This is short story I felt might bring some love back into play. It is a lemon, so be warned!

Dont hate me for it D:

Chapter 17: Hold Me While I Remember

Inuyasha drove the car safer than usual, the rain was hard and he couldn't help but shake the emotions Kagome was giving off. After Sango and Miroku had testified Judge Totosai said they would continue court tomorrow, but everyone knew Kouga was guilty.

Everyone except him.

Still Kagome seemed to believe that Kouga would get out, that he would get her, or worse Inuyasha. He reached over and grabbed her hand, she flinched at first but then squeezed his hand and looked at him a weak and shy smile was all she could give.

The rest of the car ride to Kagome's mothers house was quiet, but the feelings continued to linger around them. Fear and love, emotions that shouldn't mix but always do. Always.

Then finally she spoke, her voice was broken from deep inside and with every word it felt like her soul was leaking out of her "Inuyasha, why do you love me?"

"Why wouldn't I?" He said looking at Kagome, when she only continued to return his gaze he sighed and pulled the car over. He shifted his body in the seat till he was facing her completely "I love you because before you nothing made sense, nothing. Now I can't question anything because my mind is able to always have an answer. You cleared away the fog and dead feelings in my head. You brought me back to life when I thought I was dead, I age for you Kagome, because I would rather die with you then live a 1000 years without you." And with that he pulled her forward and kissed her gently, there lips fought against each other in a battle for warmth until they both couldn't breathe anymore. When he pulled away he noticed her eyes flash a hint of red and he knew it had to be true.

"I love you...because you are my mate." Inuyasha said as he looked into her eyes, he could see everything now. Her soul, her pain, and her love. It was all there packed inside of her begging to be set free, and he knew he was the one who had to do it.

"Mate?.." She whispered.

"Yes, it is like a soul mate. You only have one, and I know you are my mate." He said with confidence.

She nodded "I see...and how do you age for me? Is that a mate thing?"

Inuyasha smiled "No, Demons and Hanyou take a very long time to age, and in the end they usually out live there friends, family, sometimes even children depending on who they conceive with. But a woman named Kaede used her priestess skills to forge a stone, she broke it into three pieces one to keep for herself two to give to two little boys who showed great promise to her. She said that on their birthdays if they truly wanted to age a year they would wear the necklace for an entire hour, and not take it off for even the slightest second, then they would be a year older. Technically I am thirty I believe, I don't remember how many years I shaved off."

"So..you could live forever but because of me you-"

"Yes Kagome. Because of you I choose to live the human life span, so one day I won't wake up to an empty bed and merely a memory of the mate." He said staring deep into her eyes.

"What does a mate do?" She asked.

"Anything a wife does, but the sex is better." He replied with a soft chuckle.

"God I hope so, now more than ever I need to be fucked." She said returning his chuckle with a cute giggle.

Inuyasha looked at her with a stunned expression "Seriously?"

"Yes, but we can't do it in my parents home." She said.

"Why not?"

"That is disrespectful."

"What about in here?"

"In the car?"

"Why not, if I move the seats forward there is plenty of room in the back seat." He said already adjusting her seat.

"Inuyasha I don't know, I haven't in so long.." He stopped her with a kiss, the passion radiating down her body as he slowly unbuttoned her shirt, he didn't dare look he only wanted to feel. He wanted her to feel comfortable every step of the way. She returned his kiss with the same fire he had started it with, and soon they were in the back seat tearing at each others clothing as if their lives depended on it.

Inuyasha left the lingering feel of gentle kisses along Kagome's neck as she breathed quietly, her arms were across her bare stomach as he yanked down her skirt. She closed her legs slightly, the embarrassment was overwhelming but she couldn't hide forever.

"Kagome.." He moaned as he slipped his hand between her legs and gentle pushed them apart, he smiled up at her before shaking his head. He dipped his finger under her panties and slipped it off of her legs. She blushed a bright red before covering her face.

"Kagome stop" He whispered taking her hands away from her beautiful face "You are beautiful in every way, don't be embarassed." He leaned down to kiss her his hands drifting up his sides as he pressed his body against hers. He flipped down the fly of his black slacks and pulled his length out from his boxers and out of the zipper. Kagome gasped when she felt him rubbing against her entrance and he pulled back.

"I won't make you do anything." He said running a hand down her face "Especially if you don't want to."

"No Inuyasha, please. I want this, just please be gentle." She asked, her tone was hesitant but her eyes were certain, she wanted this, needed this, and by gods grace he was going to give it to her.

He moved himself further inbetween her legs and positioned himself over her again, he grabbed her hand looking down at her, she was nervous. Her face was pale and her eyes were searching his, there gazes locked and he nodded leaning down to capture her lips again. He kissed harder this time as if trying to keep her fully distracted as he slipped into her, he wasn't more than 4 inches in out of his 8 inch length before she let out a desperate whimper against his lips.

