Since I have a break between mid terms I thought I'll do a small and quick update.
BUT when I saw the number of reviews I was like O.O
Damn, you need a bigger chapter. So this ones probably the second largest chapter EVER.
Now, since you've seen Elizabeth through her worst, time for you to see a minor David through his worst. ;)
I cant promise when ill update next cuz my mammo and mumani are coming from USA after 4 years so ill be busy with them, friends etc. I'm literally going to die on 20th, 21st and 22nd. I just have sooo much to dooo! BUT keep praying since my mids aren't over yet ;)
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Not Okay.
We lay in bed lazily and I noticed that he was here with me but not really here.
Get what I mean?
Like he kept staring at the wall behind me as I kept staring at him.
For a change he didn't even look back and say something like 'stop staring' like he did to Lindsay. Or a cheesy comment like 'Like what you see?'
He just kept… staring.
His face was completely blank unlike a few minutes ago as he was so emotionally displaying his feelings to me.
I couldn't even feel what he was feeling. He had put that barrier on again.
Something's wrong… but what?
"Are you okay?" I asked him.
It felt like he didn't hear me, which is weird because he can hear everything miles apart let alone me who was centimeters apart.
"Are you okay?" I asked again while putting my hand lightly on his arm.
Suddenly I heard a growl and the next thing I know is that I'm once again pinned up against a wall.
Getting suffocated.
I wouldn't say I wasn't shocked but that didn't last long.
I didn't fight him.
I just stood there and couldn't breathe.
He looked so.. dangerous.
"Dav-id, C-ant bre-"
Suddenly he looked at me.
Really looked at me.
His hands were suddenly off of my throat and due to lack of breath and oxygen in my body my legs bucked under me and I fell only to be caught by him.
He looked shocked and took a step back when I stood back up.
I looked at him as he looked at me.
He then looked at his hands, so did i.
They were.. shaking. Uncontrollably.
Without another word he turned to make sure everyone was still asleep and hadn't witnessed what just happened.
He signaled me to follow him into his bathroom quietly.
I did that.
I wasn't scared because I remembered what Autumn had said.
Today was David's sister's death anniversary.
He must be very devastated.
As I entered the bathroom he stood there casually next to the marble wall.
He was still looking down.
"I'm sorry" he said sincerely.
"Don't be, my life will always be yours to take.." after all, if he hadn't saved my life the million times he did, I'd be dead by now.
"Please don't say that.. I have more blood on my hands that I can bear." He said in a hoarse voice.
"David.." I said taking a step closer to him.
"Stop." He said restraining me with a raised hand before I even made it a centimeter closer to him.
I didn't listen to him and made it towards him anyway.
He flinched as if I was some dirt that would ruin his white suit. "Please, stay away from me today, I don't want to hurt you and this is one of the few days I'm extremely violent." He told me honestly.
"I trust you"
"I'm not worthy of it"
"Well, that's for me to decide."
"Elizabeth.. I'm a horrible person.."
He sent butterflies to my tummy when he said my full name with his British accent creeping up "I have a hard time believing that"
I closed the distance between us as I placed my hand on his arm again.
He flinched "Jeez! Relax, I'm not gonna hurt you, not that I can anyway!"
"I'm not as good as you think"
"How do you know what I think? I think you're a mean sadistic vampire who kills everyone in his sight just like in the folklores about vampires." I said sarcastically.
"That's exactly how I am"
"How you were"
"I'm still that"
"You haven't killed me"
"Not yet" he said.
It scared me. Not because of him killing me but because the change in his tone and expression.
I sighed.
"David…-"
Before I could say something he said "I've done horrible things Elizabeth and some of them I don't regret at all. I'd do it again if I had the choice but some.. I wish.. I wish I died before.."
"Don't say that David.."
"You don't know anything!" he raised his voice getting angry.
"I do!" I said.
He banged his hand in the wall and a huge hole was formed.
I took a sharp intake of breath and took a step back.
"David.." I said again. I went to hug him and make him feel better somehow.
But he pushed me back "Stay away from me" and walked towards the door.
"David i-" I grabbed his arm and he turned sharply making me flinch and pushed me off of his arm.
I literally fell to the floor.
His face was… blank. The one I was downright scared off.
