A.N- went to italy, italy was great, my language skills have come on amazingly and I learned some rude hand gestures.. ive been working crazy hours since I got back so I can only apologise for my lack of updates, I must try harder..

also I might suggest that this chapter is RATED M.. you have been warned..not that you won't enjoy it.. everyone loves a cheeky M rated chapter right? x

Nikki stood on Jenny's doorstep and waited to be invited in, listening intently for any sign of movement inside the house until she heard thundering footsteps coming down the stairs. Nikki grinned as Jenny opened the door, she clearly hadn't gone to as much effort as Nikki had, her blonde hair was scraped back into a messy ponytail, her fringe was clipped back off her face, secured by a clip,

'Hey', she said with a mischievous smile, sticking her head out of the door for a quick check round before inviting Nikki in.

Nikki smiled back and quickly followed Jenny upstairs to her room. The house was reasonably spacious from what Nikki saw on her way in, the walls were an off-white colour all the way through which with the beige carpet gave a clean feel, and as she looked around further she realised that the house was in fact immaculate, everything was in its place; the coats hung up on the hooks and underneath the pairs of shoes in neat rows, there was a vase of lilies on the dresser in the hall, each one was perfectly open, stood tall, not a drooping lily in sight. Nikki giggled internally, this couldn't be further away from what she expected, Jenny had always been this loud, tomboy with all her imperfections, Nikki supposed this was why Jen's mother kept a scrupulously clean home, Jenny wouldn't think twice about dragging her muddy football boots through the hall.

Jenny's room was more like it, she had moved into her brother's room when he went to university, it was bigger and had wallpaper with footballs on it, Nikki wouldn't have been surprised if that was her soul motive for moving. On the windowsill were all Jenny's trophies some were on the stood on her bedside cabinet as there were so many. She shook her rucksack off at Jenny's bedroom door and started over to the trophies, squinting to make out the inscriptions on each one; 'man of the match', 'awarded for camaraderie', 'captain's cup', 'most improved player'. She was awakened from her thoughts as from behind her jenny reached over to draw the curtain, her free hand making itself comfortable around Nikki's waist.

'I've been looking forward to this' Jenny whispered even though they were alone.

Nikki smiled, not quite meeting her friend's gaze, but watching her lips so that after Jen had spoke Nikki could reply with a firm kiss, her hands sliding down from Jenny's shoulders to her waist as she was drawn in closer. Both girls were of a similar height, tall and gangly, so now when they were stood close together, their foreheads touched.

Nikki closed her eyes as she felt Jenny's hand slip up underneath her t-shirt and caress the fabric of her bra. And jenny searching Nikki's face for a reaction, terrified that she may have gone too far but the brunette only smiled, as though willing her on. She kissed Nikki again this time sliding her tongue in to her lover's mouth as she led her over to the bed carefully laying her down before straddling her waist.

'Jen, Jenny' said Nikki between kisses.

'Um, yeah' answered jen, looking slightly crushed that they had stopped.

'Are we actually going to do this?'

'Um… not..not if you don't want to'. Jen took her hands off Nikki's waist before sitting up and looking down at the puzzled face staring back.

'No its not that, oh God Jen.. I just.. I just feel so stupid' Now it was Jenny's face that held the puzzled look whilst Nikki covered hers with her hands.

'why baby, what's wrong' she asked taking one of her lovers hands from her face and kissed it gently.

'I don't know what to do, I've never..been with anyone before' Nikki whispered.

For some reason this made Jen almost swell with love for Nikki. She lay down next to her, her arms still clasped tightly around Nikki's waist.

'd'you wanna know a secret?' Jenny's voice was soft as she spoke, she didn't wait for Nikki's reply, 'me either'.

She turned to face Jenny, just lying next to her was exhilarating enough, feeling her warm breath on her skin whilst she was nuzzled into the crook of her neck amongst the blonde hair.

