***STEPHENIE MEYER OWNS TWILIGHT, STILL….THAT SADDENS ME.***

A/N: We're back! So what do you think so far? Looks like our couple has finally admitted they are in love with each other…sort of. Let's check in on Edward and see how his weight loss journey is taking shape and if Rosalie has beaten his ass yet!

EPOV

Bella is in love with me. Did you hear me? Isabella Marie Swan, the most beautiful woman in the free world, is in love with me. Me. Edward Cullen. She says her feelings are really deep. That means she loves me right? Shit. I don't fucking know. I guess she hasn't come right out and said it, but her email led me to believe it might be true. She said she would have gone out with me. Fucking Newton. I can't wait to teach that little pencil dick bastard a lesson.

Currently I was walking on a treadmill. Correction, I was huffing and puffing, begging the timer to go off on this seventh circle of hell treadmill. This was my third day in a row of working out with Emmett. The bastard set the timer on this monstrosity and walked away. Fucker.

The workouts and my classes left little time for anything else. I hadn't even been able to email Bella back. We had texted a few times, each one becoming flirtier. Getting texts from her was the highlight of my day. My diet had changed drastically and the first full day of eating the "Rosalie Hale Way" left me wondering if it was worth it. I felt like I was starving. Rose explained that once my body adjusted to my new diet that I wouldn't feel like that anymore. I kept a picture of Bella by my bed to remind me that all of the sore muscles were going to be so worth it.

Finally, God smiled down on me and the treadmill began to slow. Emmett sauntered over to check on me.

"How you doin' over here Edward? Any cramping or anything?"

"Nah, just tired as hell. But I'm ready for more. What now?" I took a long sip of my water. Damn that was good.

"I thought we'd work on your legs and your ass. Let's go do some squats."

Three hours later, I could barely make it into the shower. My ass hurt, my legs hurt, fuck, I think my dick even hurt. I stayed under the hot spray longer than I should have but it made me feel better. When I got out, I sat down at my laptop to do some homework. First though, I wanted to email Bella back.

From: Edward Cullen

Sent: Wednesday January 16, 2013 7:30 PM

To: Isabella Swan

Subject: Hey baby!

My Bella:

Hey Sweetheart. I miss you so much. I am so sorry I haven't been able to email you sooner to answer your previous email. I have, however, loved getting your texts. They brighten my day more than you know.

Oh Bell, where to start? First of all, I would love to hear this 'long story' as you call it. What did you do to Newton? Please don't get yourself hurt because of me baby. If you got hurt defending me and I couldn't get to you that would kill me. So please baby, promise me you will behave. Such a little spitfire are you! I'll let you in on a little secret, that's one of the millions of reasons I find you so damn hot!

Sooooo, you would have said yes to a date with me? Without a second thought? Shit, I wasted too much time didn't I? If I had admitted my feelings when they first started happening, we would have been together this entire time. Well, maybe anyway. I'd like to hear more about your feelings baby. When did you realize you had them? For me, it was about halfway through our freshman year, though a part of me fell in love with you on my very first day of class. I still shake my head at my lack of brain power that had me telling you I was a 'back door kinda guy'. Ugh Bell, you have no idea how much I wanted to disappear when I said that. Until you said you thought it was funny. Then I heard you laugh. It was like a chorus of angels.

So you asked where I would have taken you on our date. Well, actually I hadn't gotten that far yet! I never dreamed you would say yes. But since you would have, I probably would have taken you for sushi, since we both love that shit. Then maybe to that little piano bar on Chester Avenue, you remember the one we walked by that one night on our way back to your apartment from the theater? I would have taken you to the darkest corner of that place, slid into a booth beside you and curled you into my side. I would have loved to run my fingers through your silky tresses and kiss you on the temple as many times as I could while we listened to the music. Then instead of going to a movie, we would have stopped and picked up a couple to watch on your couch. I would have wanted to snuggle all night long but being the gentleman I am, I would have gone back home….eventually…..to take a cold shower. What? Oh come on Bell, you know there may have been some making out happening. I'm easy. LMAO!

You wanted to know how deep my feeling for you run. Isabella, I can tell you, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that you are absolutely IT for me. I will never want another woman like I want you, in every way. Fuck it, Bella, I love you. I have been trying to get up the courage to tell you for so long, but I could never spit it out. When I asked if you could love someone like me I meant someone my size. You have never said a word about how much I weigh. You're beautiful Bell, and you could have any man you wanted. I wondered if you'd have me Bella. I know that I will love you forever. If you will have me, I promise to make you the happiest woman in the world, for the rest of my life, until my dying breath. I want it all with you baby. I want to change your last name to Cullen, I want to see you pregnant with our child, I want to fall asleep every night with you in my arms after having made love to you. Bella, I want to grow old with you and sit by the fireplace on Christmas morning while covered with our grandchildren.