"Just because I have to doesn't mean I want to be with you. The feelings we have are mutual for each other. It'll be better if you leave it that way. I try and try. If you won't open up to me I really don't care. Stop interfering in my life. Stop taking me for granted. And don't follow me like a lost puppy."
I just kept looking down on the floor and he left.
I wanted to cry but held my tears back.
Yes, it hurt to hear it from him.
But I also understood where this all came from.
I slowly got up. I saw all my things were put in David's bathroom.
I did whatever I had to.
I walked out and left the room full of my friends.
I went down to the breakfast table.
No one was there and I wasn't hungry so I just left in search for everyone.
To no avail I ended up in the garden I loved.
I brushed my hands across the wonderful bushes of the rare black roses that smelled amazing.
I walked till a patio came in view.
There sat my family.
"Mom..?" I said.
She looked at me and laughed "Good to see you after so long!"
She got up helped by my dad and I ran and hugged her.
"Oh Liz, baby, easy on the hug.."
I loosened my grip on her.
"I missed you.." I whispered.
"Me too honey."
"You scared me" I said again in a hushed sad tone.
"I know, baby, I was scared too, that you wouldn't care about me, having used to not being around me.."
"That can never happen, I love you too much to forget you once I finally have you.."
I took a step back to see another family sitting around the table.
Noting my gaze she said "Ah meet Mr. and Mrs. Letty. Lincoln and Autumn's parents. Phillip and Cassie this is my daughter"
"Good morning" said Phillip. I guess I'm never going to get over the fact how good looking vampires were.
"Good morning Mr. Letty" I greeted back. "I'm hoping your having a splendid time on your stay here?"
"Yes, indeed and call me Phillip" he said thoughtfully extending a hand.
I shook his hand "Nice to meet you"
"Hmm, the feelings mutual"
I smiled. He seemed like a nice guy.
"You're quite a charmer, no wonder you have changed our beloved David who had no hope of changing" Mrs. Letty said smugly taking a sip of tea.
Arrogant much?
She seemed completely opposite of Phillip. How do they survive?
"I'm sure he always had it in him Mrs. Letty."
"I doubt it. He's as heartless as a corpse."
"Excuse me?" I said feeling angry for no reason.
"What?" she said defensively "It's true" and added a shrug.
I was going to protest but Lindsay came and I suddenly asked "Where's David?"
"Umm.. Why?"
"Just asking" I shrugged.
I wanted to go to him. Comfort him. Return all the favors he bestowed on me.
"Your friends are up.."
"Oh, great" I said and jogged my way back.
The weather was starting to get cold.
I made my way up.
On my way I passed a room where I heard a crash come from.
I changed my course and I opened the door.
The first thing I saw was Lincoln and Christian standing there.
Lincoln had his hands on his temples.
Christian just stood there.
That's when I saw David.
And the room.
The room was totally trashed.
David stood there and looked at my shocked face and smiled a very evil smile.
There was blood everywhere.
I gasped and Lincoln and Christian looked back at me as if they were concentrating so hard on something that they hadn't noticed my presence.
There was blood EVERYWHERE!
I couldn't even stand in this room anymore.
I did the only thing I could.
I ran.
I tripped.
I fell.
David walked towards me and I scooted near a wall till my wall was pressed against it.
He knelt next to me. He looked so scary.
"hmmm.. You smell good.. Should I- AH" he screamed and held his chest and held himself up through his hands and knees. Despite the condition we were in it was my instinct to reach out to him.
"You'll thank me later" Lincoln said in the background to David.
David smirked evilly again and put his hand on my face.
All the blood on his hand came on my face.
I flinched.
"You see the real me now.. Congratulations."
He suddenly stood up and pulled me up through my hair.
I bit my tongue to stop myself from screaming
"I told you to stay away!-" he said through clenched teeth. He had a crazy look in his eyes. Which to be honest scared my shit-less.
"David" said Christian warningly and pulled David back lightly.
David laughed humorlessly "Yes, my dearest grandfather?"
"Snap out of it. It's been 200 years. You might hurt someone else and regret it later" he said seriously.
David growled and pushed his grandfather off of him "Get your hands off of me! I never asked you to come and help me!"
"If I didn't then you would become a mad man!" Christian screamed back.
"I am a mad man!"
"Maybe you are!"
David went silent.
