and I wasn't a bad person just making bad decision…

I was just hoping that I wasn't mistaking with Hinata and that she has truly a good heard so maybe she could have the courage to forgive me and see me the same as before, a jerk but not a monster…