The rest of the day passed peacefully and before I knew it I was sitting down beside Harry at the dining table, helping ourselves to lashes of bangers and mash. I showed Harry the box and he rolled his eyes, "I have no idea what you've done to that man Lena," I smiled up at him and he laughed looking up at the staff table and I looked up almost simultaneously, watching as Severus and the headmaster entered through the door behind the staff table. I sighed, "Lena?" I nodded and Harry released a deep breath, "Shit. He's not stopping it though?" I shook my head, my hair falling down across my eyes and I felt that nervous tugging in my stomach, a feeling id only ever associated with the feelings that Severus left me with when his lips pressed hotly against mine, yet now this feeling felt much more sincere. Harry and I ate quietly, he told me about his encounter with Umbridge that day and I could feel nothing but sorry for him, she continued to give me a bad time, but it felt as if the moments I got to spend with Severus made up for it, and knowing that Harry didn't get such moments made me feel much worse for him.

This wasn't to say however, that Harry didn't have that person in his life that made him smile and giggle like a school girl. And man did he giggle like a schoolgirl. Every time I noticed Cho Chang walk into a room or passed us in a corridor, there would be a few brief moments where Harry would stand dumbstruck, his mouth wide open and his eyes staring after her. If it weren't for Hermione and I nudging him and breaking into conversation with Cho, Harry might have been arrested for peculiar behaviour. I watched now as she sat over at Ravenclaw table, her hair falling down her back, laughing with her friends, not noticing that sat over here at the Gryffindor table was a young man very much besotted. And it wasn't as if she didn't like him, that much was clear, but for some reason, we just couldn't get Harry to snap out of this nervous act he had going. "Why don't you talk to her Harry, you were doing really well yesterday Lunch, you even asked her how she was. Maybe this time you could get on to making an actual conversation." He shook his head, spooning another mouthful of mash into his mouth, "cant, my tongue feels like it goes numb around her, only letters come out." I spooned more potato to his plate where he was scratching the clean gold surface with his fork, putting an empty fork in to his mouth, his eyes watching as Cho threw her head over her shoulder and looked over in our direction, I waved, grabbing Harry's hand, waving it for him, "Smile Harry," I told him through gritted teeth, but when he opened his mouth to smile, a mound of potato fell ceremoniously from his mouth and everyone at the Ravenclaw table began to laugh, but Cho waved over embarrassed, a small smile on her face.

As people began to pack away stray bits of homework and the plates before us emptied, I grabbed my bag and ran quickly from the hall and checking no one was watching, tumbled down the stairs to the dungeons. I ran the corner and unlocking Severus's rooms with the charm he'd taught me, I threw open the door and hurried over to the mirror in the bathroom. I ran my fingers through my hair and smoothed it down over my shoulders. I pulled my jumper over my head and removed my tie, undoing the top few buttons of my shirt as I went. I bit my lip as I looked myself over in the mirror and grabbed the perfume from my bag. I sprayed it over my neck and into my hair before tucking it safely back away and climbing back through into the living room. I threw my bag down by the door and stood waiting for him.

The door unlocked moments later and he took me into his arms, throwing himself back against the door to close it. He turned me over so that my back was pressed up against the door hard and I felt myself lifted from the ground slightly as his mouth pulled hungrily at mine. I sighed into him and his hands were quickly caressing my stomach beneath my shirt. I pulled away breathlessly and pressed my mouth against his neck as his hands slid higher, releasing the few last standing buttons on my shirt. I threw my legs around his waist and he carried me from the door, not to sofa as he usually did, but taking me through the only door that had always remained shut when I was in here. His mouth was hot against mine and my tongue ran across his teeth, taking in every inch of him, his musky scent overpowering me, sending my head spinning.

Ever so gently he placed me down onto the bed, and unlocking my lips from his, I took in the room. It was dark, but candles flickered over the walls. I sat in the middle of a huge four poster bed, draped in heavy dark green curtains. I looked up at him through my lashes, and keeping my eyes locked with his, I slid myself a little further back on the bed, sliding my arms out of my shirt as I went.