All the shouting was probably going to make me deaf.
"Admit the fact that you killed your younger sister who you loved a lot because you had too! Jazzlyn wouldn't have wanted you to-" (Thanks for the name BeachVampire17)
Suddenly David growled so loud and attacked his own grandfather.
I was scared out of wits. Frozen in place and once again wanting to cry but holding my tears back. I couldn't see him like this.
After 5 minutes of their duel, Christian hadn't even hit his grandson once.
David suddenly stopped.
He looked as his grandfather and whispered. "What have I done?"
He looked at his hands.
"Forgive me" he said in a broken strained voice and disappeared.
Christian sighed and got up.
"Sorry about that" said Lincoln and walked out.
I looked at Christian with fear clear in my eyes.
He sighed again "Are you okay?"
I nodded.
"He gets like this. Don't worry, it's not as worse as it used to be. You're quite a charmer and plus Lincoln is getting better at controlling David's violence.."
"Seems like everyone saying that today." I tried and failed miserably and smiling.
"He doesn't mean a word he says today, he's just not in his senses."
I nodded and cleaned my face from one of the powder rooms and went to David's room.
Everyone greeted me, I changed my cloths, Black jeans with a hot pink sleeveless shirt with a turtle neck. I put my hair up in a pony.
When I came out everyone complemented on how nice I look.
By now it was time for lunch.
We walked to the dinning room to be greeted by the entire family.
We all sat down on our normal places and ate while my friends talked non-stop.
The Queen asked me to pass David some pasta.
I picked it up and held it in front of him only to have him push it away making it fall to the floor.
Suddenly the room went silent.
I looked awkwardly to my friends and said smiling "Opsie, sorry, my fault"
They went back to their chatting soon as I silently sat there.
All appetite lost.
Despite the fact I hadn't eaten anything since, well, last night, I didn't feel hungry at all.
Soon it was all over and I silently, without another word walked towards my friends.
It felt like I hadn't spent any time with them.
"So.. What do you want to do today?" I said trying to be jolly and happy.
"I don't know" mumbled Silver.
Daniel was awfully quiet.
Silver said "How about we go into town?"
Jake smirked "Cold stone?"
"You're so on!" I squealed.
Cold stone was a place not far from my home. It was like a small club with exclusive members and as a tradition we all used to get on stage and sing.
A lot of fun!
Something I hardly seemed to be having.
"I haven't been there in ages!"
"Me two!"
"Me three!"
And so they continued.
"Let's get ready, it's a long way from here!" I said.
"What about David? I want him to see it too! We have soo many memories there! It's only fair that we take him there!" Tracy squealed!
"Umm, I don't know about that Trace.."
"What's wrong?" asked Daniel.
Screw him for putting me in such positions.
"I think he's busy today."
"Well lets ask him anyway.." said Silver.
"I don't know about that Silver.."
"No point in not putting it out there for him" added Jake.
"If he's busy he'll miss out all the fun, especially that one time you got too drunk and tried doing a strip teas-"
"Ahhhh! Daniel!" I jumped on him putting a hand on his mouth.
I'm sure everyone in this house heard it.
We fell to the floor.
"My, my, look what we have here." Said an amused yet familiar voice.
I looked up "Vince"
"Hello, Elizabeth. Long time no see?"
I stayed quiet and got up.
"Won't you introduce me to your friends?" he looked at Silver to give special emphases and in turn she blushed.
They can not know Vince. I don't trust him.
"Guys this is Vince, Vince stay away from my friends"
"Ouch" he said "You really are mean."
I got weird looks from everyone and I grabbed Silvers hand and left with others following me as Daniel said "Well mate, that's not even one fourth of her mean-ness"
I rolled my eyes.
Later on I got dressed in a black backless dress that came till my feet and had a deep V neck.
It was sleeveless so I'm pretty sure I would feel cold.
But I looked really sexy with my hair in a pony.
I put a little bit of make up.
I was putting on jewelry when David walked in smiling.
He couldn't even walk straight.
"Are- are you drunk?" I asked.
"No" he laughed "I'm high on demon blood" he laughed again.
He made it to me and leaned on me for support.
He was heavy.
He took the necklace from me and put it around my neck.
He squeezed his eyes to see properly and laughed again.
When the necklace was done he kissed my neck and shoulder like last time.