'what? But I thought.. oh'nikki had been thrown by Jenny's statement, she had relied on one of them knowing what to do, and jenny seemed so sure of everything that she had just assumed…

Jenny continued 'I know I want to be with you.. I just… I hoped it would just happen I guess, I mean y'know..' jenny trailed off

Nikki just nodded understanding Jenny's words, however convoluted they might have been, and enjoying the tickling sensation of jenny's hair on her exposed skin as she pressed soft kisses on to her neck. Meanwhile Nikki found confidence and began fumbling with the hem of her lover's t-shirt, running her hands over the taut skin beneath, and whilst she was glad she had taken so much care in choosing an appropriate outfit, it didn't seem to matter as it was being pulled over her head and lay forgotten on the floor. Grinning wildly Nikki pulled off Jenny's shirt and it joined her own and her grin didn't fade as she ran her thumbs across the front of Jenny's bra which caused her to whimper slightly. Nikki ached for her in every way possible and whilst jenny clumsily undid the button on Nikki's jeans and was peeling them off her legs leaving her exposed in just her underwear, Nikki had found the clasp of Jen's bra and without a second thought unhooked, this was the second time Nikki had seen Jen's breasts, the first being that time in the showers, she smiled at the memory whilst caressing the nipple between her finger and thumb and then, she didn't know what possessed her to, but like many things it seemed like a great idea, she gently cupped her friend's breast and pressed the nipple to her lips before covering it with her tongue and sucking softly on it. Jenny gasped at the sudden stimulation and held on tighter to her, running her hands through the brunette locks. Once she had composed herself she slipped her thumbs into Nikki's underwear. Suddenly Nikki felt self conscious, shit, should she have shaved? Had Jen shaved? What if she wasn't normal? What if she was actually disgusting and she would never have known until now? She lay back as Jenny was pressing soft kisses on her abdomen going further south with each one, she must have sensed Nikki's mood,

'you okay' she asked, her voice husky yet still full compassion.

Nikki looked down, meeting Jenny's gaze, 'mmhmm' was all Nikki could manage as she entangled her fingers in jenny's hair, yet she had to cover her mouth when she felt Jen's lips tickle the inside of the thigh. Nikki couldn't suppress a moan and she winced slightly as two long slender fingers entered her, not because it was an unpleasant sensation, just unfamiliar, not helped by the fact that Jen's finger's had been cold.

'sorry', she whispered having seen her lover's face contort 'is that ok' she said as she made long strokes inside Nikki.

Nikki moaned again, she was ecstatic, on the edge of orgasm, she draped a led over jenny's shoulder as with every stroke she became faster and more confident. It didn't take long for Nikki to reach her peak,

'oh my god, oh god… Jen.. Fuck Jen im gonna..'

Nikki's hips bucked and it was over, waves of pleasure left her toes scrunched and her fists clenched gripping the bed sheets. Jenny lay next to her, still smiling as they faced each other, Nikki nuzzled Jen's nose with her own as they held each other neither wanting to be the first to let go.

'I love you', Nikki whispered, breaking the silence.

'I love you back' she replied rubbing soft circled with the pad of her thumb on Nikki's face.

Blissful moments passed, the pair still revelling in the ecstasy of what had just happened it was a while before Nikki spoke again,

'do you think we should tell Lori or Susie?'

'I dunno, maybe?'

'they would be cool with it wouldn't they? I mean we haven't changed, we're still their best friends'

Jenny just nodded, 'but what if everyone found out, im not ashamed or anything, I mean if this is wrong then I don't want to ever be fucking right' she said bluntly gesturing at Nikki's naked body, 'but… I just don't want you to get hurt… and I know it sounds stupid but… I don't want to get hurt'. Hearing Jenny scared scared Nikki

'I understand' she said quietly 'its scary…maybe we should wait, do you think you'll tell your mum?'

'maybe, I dunno what I'd say though, oh hey mum! I fucked Nikki, have a nice day!' mocked Jenny

Nikki laughed, 'I'd have no idea what to say, my mum would kill me anyways'..

'Nik, lets just run away together'.

'what?'

'we'll run away! Start a life together somewhere away from here, maybe oneday we'll have kids, and I'll be a professional footballer and that would make you a WAG!'

'hey! who says we cant both be footballers, we'd be great'

The pair continued laughing and joking planning their lives together until well into the night, right down to the fine details, silly things like what colour the wall paper would be in their bedroom or what kind of wedding cake they were going to have. Everything would be just how they wanted it and no one would tell them otherwise.