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D & E 4EVER?

I couldn't breathe when I got up!

Something heavy was crushing me.

I opened my heavy eyelids.

I was a sandwich between Jake and Daniel who was half way on top of me.

Out of breath I lightly pushed him off of me making sure I didn't wake him up.

Next to Jake lay Tracy and next to her lay Silver.

I got up and lightly slipped out of the tent.

My leg hurt a lot!

I looked to my right to James and Lindsay's tent and then I looked to my left to David's tent.

I didn't know whether I should wake David up or something.

I didn't even know if vampires slept.

So I decided not to go to his tent and I sat around the now dying fire.

I was feeling a bit cold.. I just hope I don't catch a cold or a fever.

My immune system wasn't that good.

I felt wind blow.

Well from where I sat the tree was 2 inches away from me so I wanted my back to have a support.

I leaned back.

The tree was so cold and hard. Of course what else did I expect? It'll get warm in a bit.

I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around me.

This seemed a little too comfortable.

Suddenly the tree shook and I turned.

I gasped and out of breath said "David! You scared me! When did you come? And stop laughing!" I frowned scolding him.

"But it's so funny" he whined unlike himself.

I rolled my eyes.

I leaned again against him, tired, as he wrapped his arms around me protectively and sighed.

I thought this was the best time to apologize.

I faced him, still leaning against him and said "Are you mad at me?"

He stroked my cheek "Do I look mad?"

I searched his face, he looked totally at ease without a single trace of anger.

I huffed "fine but I know your mad at me!" I lay on his chest and he started playing with my tangled hair.

"I'm not mad at you.. I'm just.. curious to know something.."

"And what might that be?" I said turning my head to look at him again.

He remained silent and looked down.

Then suddenly he looked up his features darkening drastically and to be honest I felt a little frightened.

"Why didn't you fight?"

Great. Time for me to be silent.

I knew exactly what he meant. He knew I hadn't even tried to come to the surface. The silence was extremely awkward.

I couldn't tell him.. What will he think? I don't even know if it was really happening or just my mind playing tricks on me due to the stress of everything going on. Maybe I was going crazy. Or my minds messed up and I'm becoming a psychological case.

"I don't know.. I did.. But it was too late!"

"I just don't know how you could just give up your life so easily without putting up a fight. Didn't you think about anyone? How your parents would react? You've been through the pain of loss. Did you want to make them feel what you felt for eternity? And if you think they would get over it someday then your wrong! Didn't you think- didn't you think about me? How I would feel? How I would have another burden to bear on my hands? To lose you would be worse! I didn't know those girls and I feel so guilty. But you, I would die if any thing happened to you, I think I'm in lov-" (She doesn't realize he was about to say I love you to her.)

I cut him from his long but cute ramble. He really did care about me.

"Since we're being honest here, it was your thought that made me want to fight for my life." Oh my God! Please tell me I did not just say that.

He hugged me and said "you don't know how happy I am to hear that. I thought you've started hating your life so much that you wanted to commit suicide. By the way what were you doing at the edge anyways?"

"I don't know.. I just felt.. free"

He pulled back and said "You are free"

I remained quiet.

"How are you feeling now?"

"I'm fine, just a little tired."

I didn't tell him about my leg killing me.

I sighed and turned around letting my back rest with his warm chest.

Suddenly he picked me up bridal style.

And before I could react he said "Can I show you something?"

I looked in his eyes which were dancing with excitement.

Might as well see it.

I nodded trying to be as excited about it as he was. I've never seen him like this.

"Close your eyes!"

Before I did as he said I saw him smiling the widest smile I had ever seen!

I felt wind blow against me.

I felt him put me down on a hard thing.

"Ok now open your eyes!"

I opened them.

I screamed.

The first thing I noticed was the height! We were on the freaking tallest tree.

I lost balance and yelped as David caught me and I clung onto him for dear life.

"I have a phobia of heights!" I mumbled.

I gulped.

Holding onto his collar I looked around.

The height totally forgotten.

Second thing I noticed was that we could see everything bellow us.

From our height the canopy of leaves that was supposed to be above us was now below us forming a ground like grassy affect.

I looked up to see more than a million stars shinning brilliantly.

"It's beautiful" I mumbled.

"Isn't it?" replied David sighing hugging me tenderly and rested his chin on my shoulder.

"I've never seen a more beautiful place.. How did you find it?"

He laughed. "I've been around for a long time!"

"Yeah, how could I forget?" And added a show off in the end.

He laughed.

I yawned.

I was sleepy and tired.

Who knew drowning could be this tiring?

David sat against the bark and I lied down on my back on his chest.

It's a tree with not much space so, yeah.

I kept looking at the stars with the thought of contentment.

David wrapped his arms around me and I felt safe and warm.

I soon fell asleep on a mattress of leaves and under a comforter of stars.

Last thing I felt was David kiss my head and whisper "Sleep, my queen."

I woke up in David's arm.

We were still on the tree, David's legs formed a cage around me so that I wouldn't fall. His arms were around me. His eyes were closed. Was he asleep?

My left hand was lying on his chest while my right hand had a fist full of his shirt. I was once again crushing his ribs with my knees and my face- tilted towards the right- was resting in the space between his shoulder and neck.

The light was blinding.

