I opened my dim eyes to the sound of Mokou looking for Kaguya. I blinked and figured Kaguya couldn't have gone far, thus I figured there should be no cause for alarm. However, it became more apparent that she had left and she gave no reasons, none. Along with her, Cirno, who is as stupid as a sack of rocks, went her. Both of them were gone and she was rather distraught that she had lost her "little buddies". Of course, she secretly liked company and had been in Kaguya's for a long time and she has appreciated Cirno's company as well, so not having them both around did a number on her. Actually, she went into a mental breakdown, much like Ran did, only went she went into for a different reason. Once again, I sense the world around falling apart. For once, I hoped for a bit of stability but there isn't. Que sera sera, whatever will be will be, I suppose. I've had enough of all of this and, frankly, I do wish I would just fall asleep and never wake up. However, that is not really possible, so I am forced to live the remainder of my pitious existance. On the other hand, so much of this turmoil has started to make me wall off my own heart, cancelling out any sadness or worries. I guess these sort of things have made me jaded.
With the obvious side-effect of longing, I distanced myself, shoving away my feelings of closeness and sadness. In the end, my heart shattered beyond repair. For a person who can sense the desires of others, I can also sense their pain. Of course, I never thought to manipulate that, as it would do no good. Sincerily, I do hope Ran eventually recovers so Ren can his beloved indigo flower back and that Kaguya and Cirno returns. In the meantime, I shall suffer this storm, too.
"Hello, Huzi-dear, has Ducks eaten?"
"She did but she threw it back up."
