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I'll cut the crap and start off. *Rubbing her eyes filled with sleep*
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I ran, hugged him and started crying hysterically.
He seemed bewildered. He shut the door instantly, tightened his grip on me and asked tension, concern and surprise thick in his voice.
"Wh-what's wrong? What happened?" he kept asking me. Did he just stammer?
When I didn't answer, he remained quiet, held onto me and let me cry as much as I wanted. For which I was very grateful.
By the time my crying lessened, we were sitting on his bed. I was on David's lap sitting like a 5 year old kid would; who sat cross legged and his arms were around me running soothingly in circles on my back.
"So" he started again "what's wrong?"
"I can't sleep" I managed in a strangled whisper while pressing my face harder in his warm chest.
I'm sure he probably thought I was crazy.
After a while he said "What's bugging you?"
Lindsay was right. He would understand me and is a good listener. I just worry a lot for no reason.
"I'm so.. Sorry"
Confused he asked "about what?"
"About everything!"
"I told you, you don't have to apologize to me for anything." he whispered
"Yes I do! I didn't mean a word I said, I'm so sorry! I'm such a-"
He put a finger on my lips while closing his eyes and whispered "stop."
When I tried to continue he tightened his grip on my jaw restraining me to speak.
I was clearly getting mad at him. Why didn't he let me speak and get it over with? I wasn't leaving until he let me talk to him.
Clearly frustrated, I let my breath out loudly and crossed my arms on my rib.
After what seemed like forever he let go of my jaw saying "Its late. I'm sure you're sleepy-"
I cut him off. I surprised myself by acting the way I did.
I grabbed his shirts collar and jerked it hard without realizing how close our faces were. "Listen to me! I'm not leaving till you hear me out!"
He had a surprised expression but I knew I had won and he wont stop me again.
"I'm sorry"
He was about to cut me off again but this time I put my finger on his lips, surprising him again.
I continued as he sighed and replaced my finger on his cheek rather than mouth.
"I'm sorry about the fact that I said so many cruel things to you. I didn't mean to. I was mad at my parents for doing something like this to me. I know. It's selfish but.. you see, I'm not.. very good with.. umm.. any kind of.. relationship. " I was struggling for words. "..or any.. Emotional stuff. I'm not very good with taking in painful things.. and love is painful. Trust me. I couldn't get over my parents death if it wasn't for my friends. I couldn't move on. I don't want to get hurt like that again. So you can't blame me if I'm keeping my guard on. But there's no excuse for what I said. I'm the heartless one here because I didn't even think before I said all that to you. You didn't deserve any of that. I'm a terrible person. Horrible! There no word to describe what a stupid person I am. You deserve so much better. I just want you to know how bad I feel about all this and how sorry I am. What I did wasn't right. I know you're angry at me. Please forgive me" tears tickled down my cheek.
Silence.
After a few minutes, I couldn't take the silence anymore and looked up.
His topaz eyes were melting as if holding tears of his own and soon I was lost in his eyes.
I don't know how long we sat there like that but then he put his hand on my cheek and wiped the tears and said so softly;
"I was never mad at you."
After such a long speech that's all he had to say? I can't believe this!
Anyways his 6 simple words confused me greatly.
"But.. When I was dancing and looked back at you, you looked so aggravated. And then why didn't you come dance with me when I asked you to? Even before we went to our rooms, you looked so angry with me" I whispered completely confused.
"I didn't dance with you because I was.. Thirsty" I immediately understood.
When vampires feed they change their eye color? Well I will have to make it a point to ask later.
He continued "and you know I wouldn't want to hurt you, especially by my inhuman side. So I fed before I came near you again. You see, I crave your blood. It has a very… different.. Nice.. alluring smell." He looked distracted for a minute but when he looked straight in my eyes, he cleared his throat and said "Anyways as far as the other thing is concerned, it has nothing to do with you"
"Then..?"
He starred at me and I raised my eyebrow demanding an answer.
"I don't like it when anyone, especially Daniel looks at you or touches you"
I was shocked.
"Your mine" he added
I was scared by the look on his face. It was so dangerous.
He was so straightforward, which was good but I didn't expect this.
"Why didn't you just tell me this before? I would have avoided anything that makes you uncomfortable"
"I didn't want to give you the feeling that you were being controlled or were caged. I want you to know that you have your free will"
I was so awestruck. He knew me so well yet he hadn't known me that long. That's probably exactly what I would've thought if he asked me to stay away from Daniel.
"I want you to know that I would never do anything intentionally to hurt you, ill stay away from him, okay?"
He nodded and whispered "I don't want you to do anything you don't want to"
I nodded and added "And I also want to tell you that you have nothing to fear because you already have me. I'm all yours"
I couldn't believe I was saying all this.
And what more I couldn't believe was that unconsciously I was leaning in and going to kiss him.
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