Wow, I hadn't intended on this email being so long, but once I got started I couldn't stop. But I need to get some sleep. I have a couple exams tomorrow. I'll give you some time to think about all I've said. Just know that even though we're apart, you are half my heart Bella. I love you baby. I love you forever.

Totally and Completely Yours Forever,

Edward

Well, there it was. I laid my heart out there for Bella. I had a feeling this was going to be the start of an amazing love story.

TWO MONTHS LATER – MID MARCH 2013

"Come on Edward, you got this man. You got this shit. Twenty more man, just twenty more. You can do it." Emmett was standing over me spotting for me as I bench pressed an obscene amount of weight. My arms were burning like a mother fucker but I had to keep going.

I had been working out and eating right a little over two months now and I was starting to see results. So far I had lost a little over twenty pounds and I could tell in my legs and arms that some muscle was beginning to take shape. I had a long way to go, but now I was under 300 pounds and heading in the right direction. I was even beginning to enjoy eating healthy. Emmett had me drinking protein shakes every day too and they weren't bad at all. Surprisingly enough, I hadn't fallen off the wagon yet. Sure, I had some cravings but I didn't give in to them. I missed my pop tarts, but Rosalie's oatmeal with fresh fruit tasted awfully good too.

My relationship with Bella had grown a lot. Our emails were filled with flirtatious innuendo and always lots of love. We had become an official couple via email, texts, and calls. Bella kept begging me to fly home for a weekend here and there and as shitty as I felt telling her I couldn't, I wanted my transition to be a complete surprise. We had spent our first Valentine's Day as a couple as well. I had two dozen long stemmed red roses delivered to her apartment along with a special mix CD I had put together and shipped in advance to the florist. They added it to the roses and she loved it. I received a basket of blueberry muffins from Buy the Bean on my doorstep that morning. The Fed Ex man must have been working overtime. The thought had crossed my mind to eat them before Rose or Emmett found out but I couldn't cheat like that. I brought them in and sat them on the table. Rose bitch browed me but I ate one. God it was fucking amazing. I promised to work out a little extra that evening and Emmett was ok with it. He took the rest with him to a meeting. The card Bella sent with them had me on my knees within minutes. My sexy girlfriend had included a very intimate photograph that looked like it was professionally done. She was in the middle of a bed, the sheets were white and satin. They looked like they had been "in use" recently. She was wearing a deep blue corset with a sheer robe that hung open and off her shoulders, a fucking garter belt with stockings and her hair and makeup were so damn sexy. I nearly came in my fucking jeans when I saw it. I ran directly to the store for a fucking frame and that shit went on my night stand immediately. I may have jerked off more than once while staring at it. Ok, it was way more than once. I think I was getting carpal tunnel syndrome for Obsessive Wanking.

The next day Em and I were working on cardio while Rosalie was talking to a red head with huge tits. Yeah sue me, I'm a guy, I notice tits. I noticed Big Red glancing over at us as she spoke to Rose. She would look over at us, nod her head up and down and smirk. Great. She was probably asking Rose who the fat dude with Emmett was. Shaking my head of the thought, I finished up my session and told Em I was headed to the showers. After wiping down the machine I threw my towel around my neck and downed my bottle of water.

The showers were full at the moment so I went back out into the gym and did some cool down moves. As I was leaning against the doorframe waiting for someone to finish up and come out, I let my mind wander back to the picture of my fuckhot girlfriend on my nightstand. I was looking very forward to seeing that corset in person. The way it pushed Bella's beautiful breasts up and out made my cock stir in my work out shorts. Soon I had a throbbing erection that was begging for some release. I shifted my stance and tried to discreetly adjust the mother fucker but apparently I was busted.

"Seems like you have an issue there gorgeous. Need some help with that?" I whirled around to find Big Red leaning next to me, her blood red fingernail trailing down my arm. I was frozen. This was the first time a woman had approached me like this. I'm ashamed to admit I had no fucking clue how to handle it. Quickly I pulled my shirt down as far as I could.

"Uh….no, thanks. I'm good." I made to turn away but she grabbed my elbow.

"I'm Victoria, you're Edward, Emmett's cousin right?"

"Yes, I am. It's nice to meet you." I smiled at her and heard her breath hitch. What? What did I do? Should I not smile at people?

"God you have the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. I've been watching you Edward. Rose tells me you're doing a fantastic job getting yourself in shape. You're looking amazing so far. I'd be happy to help you with ANYTHING you need. I mean anything Edward." She squeezed my forearm and it literally made me want to puke.

