-Sang's POV-

"Are you afraid to be alone with me Agelle?" He pulled his head back, which allowed me to breathe again.

"Of course not. I was just wondering." The truth is I was a little nervous about being alone with Silas, but not in a scared way. Whenever I am alone with Silas, he is seems so intense. Luke said it was 'the Greek side of him'. I don't know what that means exactly, but I am always nervous that I won't know what to do. I should say that I know I won't know what to do. He was so understanding when he realized I didn't know how to kiss, but what if he is not always that patient?

Mr. Gerald called everyone's attention to the front of the room, so I turned around in my chair before I had to say anything else.

Silas was waiting by Kota's car when Gabe and Nathan walked me out from Gym. "What's the plan?" Gabe asked. Silas shrugged "I know I am going to Nathan's, but that's all I know."

Kota walked up, followed by Victor and Luke. "Nathan, Silas, and Sang are coming with me. Nate and I will have to head out after dinner. Silas is staying at with Sang. Gabe you have to be home tonight." Gabe pursed his lips together, but didn't argue. He seemed to have already known this is what Kota would say. "Luke you can go with Victor and meet Mr. B. He will update you when you get there." They nodded, waved at everyone and walked off together. How did they know where to meet Mr. B.? Was there a set meeting location? Silas pushed off of the car and opened the front door. He stepped aside to let me in, but I shook my head. "You sit up front Silas, I can sit in the back, my legs are shorter." He opened his mouth to argue, but before he could Nathan opened the back passenger door and I jumped in. Nathan started laughing and I couldn't help but giggle as I was sprawled out on the back seat. I righted myself and saw Nathan slide in next to me. "That was fucking smooth Trouble. I didn't expect you to dive in."

Kota parked in Nathan's driveway and we all headed in. Nathan dropped our bags on the couch and said "Sang and I will figure out dinner."

We ended up putting together chicken parm with spaghetti. "This is awesome Agelle. I don't care what I am doing or where I am, every day I will come home to you if it means I get to eat your dinners."

"What the fuck Silas, I helped." Nathan halfheartedly threw a dinner roll at Silas who caught it next to his head.

"You have never made dinner taste this good. So obviously it is all Sang. Plus I don't want to come home to you." Nathan grunted something that I couldn't understand.

"What about when you are all old enough to live on your own?" I am not sure where I was going with this, but I was curious.

Kota looked over at me and tilted his head as if studying me. "What do you mean Sang?"

"I don't know, I just thought that once you guys could move you, live on your own, some of you would live together. I actually imagine you all in one big house, like Victor's or something."

They all stayed silent for a minute or two as if thinking it over. Nathan and Silas both glanced at Kota. "We haven't really talked about it too much actually." Taking the lead as usual. "We have a few years before most of us would be able to. It is probably what will happen though. Maybe not all under the same roof, but we will most likely find places that are in the same building or community."

I looked away from Kota to see that Nathan and Silas were both looking intently at me. I looked away, did they want me to say something? Nobody said anything for a few minutes. Finally Kota stood up.

"We should get going Nate."

"Alright. I just have to grab something out of my room."

After Nathan and Kota left, Silas led me to the couch. "Want to watch something Agelle?"

I sat next to him on the couch and drew my knees up. "Why do you always look scared with me Agelle?"

I forced myself to put my knees down and straightened up "What do you mean? I'm not scared."

"You tense up when it is just the two of us. You pull yourself into a ball sitting next to me." He pulled my legs over his and kept his hands on my legs, just above my knees. "I wish you would be honest with me. You say you want to be my girlfriend but..." he shrugged his shoulder and scrunched his eyebrows together. It looked like what he was trying to figure out what to say.

"I do want to be your girlfriend. I was afraid you would be mad that I also said I wanted to date the other guys too though." O no, maybe he was really mad.

"I know Sang. That's not what I meant. I admit it came as a little bit of a shock when Mr. B. talked to us about it in the meeting. I am still working it all out, but if it is what you want than it is what I will do. I need you to know that Sang. I will do whatever makes you happy. So I need to know if you are actually scared to be alone with me." His eyes looked like they were pleading with me.

Without thinking I moved my arms around his neck. I needed to reassure him, I needed him to know that I wanted him here with me, with his team, his family. "I'm not scared of you Silas. I am knew to all of this. Having friends, people that want to be where I am. I never had anyone that said they wanted to be where I was. I don't always know what to say, or how to act, or what to do but all of you seem so sure. I want to be sure to, but what if I do it wrong?"

He searched my face. "Do what wrong Agelle?"

I took in a deep breath and let it out slowly. I had gone this far in my truth telling and he wasn't laughing at me, might as well keep going. "All of it. Before I met you and the guys I had never held anyone's hand, never gone out on a date, much less nine. In the last few months I have been hugged and…" I stumbled over what I wanted to say.

"Kissed?" Silas filled in my last word. I nodded. "Are you…are you afraid I am going to push you into doing something you don't want to Sang?" As he said it he straightened his back.

I jerked my head back. "No! I never thought that. I don't know what I want though, not really. I didn't know I wanted a kiss until I met you guys. And when I finally figured it out, I didn't know what to do. I was scared of doing it wrong. I still am."

I smirked a little. "Do you need me to give you another lesson?"