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"Shut up, Meg." Yukari said to Tenshi, when she walk passed her. Tenshi hadn't said one word to her. The two never seems to stop fighting, not even for a moment. If they aren't beating each other up, then they are being hostile to each other. I never could seem to remember what their beef was with one another. According to Ran, Yukari doesn't really remember because she has gone insane but states that Yukari hasn't liked Tenshi very much over the fact that Tenshi caused problems out of boredom, the some of which involved destroying Reimu's shrine. Of course, I do wish the two would get along, it does no use to fight.
On the note of Yukari, she is acting strangely. According to Yuuka, she claims she can see ghosts that aren't Yuyuko but we can never really be for sure, as she her sanity has left her. According to Yuuka, she also talks to them but I couldn't seem to figure out which ones she was speaking to and neither did I know. Though, today, she was speaking to someone and she was speaking rather quietly, saying, "They murdered you, Yume, and they may as well have murdered me, too." I was curious as to who Yume was and why they haven't mentioned her (assuming this "Yume" is female). I figured that Yume had passed away because someone contributed to her death and Yukari knows what happened.
I made the obvious mistake of being curious and asking about Yume at dinner. When I did, everyone went silent and Mokou said, "Uh, Kosu, we don't like to talk about that." I blinked and asked why, no wanting to answer. Ran excused herself and I wanted answers. They all looked at me wide-eyed. Slowly, Yuuka said, "Yume, oh, well, she...she...she's...passed on." Kaguya nodded and said, "Yes, she has and we don't like to talk about it, just like we don't like to talk about why Reimu can't walk." I blinked and asked why is it she can't walk. Chen's face had gone white and she said, "We don't talk or think about that and neither should you."
"Okay, there is something that is happening and I want to know what they are, especially, when it concerns Reimu."
"Uh, Kosuzu, maybe we shouldn't-"
"Shut up, Meg! Something happened to her and I want to know. Reimu is my friend and I haven't seen her in awhile up until recently, so I would like to know, so TELL ME!"
"We don't like to talk about, just like every other bad thing that happened."
"You can't hide the past forever."
Yuuka breathed a heavy sigh and said, "Reimu took a bad fall." I asked her how, to which she said, "Well..."
Reimu dear was playing fairly close to an edge and Ran seemed to ignore her. Of course, this was a time in which Ran had gone through a period in which she described as the times have made her a "heartless selfish bitch of a kitsune" and allowed her negligence to take over. Unfortunately, I was too far away and busy to stop Reimu and Ran seemed to pay her no mind. I wanted to call out to her to watch little Reimu but my attention was focused somewhere else. As soon as I turned my back, I heard a loud *THUMP!* and then Reimu's screams. At such a height in which a child like herself had fallen, her legs were paralyzed.
"And, now, dear, you know the story. We don't like to talk about it, as Ran is still reminded of the guilt she feels for allowing it, doubly so since that fall could have very well have killed Reimu, thus effectively driving Ran to end her own life, once her offspring weren't as dependent on her, to make up for the guilt. Now, you see why we don't like to speak of the past because the past still leave everlasting scars and never healing wounds. No, we can't hide it, of course not, but we don't like to speak of it and we won't because speaking of it only makes it worse."
We went to find Ran, lying in her bed, a pile of tissues right next to her. I felt awful for upsetting her. As she was lying there, apparently asleep, I apologized for bringing it up and upsetting her.
"Yukari seems to be more spacey than usual."