"That's…um…I better head to the showers. I must smell horrid. Nice to meet you Veronica." I got the fuck away from her as fast as I could.

After my interesting run in with Big Red, I was more than happy to settle in front of my laptop to email my angel.

From: Edward Cullen

Sent: Thursday, March 14, 2013 10:16 PM

To: Isabella Swan

Subject: I miss you

Gorgeous Bella:

So today is exactly one month since you sent me the insanely beautiful picture of my fuckhot girlfriend in a blue corset. Have I mentioned that I fucking loved that picture? If not, let me say it again. I. Fucking. Loved. It. You can't imagine how much…um…happiness having that picture has brought me. Honestly Bella, you are so gorgeous. How did I ever get so lucky? I feel like any moment, some white knight is going to ride in on a stallion and sweep you off your feet and out of my life.

Tomorrow is the last day of class before Spring Break. I have been asked to intern for a publishing house near campus. My Medieval Lit professor is friends with the owner and mentioned me to him. They called me two days ago and asked if I would start during Spring Break. This will look really good on my resume so Bell, I hope you understand why I can't fly home. Alice called me and wanted me to give her your number. She asked if you would come by the house and go shopping with her one day. She really likes you Bell. This is the end of the break from school that she took, albeit against Mom and Dad's wishes, and she is looking so forward to going to UDub while you are still there, at least for a year.

So….what are you wearing? LOL…I'm kidding. Unless, you want to tell me. No, nevermind. Gah…I don't even know how to flirt. I think I'm hopeless. I promise to have some game the next time I see you. That way I can totally woo you. Will you let me woo you Bella? Help me out here baby. What do you like about me? Like as far as physically? I know you like my eyes. You have told me that before. What else?

So if I were to answer my own questions, your eyes would be high on my list. Chocolate brown, soulful, beautiful eyes. Sometimes when you look at me, it's like you can see inside my soul Bella. I love that. It makes my stomach do flip flops. Ugh, am I a chick? So your eyes, your smile, that precious little button nose that wrinkles so adorably when you smell something you don't like, your hair; God Bell, I fucking love your hair. Never cut it. It's too beautiful and I can't wait to run my fingers thru it. One day I plan to gently wrap it around my wrist and tug hard enough for you to arch back into me so I can kiss up the length of your spine. Would you like that baby? Fuck, I can't think like that. Not when you are so far away.

I better get off…er..um…close up my laptop for now. A nice long shower sounds just about perfect right now. And Bell, to answer the question that's lingering in your brain right now. Yes. Very Hard.

I love you baby,

Edward

Spring Break was in full swing. I was having a phenomenal time during my internship. I had just wrapped up a work out with Emmett and successfully dodged that viper, Victoria. Each day I work out she is there, trying to touch me and talk dirty to me. It's actually nauseating. I came in and flopped down on my bed with my dinner. Rose fixed us some amazingly delicious turkey wraps with a tossed salad. There was a time when I never imagined I would like to eat this way, but I can honestly say I do. Finally, I like to eat healthy. I think it's time to hear my baby's voice. Picking up my phone I find her number and hit send.

"Hey gorgeous." I can hear the smile in her voice.

"Hey yourself beautiful. How was your day today?"

"Ugh, it was ok. Don't get me wrong Edward, I really like your little sister, but she's like a damn machine when she shops. My feet hurt, my back hurts, shit, I think my hair even hurts." She giggled and it went directly to my cock. Not now boy.

"Yeah, Alice is a ball of energy. I hope you had a good time though. Thanks for hanging with her."

"Oh Edward, it's no problem. I really like her. She's a lot of fun."

"So, what did you buy? Another corset? That would be fucking great. Want me to buy you one?"

"Calm down there loverboy. Next time we see each other, I'll let you buy me one and you can pick it out." Is she fucking serious? I'll make sure she gets one in every damn color.

"Hey, I'm just sayin' baby. I am absolutely willing to go lingerie shopping with you. My treat of course." I lowered my voice to what I hoped was sexy. "And make no mistake Isabella, the things I pick out will all be easy access and easily discarded." I heard her breathing hitch and a slight whimper. I held back my chuckle.

"Umm….o…okay…Edward." She was stuttering and I loved it. Maybe I had a little bit of game after all.

We talked for another hour and then said our goodbyes, promising to talk tomorrow. Each day we were getting closer and closer. I couldn't wait until graduation. I couldn't wait to get back to my Bella. I was more in love with her now than ever and I felt like she was just as in love with me. She was my forever.

A/N: Soooo looks like our Edward has his first admirer! Hopefully Skanktoria will keep her talons off our boy! I can't wait to bring Edward and his Bella back together!