Naturally, I worry about Mokou and Kaguya and Suika is more or less indifferent but points out that the two could pull pretty foolish moves. Of course, said foolish moves would come out with the adverse effect on us all, hindering our survival. I try not to think about how or what sort of effect it will have, as I have very much to deal with already. If I'm not feeding the children, quieting Yukari of her screaming, or changing diapers, I'm worrying about what lies beyond our house. Honestly, if I had it any other way, then I will have never let Chen out of my sight, thus none of this would have happened. I suppose I could feel guilty for this and we all do, after all, if Chen had someone with her then she wouldn't have been attacked and rendered incontinent and with nerve damage. I wanted to find clues, too, but I didn't know at what cost that could be worth, so I stopped musing on the matter. However, that doesn't make me less afraid if not outright paranoid to go outside.
Of course, we have to go outside to do our business, which makes it a tad worrying for me. To think I could be attacked at any monent as soon as I go outside to do my business is unsettling. However, Chen was attacked when she simply went out to play, which in itself is even more unsettling, as well as the fact that whatever had attacked her was lying in wait, making it rather planned. I don't have to worry about Chen, Wren, and Meary being in danger, though, as Chen cannot even walk and Meary and Wren seemed to have picked up same fears from Chen, only to lesser degree, as they'll go outside but they won't stay outside, but Reimu I worry about greatly because she cannot even sense danger and doesn't seem to be pretty good at learning how to fear, since it isn't innate.
Conditioning her to not fear, to sense danger, was just inhumane in itself but reconditioning her would be just as inhumane, thus we are left really leaving Reimu not to fear anything and I can only hope that nothing disastrous will befall her.
"Red snow..."