The room was cold and I felt my nipples harden beneath the silk camisole I'd swapped for my underwear before dinner. I tipped my curls over my shoulder, and ever so carefully began to unlace the ribbon that held the silk slip together, my eyes never leaving his. As the ribbon pulled loose the fabric unfolded and fell to my sides, revealing my breasts. I closed my eyes and lay back on the bed, feeling Severus's mouth on my bud, his fingers clawing at my skirt angrily, the other hand caressing the bud on my other breast. I moaned as I felt the pool swell in my stomach and the release that came only seconds later fill my legs. I groaned at the warmth and Severus slipped the zip on my skirt down, sliding it from my legs. I pulled at the buttons on his robe and moments later he sat above me, for the first time, completely uncovered.

Seeing a man for the first time was like looking at yourself in the mirror when you realised it was time that you saw what no one else could, seeing your own curves and shape for the first time completely on display, but it was if seeing it through rose tinted glasses. Everything was perfect. I'd come to know the shape and lines of his chest but the other half had been a mystery until now, and looking down at the place where his hips sunk, revealing him, I felt the nerves pull restlessly at my stomach muscles. He was excited already and he stood several inches long, rigid and gleaming. My breathing had soared and I struggled to get a hold on my heartbeat which had found its way into a steady foxtrot

His mouth sought mine and as he came to hover above me, I pulled away. I ran a finger down his length and felt him respond, I wrapped my fingers around him, feeling the width of it, unable to imagine how it would feel to have him inside me. He groaned at my touch and I wrapped my free hand in his hair, holding his face steadily above mine as I stroked his member. His eyes stared down into mine and we looked at each other, unmoving. I watched as his muscles tightened and felt him quiver in my hand as he shook with release. He covered my hand and wrapping both my hands around his neck I pulled myself up into him, our chests touching, but our hips inches apart. His fingers slid down and plucked at the seam on my panties, causing them to fall asunder and his hand grabbed my arse tightly. I cried out but he silenced me with his mouth, as he lay me back down gently.

His mouth was against my breast again and feeling the nerves fade away I stared down into his dark eyes, watching as he took me in. The look in his eye changed and although his mouth stayed on my breast, his hand loosened its grip around my waist, his fingers sliding between my thighs as I groaned, his fingertips rough against the soft skin above my knees. I felt my muscles tighten, but as his teeth took my nipple and pulled, I felt my muscles relax, and Severus's hand traced the inside of my thigh. I shook as he found my softest spot and he took his mouth from me, rising to float a few inched over me. Seeing that I made no way to stop him, He placed one hand over my shoulder on the bed, the fingers on the other kneading the soft skin of my thigh. As he took my mouth in his, I felt his fingers plunge deeply within me and I cried out into his mouth. My hips bucked into his and his fingers wove inside of me pressing places I never imagined existed in my own body, and feeling him press down inside me, I groaned loudly. Instinctively, my own fingers reached down between our bodies and began to knead at the soft skin above his fingers as his tongue danced with mine. I soon found myself tightening around him and knowing the feeling of that pool in my stomach I held on for as long as possible, my own fingers moving quickly over my skin. The pool grew and my muscles tightened and as that pool overflowed, I felt my body shake and my fingers relax. Severus didn't pull from me, but instead covered my body with his own and lay his mouth down over mine.

In that moment, I knew I was ready for anything that would be thrown my way on Friday.

[A/N]

Hey everyone, thank you for continuing to read, I really do appreciate it, and a special thank you goes out to Melanie who was my first reviewer. Keep coming with the comments, I'd love to know what all of you think, and if you can, pass on word of the story to friends or other HP fans, the stories already done so much better than I could have ever imagined and I'd love it to really grow here.

I'm sorry for the long pause in uploading when I'm usually so consistent, I've just had my A level results and everything's been up in the air here, not to mention the fact that I experienced my own first kiss Thursday night, and have found myself very confused over it, and I seriously regret the fact now that I gave it up so easily. The whole things given me a temporary writers block and I've started to question whether anybody will ever stand up to the hero's and ideal's we create and read about.

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