I turned my head to the left and rubbed my nose on his neck sleepily. My eyes relaxed. Then I winded my arms around David's neck.

"Morning sunshine"

"Good morning" I mumbled back and turned my head to the right again.

I yawned but made no move to get up.

After what seemed like forever I got up and looked David in the eyes.

I had felt he was.. Disturbed. He was extremely stiff. Even for his stiff self. And now I saw he was.

It was written all over his face.

I don't know why but I ran a hand through his soft, amazing, silky hair. Then I brushed them back, as they usually fell into his eyes.

"What's wrong? You seem stressed..."

"It's.. Umm.. we only.. have one car, the smaller one" he added quickly.

I could tell this wasn't what he meant to tell me.

"Okay, that's not a problem, we could all fit in, don't worry" I said running a hand through his hair again.

He nodded looking away as he leaned against the bark.

"But that's not the issue, is it?"

He slowly moved his head from side to side.

"I don't know how to tell you.."

I smiled. "You can tell me"

"I- Umm- You look great"

I smiled wider. "Thanks"

He looked away.

"You- Umm- your leg? How's your leg?"

I frowned "its.. Fine."

It hurt like hell but I wasn't gonna tell him that!

"Show it to me" he said suddenly.

"What? No! You were telling me something"

"No show it to me!"

"Stop being a kid!" I said getting off of his lap while keeping my balance on the bark.

"Stop acting like it doesn't hurt!" he said while coming closer to me.

"Stop acting like- like you care"

He went silent and froze.

Okay. I admit, I ruined the moment.

"What makes you think I don't care?" he whispered.

"Umm…" I looked away.

"You should tell me.. So that I should avoid doing it"

"I- I didn't mean it.." I said looking away.

He grabbed my face roughly and said through clenched teeth- something he never did with me. "What makes you think I don't care? If you didn't mean it, you wouldn't have said it! What have I done to make you feel this way? Have I not always been there for you? Haven't I shared what I sometimes feel? Am I not trying? It wouldn't be this hard if you stopped pushing me away!" he shouted the last part at me as I flinched.

He let go as tears started forming in my eyes. That's sure going to bruise.

I cleared my throat and tried pulling my jeans up.

I tried to control my trembling voice while saying "their skinny jeans, they won't go up"

I was still wearing the same outfit from yesterday.

He looked at me sadly and said "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you" he held my chin gently and kissed it lightly. My heart, you can imagine, went on the sixth gear of a car. I internally rolled my eyes. How typical. Will I ever get used to him this close to me? Probably not.

He bent down and with his teeth, tore my jeans off till my knee.

We nearly gasped at what we saw.

It was swollen and seemed like the place the weed had hugged the skin was flared and off. The rest of the leg was blue.

"Oh my God.." we whispered together.

"This is bad"

"Really bad" added David.

He looked so.. Serious and pained.

"It's alright!" I patted his back. "It doesn't hurt much" I smiled a reassuring smile the earlier conversation forgotten.

He frowned "why do you do this?"

"Do what?" I asked confused.

"Not tell me what you really feel? I'm not Daniel! You should know that you shouldn't lie to me, because honestly, you're not very good at it. Plus I can see through all those fake smiles you put on.. I'm.. You're my fiancée! You should at least be honest with me. I'm not going to run away from you. I'm there for you, always going to be standing next to you! All I ask is for you to be truthful with me so I can help you! Stop pushing me away like the others, I'm not just anyone else! I'm David! Your David! Always am, always will be-"

This topic.. Well let's say I'm not very comfortable with it.

So ignoring the second part I said smiling "Coming back to Daniel, I know you don't like him so why did you leave me there with him when I was unconscious?"

"He insisted" he shrugged not too pleased with the change of topic.

Unless we talk about stuff it's never going to get simple! And I just didn't want to talk about it yet. I'm not ready for things like love and marriage. For crying out loud! I'm just seventeen! And to top it of, this stuff has always been on the bottom of my to do list.

"And you just let him have me?" I said in mock horror.

He smiled.

He looked good when he smiled.

I automatically smiled.

What's wrong with me?

I cleared my throat "this place is really beautiful"

He smiled wider. "You're the first person to be brought here by me"

"Really?" I asked surprised.

He nodded.

"Wow."

Acting extremely childish I said or rather squealed feeling giddy "We should leave our mark here then!"

He laughed loudly "Sure! What do you want to do?"

"Oh we could.. No that's stupid, or we could.. Nah.." I rambled on finding something.

"Oh! Perfect! We should carve our names!" I smiled!

He carved a heart and inside wrote 'D&E 4EVER' on the tree truck where we slept.

I would've been in awe and cute and all that.

Only if it wasn't the fact that he carved that wood with his own bare hands.

My jaw hung open and when he turned around to look at me he laughed hard.

He stood and popped my jaw back in place.

Knowing exactly why my reaction was like this he said "Strong remember?"

I nodded freaking out but I did smile and melt when I saw his elegant writing on the trunk.

He suddenly grabbed my waist and hugged me.

"You don't know this.. But you mean a lot to me"

I wish I could say the same.. So I remained silent.

I patted his back and said "usually this is the time when someone says stuff like this while pushing them off a tree"

He laughed and pushed me off the tree.

I screamed.

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