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It's not over.

After an hour or so, I took a shower and got in one of my casual jeans and a black hoodie over a white tank top.

Time was ticking by and I could see the deadline coming.

It was like a time bomb ticking.

It surely unnerved me.

I walked in one of the casual sitting rooms where everyone was sitting.

When I say everyone I mean all the vampires except David and his two long lost friends.

I couldn't help but look at Lindsay and James.

How caring they were towards each other. How much they loved each other. She didn't deserve this neither did James.

Christian took me out of my thoughts by saying "Elizabeth will you go get David, Autumn and Lincoln for me?"

"Sure"

I got up gracefully and went to get them.

They were in another room similar to the one I just left.

When I walked in Autumn was in David's lap getting her hair done.

When David saw me he frowned.

That sure ticked my anger off again.

So the female he had so much practice on was Autumn. I should've guessed.

Before I could say something Lincoln said "Look who decided to grace us with her presence"

I ignored him and he carried on "Do you still bite with your snappy little tongue" he said moving closer to me.

I ignored him again "Ignoring Is a very bad thing.. you know?"

"I was thinking ignoring you moron would get the message fuck off to your thick brain but I guess I was wrong."

Autumn and David both got up.

David started "Stop misbehaving Liz"

"That's Elizabeth for you and who exactly are you to tell me to stop misbehaving? I'm not your pet who will obey your every command so why don't you try them on Lincoln who's always trying to provoke me."

"He didn't mean it like that-" said Autumn that I cut off.

"Your grandfather Christian is calling you all, that's all I have to say" I turned around but David turned me around hurting my arm.

"Don't talk to her like this. Apologize. To both of them"

"I haven't done anything so I will, sure as hell, not apologize. Let me go!" I tried pulling away but he didn't let go. I tried hitting him as hard as I could but nothing affected him.

He seemed surprise that I went as far as hitting him.

Good.

He should know how much I hate him.

After a little struggling he said annoyed and impatiently "Enough"

"Let me go!" like that will stop me.

Suddenly he slapped me and I fell to the floor.

As he realized what he had done he said "I didn't mean t-"

I cut him of by saying "I'm selfish, I'm impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if u can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

With this I got up and walked out.

I went to my room and locked it.

I won't kill myself. No. I won't. I will find who is behind all this.

But before that I need this pain to go away.

He chose them over me.

I have no value in his life.

He hates me as do I.

I went to the mirror.

My expression was totally blank as I saw my cheek where a nasty bruise was forming.

I picked up the earring David had given me.

With its sharp steel I cut my skin.

It hurt. Damn it hurt.

But nothing compared to the pain in my heart.

I dug deeper.

It hurt a lot.

Good.

It made me forget everything.

The intense pain. You gotta love it.

Suddenly the door broke of from its hinges and fell down.

I threw the earring under the sink and put a little blood on the sink while covering my cheek with my hair.

It was David, followed by my dad and everyone else.

They all looked at me bewildered.

My dad broke the silence. "You scared us all Elizabeth. We thought someone got to you and killed you"

I smiled "Oh this?" I showed them my wrist. "Was just an accident. Not that it really matters if I die.. I'm already empty from the inside, soon I'll be dead like you all" and I put my finger on my lips and said while twirling and brushing past my dad. "Shh"

"Show this to me" David reached out to grab my wrist and probably 'fix' it, but I like the pain, I think I'll stick with it a little longer.

"Don't you dare touch me."

And I walked away with a bleeding wrist in a house more like a mansion full of vampires.

I walked and walked till I realized where I was going.

In front of me stood a tall stallion from before.

"Hello sly. How are you?" I said sarcastically as I got up on the fence once more.

I took my hoodie off.

"I need a ride" I said and tried getting on top of him without a saddle.

I didn't know how to put a saddle on though there was one lying near by.

I grabbed a fist full of hair and fixed myself on him.

My blood had stopped flowing like it was earlier.

I kicked him and sly started running.

"I need my spirit back" I whispered. "I need to feel good again. I feel.. dead. What do you do Sly?"

Sly ran and ran for an hour till it was dark.

I sighed and took him back to his cage.

I got off slowly.

I couldn't really feel my legs and the ground felt like it was moving.

I sat down next to the fence.

Still inside his cage I heard Lindsay's voice "Do you want to talk about it?"

"No."

"Can I help you with something?"

"No."