He pushed his arms underneath her and then wrapped them tightly around her "Just keep kissing me, I promise it will become less painful if you focus on something else."

Kagome nodded and continued to kiss him as he pushed himself the rest of the way in, the warmth of her made his entire body shake and he knew he didn't have enough power in him to resist more. He rubbed a hand along her side as he began to thrust into her, her whimpering turning into deep groans against his lips. He was intoxicated now with her scent, it filled the car like an air freshener and he wanted more.

He begged for her to spread her legs more, once she complied there was no stopping him, he was in deeper and thrusting faster after that. Kagome felt her insides being torn apart, but in such a seductive and ludicrous way that she couldn't help but feel all the more pleasure.

He continued to pump into her, his hips banging against her thighs roughly, he wanted to slow down to be gentler but the way she pushed her hips with him made it more difficult. This was how love making was always suppose to be, with passion and heat. Not silence and one sided like it always had been with Kikyo.

Her breathing thickened as they continued the rate of her heart beat escalating inside of her as her legs began to twitch with that ecstasy she always anticipated. She had come close before, but an orgasm was always something she never fully achieved even with Kouga. This is how it was suppose to be.

How it was meant to be!

And Kagome would take full advantage of it.

Inuyasha was whispering things in her ear, things that she could never repeat in public, things that she didn't believe were possible for the sweet and sensitive hanyou to say.

She felt his hands wrap around her legs as he pulled them even farther apart before he pushed them up against her shoulders. He pounded harder inside of her, he wasn't gentle anymore but Kagome didn't care. She felt free and no matter how rough this got, it would still be considered love making because of the passion that surrounded them inside and out.

Kagome felt his hips buckle against hers and she knew it was coming. He would release inside of her if he didn't control himself soon, Kagome wouldn't stop him even if she wanted to. She was on the pill of course, always. But could hanyou's surpass that? Did their demonic abilities make them invincible against the morning after pill and birth control?

She would just have to find out, a risk she was willing to take. She feared though that Inuyasha wouldn't be happy if she did get pregnant, but she loved him and if she did she would raise that child with the love and care it deserved.

She knew Inuyasha would understand, and she knew they had only been dating a short while and that a family wasn't ready for them both, but she trusted that he would make the right decision for them both in the end.

So as she laid on her back with her knees hitting against her shoulders as her love continued to dominate her all Kagome could do was moan his name, in such a love and lustful way that they both couldn't hold it anymore.

He shuttered as his body fell against her after he released her legs, their breathing seemed rhythmic to them both. She ran her fingers through his sweaty hair as he closed his eyes, the patting sounds of the rain hitting the glass was enough for them to get lost in.

With the last of his strength he entwined their fingers before pulling out of her. She gave a quick gasp before bringing her breathe and pulse back to its normal form. Inuyasha tucked his soft length back inside his jeans and turned Kagome onto her side, sliding behind her as he wrapped an arm around her stomach.

This moment, this silence, with love lingering in the air was everything she needed and more.

It was imperfection pouring into a perfection of love. The most beautiful combination and yet the most overwhelming.

Kagome closed her eyes, but the hanyou remained awake, watching the young girl as she slept against him. Soon he would have to drive them back but for now he would rest with her in this moment of heat, and sweet passion.

He brushed her hair behind her and kissed her cheek. It was a quick peck, but his lips were still sore from her rather intent biting from when he first entered her. He couldn't help but run through the whole thing in his head. He had felt pleasure before by two other girls, but none of them could please them as much as she did. She hadn't even done a lot of work, she just moaned and enjoyed it but he still felt better during and after the sex than with the other two girls. It was Kagome who made him feel loved 100 percent, and it was Kagome who made him rethink life and all he wanted to be.

Tomorrow he would call Sesshomaru and take him up on his offer to be partner in the company. The hours would be only slightly longer but the pay would be worth it. He had saved up a lot over the years but not enough to ensure he could grant everyone of Kagome's wishes even if she didn't want him too. He would work harder, and longer at a job even if he didn't love it as much as he wanted to love a job. But he would do it, if it meant he could give Kagome everything.

Vacations, a family, a place where she could call home, not like that deceptive and torn house she was selling.

No, never again. She would have a new house, one filled with success and love and joy. He would give her one with real fulfilled dreams instead of broken ones. It was his choice and he felt it was the best one he was making. He would whisk her away, from that house of broken dreams. And give her a new one filled with all the happiness he could bring her. And if even for a moment he felt he could give her better he would. He would jump right on the opportunity because that is what Kagome deserved. Opportunity.

And more than anything else, a man to love for ever who would love her in return.

For infinity and one life times.

Hi guys I hope you liked this chapter, I felt we were getting to caught up in what was around Kagome and Inuyasha so I decided to give them a chapter that solely expressed their love and showed nothing else. There will be more to the story coming up but I felt we needed a break from the seriousness and needed to remember the reason this story was made. I hope you liked it.