Hey!

This is Percy. Two weeks ago my mother sent me on a summer camp. It was nice the two-three first days until I broke up with my ex-girlfriend Annabeth. I have to admit that even before our break up we had been drifting apart and while she was ready to go all the way in bedroom, I found myself… scared. That was when it started. After I kindly declined to have sex with her, she turned out more cold.

Anyway, the only reason I'm now writing this down is that Nico told me that it would make me feel better. He even gave me few pages from his journal *cough* diary *cough*. I was totally against the idea because it sounds so gay, but here I am, writing this on paper.

What's been most in my mind is that after I broke up with Annabeth, she went straight away after Luke. The weirdest part is that I don't even mind that much. It was like the love we had was more like a brother-sister thing. But that she was willing to go to bed with me and then she just left me like that. I don't get women…

So, after I broke up with Annabeth, I have started to hang out with Nico more. He is nice although I can't remember seeing him in school. Really, who wouldn't remember when a guy with olive colored skin and great body passes you. I'm wondering why he isn't in the football team or something. If you haven't realized yet, this is my first time writing something in a journal and I'm gonna burn these pages after I'm done. Yep, that's what I'm gonna do.

Fuck this, now I'm gonna write something bad. This is a secret. You can't tell anyone about it. I think… I think I have a crush on a boy. I'm not gonna tell you who he is, but I have to admit that I have no idea what to do. I don't know anyone gay so I can ask— Scratch that. Will was gay, right? Okay, I'm gonna go now. Hope you (paper) burn in hell!

Percy took a lighter from his pocket and lit the paper on small flames so it would burn calmly to ashes. He let the ashes fly in the wind as he stood up and walked over to his own cabin. Walking in, he found Will sitting there. Will looked up and smiled.

"Hello, what's up?" Percy asked as he sat down on the chair opposite of Will's.

"I'm fine, thank you. I was just wondering if I should go bother Jake about my phone. It's broken and you know he is good with all that kind of stuff." Will smiled.

"Okay, well, I wanted to ask you something." Percy stated.

"Ask then."

"How did you know you were gay?" Percy asked. Will's smile flattered before he dropped it.

"I got attracted to boys and not to girls. Love isn't something you can choose, it just happens when it does. You can try to ignore it as long as you want, but it will just hurt you and probably others around you." Will said. "So, who are you crushing on?" Will smiled again.

"I-I'm not crushing on anybody!" Percy blushed.

"Oh c'mon. Is it Nico? I heard he was gay and you seem to hang out with him pretty much." Will said. Percy blushed a deeper shade of red and that was all Will needed to confirm his guess. "What are you gonna do about it?" he asked.

"I don't know. That's kind of why I came to talk to you. I'm not even sure I'm gay!" Percy admitted.

"Hmm… Okay, let's go to their cabin so I get my phone fixed. You're gonna hang out with Nico, but don't confess your feelings to him before you are sure. It sucks to give false hope." Will said standing up. Percy nodded and stood up too. Together they walked over to cabin 3 and Will knocked on the door. After a second Jake came and opened the door.

"Hey, can you fix my phone? I don't know what's wrong with it." Will said, handing his phone to Jake and walking inside. Percy gave a smile before walking in after Will. Jake closed the door with a sigh.

"Hey Nico." Percy smiled after finding Nico laying on his bed, a magazine covering his face and earphones on.

"Oh hey," Nico lifted the magazine, took the earphones off "I didn't hear you come." and smiled. He sat up and patted the spot next to him. Percy went over and sat next to him.

"What were you listening to?" Percy asked taking one of the earphones and put it in his ear.

"It's Lordi's "Would you love a monsterman"." Nico said before shutting down his mp3 and taking the earphone from Percy.

"I didn't know you listened to that kind of music." Percy hummed.

Nico raised his eyebrows "Was it that bad?" Percy shook his head. "So, why did you come here?"

"Well, I was thinking we could go for a walk." Percy said.

"Why not?" Nico stood up and walked to the door, Percy close to him. When they were out of the cabin, Nico started to walk over to the beach neither of them speaking a word. When they had finally settled down to sit on the dock. The sun was shining bright in the sky, reflecting a silvery color from the lake. Percy rolled up his pant legs and rested his feet in the water while Nico laid down on his back, head to the open water. Percy smiled down to Nico. The dark eyed boy was truly beautiful. The sun was reflecting from Nico's olive skin, Nico's hair was perfectly laying and his eyes were smiling although the boy wasn't. Percy sighed, turning his gaze to the lake, not really looking at anything.

"Did you write something on the papers I gave you?" Nico asked, breaking the silence.

"Yeah, I did." Percy answered and looked down at Nico, just to see him smirk.

"Wasn't it too girly for you?" he joked. "Did it help?" Nico asked a little bit more serious this time.

"Haha, very funny. And yes, I realized something I hadn't before." Percy said, looking up at the sky. Nico turned to look at Percy and turned to his side, resting his head on his hand.

"Why did you come to this summer camp?" Nico asked.

"My mum sent me here. She had to travel somewhere and thought I couldn't stay alone the whole summer. What about you?"

"My dad and his wife decided to send me here because I didn't have many friends. At first I hated the idea, but I guess it's not that bad." Nico said, laying again on his back.

Percy turned to look at Nico with a huge smile on his face "Think about it like this, if you hadn't come you wouldn't have met me."

"What a lucky bastard I would have been." Nico smirked and got splashed with a handful of water. "Oh no you didn't…" Nico said, standing up and looking at Percy.

"I didn't." Percy smirked and looked away.

"Oh really? I'm pretty sure you—"

"Percy! Nico!" Luke yelled as he walked over to the duo. Both boys turned to look at the blond. "You know the girls are having a girls' night? So, we were thinking that we should have one too, but a boys' night." Luke flashed Nico a huge, charming smile.

"When is it?" Percy asked with a little scowl on his lips, moving closer to Nico.

"After the campfire in our cabin." Luke grinned before leaving the dark haired boys alone.

A/N

Sorry for the long wait and the short chapter. I need ideas! I was thinking about editing this whole story, but then I got this idea, that I'm gonna complete this and THEN edit it. So, now I take ideas with an open mind.

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