"Do you want to come inside right now?"

"No."

I heard her sigh and she came over the fence and sat next to me.

She took my wrist which had bleed and said "Do you expect me, out of all people, to believe that this was an accident?"

"No." I whispered after a while.

She put some liquid on it and it hurt like hell.

I hissed in pain "What is that?"

"Sorry" she whispered "It's an anti-infective"

"Oh, put some more." I said.

"Lizz.. Don't do this.."

I took the bottle out of her hand and poured it all down my wound. I hissed some more as it hurt and moaned in pain.

Soon after this she took my wrist again and wrapped it in a bandage.

"I can't believe your doing this to yourself" she said in a whisper and a pained voice.

I hugged her. "I have to"

"You don't have to hurt yourself!" she screeched.

I sighed and said "I don't know why but I love you all too much, it hurts. I need to get rid of this pain I feel. I don't know why.. I don't know why it hurts" I started sniffing. "I'm sick of everything. I've lost everything I had. I'm dead from the inside. I don't feel alive anymore."

I took a deep breath and put my head back making it rest on the fence and my hair fell back.

"I'm tired, really tired-"

Lindsay cut me off, "What's this?"

She turned to see me properly.

"What's what?" I asked confused.

She touched my sore cheek and I flinched back.

"How did this happen?" she screamed "David?" she said a little louder. "Oh my God who did this? David?" she screamed louder when he didn't come.

"Shh! No one, this is nothing!" I said trying to get her to stop panicking and calling David cause I surely didn't want to see him.

Suddenly David was there.

He looked at me as if making sure I was alright.

"Have you seen this?" Lindsay said pulling my face up to show it to him.

I tried to pull away but it just wouldn't work.

Vampires and their strengths. Urgh.

He seemed shocked as his eyes widened to see how hard he actually hit me.

Before he could say something I said "Of course he doesn't know! I slapped myself"

"Huh? That's stupid! Why would you slap yourself?" Lindsay said confused.

I climbed the fence and got over towards the house and kept walking without even looking at David while saying "Why wouldn't I? I am a suicidal bitch who loves to inflict pain on herself" and winked at Lindsay at the last part pointing to my bandaged wrist.

Lindsay grabbed my arm and pulled back "You need to talk to someone about this. And I'm here so start talking."

"With him frozen there?" I tried to joke around but stopped with the look Lindsay gave me.

I sighed, stopped smiling and said "there's nothing to talk about"

"Why did you do this?" she pointed to my wrist and said "Why aren't you telling me who slapped you?"

I looked at her face.

I couldn't lie to her and I couldn't tell her.

My eyes stung as tears threatened to fall.

I feel like I'm going crazy. Inflicting pain on myself and smiling. What's wrong with me?

I couldn't tell her David slapped me..

If I did, Lindsay would get hurt and her respect or whatever there was for David was too much for me to trash.

I hugged her as a tear fell.

Then I whipped all emotions from my face ready to shun her.

This time before I could say something David said "I slapped her-"

Before he could finish Lindsay boomed "WHAT?"

"He's lying, he didn't!" I tried to cover it up.

"Why would I lie?" David said "I didn't know I slapped her that hard."

"Well, She is just a human David! Why did you even slap her in the first place?" she screamed.

"Cause I, according to him, misbehaved with his precious friends" I said.

And when David didn't say anything to contradict it she sighed. "You shouldn't have done that Dave"

"I know" he said, not even trying to defend himself.

He looked at me and said "There is no justification for what I did. It was wrong. And I'm, from the bottom of my heat, extremely, sorry. If you want I can apologize to you in front of an army full of people including my friends, family and everyone I'm affiliated with. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness but I really am sorry. I didn't mean to- I really didn't mean to h-hit you. I feel ashamed of myself. I feel guilty from the moment I h-hit you. I-I h-hate myself f-for-"

I couldn't hear it anymore. His expression was so apologetic and angelic at the same time.

His voice so pained and honest.

"I forgive you. I know I was out of line too"

He sighed content. And I walked to him and hugged him lightly as did he. One of his hand rested on my head.

"Lets get back in, cause you all are vampires, but I, sure as anything else, am feeling cold."

All three of us laughed and walked towards the mansion as David slid his jacket on me.

As time passed by I dreaded every minute.

It was better when I felt hatred towards everyone. What I was about to do was surely easier to do that way.

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Zoe!