SM OWNS IT ALL

'Fuck'

You whisper under your breath

I feel a tear run down my cheek

I knew you wouldn't be happy

You're married for shits sake

You have a daughter

This thing we had was supposed to be a fling

Or was it

It felt so real to me

I thought it felt real to you

You told me you loved me

'I do love you'

Shit

Did I say that out loud

You step forward

Set the test down

And

Grab my hands

'I DO love you Bella'

'So much'

'You have to know that'

'You have to believe that'

I nod my head