He hugged my waste as my friends walked in.
"Hey David" said Trace. "Wanna come to cold stone?"
He laughed "That club?"
She smiled "Yeah. Give us today, just today, to give you the time of your life" she smiled.
Argh, might as well rub 'today' in his face.
"Sureeee" David said "I'd love tooooo"
Trace gave me the look 'See, told you so'
I rolled my eyes.
David got ready in five minutes and we were on our way down.
His heavy arm was around my shoulder casually.
"Hey sexy" David said while ruining Autumn's hair.
She protested and muttered something about demon blood that I didn't catch.
"Yo jerk, having fun?" he said to Lincoln who was right behind Autumn.
We stopped while my friends went to the car.
"Fuck you" Lincoln said annoyed.
"I know you'd love too" David laughed more.
"In your dreams" Lincoln replied in a bored voice.
"Yeah yeah, whatever you say fucker"
His dad came into view "David, is this the kind of language a prince would use?"
He came awfully close to his father who flinched back "Why don't you tell the prince to suck it?"
He tucked his fathers tie and pushed him back.
"David.." I said trying to get him to his senses.
"Yes, my love?" he said.
"Please don't do this to yourself…"
"Do what?" he said smiling. Acting dumb.
"Are you sure you want to come?"
"You don't want me to come?" he said trapping me between his body and the wall.
"I just think you shouldn't in this condition.."
"What condition?" he said.
His face inches from my face.
I was going to say something but he silenced me as his hands stranded my waist and ran his hand up and down my bare back.
He started kissing me everywhere.
Just before he was about to kiss me on my lips I turned my head away only to be forced back into that position.
I started struggling to get out of his grasp.
"David, let me go!" I started slowly and started screaming and crying when he didn't.
"David, your better than this! Get a grip on yourself" said Lincoln from behind David.
He pulled him off of me and I ran towards the door.
I whipped my tears away and walked to my car.
I hadn't driven it in what felt like years.
"Let's go" I whispered.
I didn't want to say it any louder as I knew my voice would shake.
I got in my car and next thing I know is David's in the passenger seat and my friends are in a limo followed by guards.
I remained quiet. So did he.
"Liz-"
"Don't." I whispered. I had gone through enough today but I can't really blame him. He's and emotional wreck right now. But that doesn't mean that I can take it anymore.
"Liste-"
"I said don't say another word!" I screamed and banged my hand on the wheel.
We remained silent.
After half an hour he silently said "It won't happen again"
I stayed quiet.
"Please say something?"
"I don't know what to say.."
"Please tell me I haven't messed anything up, please tell me I didn't hurt you, please tell me I didn't scare you, please tell me you forgive me for whatever I did today… Please.. everyone has their off days.. please…" he begged.
I didn't say anything and he said "Stop the car."
"What?"
"You heard me, stop the car."
I did as he said.
When the car stopped I suddenly felt emotions to their extremes and gasped.
Frustration, anger, grief, madness, aggravation, rage, resentment, hatred, heart ach, insanity, annoyance, irritation, disgust, impatience, violence and many more combined with responsibilities, force, empowerment, pressure etc.
Most focused on the fact that he killed his sister. He hated himself too much.
I started crying. I couldn't take it anymore.
I didn't know how he dealt with all that at the same time. It made me want to rip my heart out and stab it till everything went away. I wanted to rather die then deal with everything.
Suddenly all those feelings disappeared as David put a barrier and pulled my chin up by his hand.
"I'm sorry. The only way I know how to deal with all this is by hurting everyone around me. killing people" he said honestly. "Please forgive me, I will try not to do it again, I know I've hurt you too much but please find it in your heart to forgive me" he looked at me sadly and smiled a true but sad smile.
I left it here so YOU all tell me whether he's forgiven or not. Think from Lizzy's POV and tell me, we will see where the story goes from there.
Liked it? David's cranky in his own way, isn't he? :D
I have a surprise for you. One of my reviewers wanted her to be in my story so I said that she should give me her character analysis and ill put her in. I loved what she gave me and the minute I read it an idea popped into my head while a story played ahead of me.
SO the surprise is, that I will write another book when I'm free BUT that's not a good surprise is it? What does it have to do with you? Well, I want you all to give me your own characters if you want to be in it. :D
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Zoya.