Chapter 10-Fix Myself
Ally's POV
"That's not true. I can't have everyone."
"Name one girl you can't have?"
"My mom."
"What the heck? Not including your mom."
He thinks for a second. Then looks at me in the eye.
"You..."
"W-What?"
"I can't have you."
"Oh... Well that's true. But still! You can have anyone!"
"Nah, every girl is the same. They want me because Im hot and Im rich. They use me. I still haven't met the one either."
He scoots a little closer to me. I sigh. Sometimes I wonder about the future. Like, what job Im going to have? How many kids will I have? Will I even have any? If Ill be rich or poor? What kind of car will I have? What my house would look like? Who will I marry? Have I met him yet? What if I already met the guy Im going to marry? What if I won't get married!? What if I live in a small apartment!? What if I don't have kids and have cats instead!? Oh my god! Ill be a freaking lonely cat lady! What If-!?
"Ally? Are you ok?"
He snaps me out of my thoughts. I look over to see him VERY close. Like our shoulders pressed together and nose touching close. I blush and turn away.
"Im fine..."
"I don't believe you."
"It's nothing. Just leave it."
"Fine, BUT! You have to tell me what your dream was about last night."
Austin's POV
Her eyes widen. I smirked. Let's see if this dream was exactly what I was thinking. She sighs.
"Ok... I was in a dark place. I looked around. It was empty. Then I saw you. You came up to me and... y-you... punched me. I don't know why. You kept punching me everywhere. I kept shouting your name to make you stop but you kept hurting me. It's stupid."
"No it's not. Ally, I would never do that." I say softy.
She lies down. "I know." she mutters.
I lay down with her. We look up at the ceiling of the cave. The diamonds light up this place and it makes everything seem like we're in a castle.
"It does." she says.
"What?"
"It does light up like a castle."
"Shoot! Was I thinking out loud?"
"Yup." She says popping the 'p'.
I sigh. I look around. I wonder if what Ally thinks is true. That the heart shaped rock does make people fall in love. What If it can help me find the one?
"I already tried." she says.
"Oh god. Was I thinking out loud again?"
"Yeah, and don't waste your time. I tried millions of times to try to bring guys over here and it won't work. And yes, I did bring guys over here."
"Wow..."
"It's not true. Just forget it. I will never find love."
I think. Never find love? But Ally is beautiful. Whoa. I can't believe I just-... never mind. But she looks like the type to have some guys like her. She will find him. I know she will.
"Um? Ally?"
"Yeah?"
"How many boyfriends have you had?"
"Um? Only 4. Why?"
"Only 4!?"
"Yeah?"
"Well, have you ever kissed them?"
"No, but why are you asking?"
"Well then, I think we can change that."
"W-What?"
"I know a guy, he'll be your first kiss."
"Austin, I can't kiss a complete stranger."
"Why not?"
"I want to kiss someone I actually know."
"Oh. Alright then..."
Ally's POV
He's scaring me. What is he going to do? He stands up pulling me up with him. He smirks which only makes me more scared. He takes my hand and looks deeply in my eyes. But when he does, I feel something strange.
There are these feelings in my stomach. This shock that shoots through my whole body. My cheeks that are getting hotter and hotter. My tongue gets all tied up. And my heart is beating in the most fastest way possible.
He leans in. His eyes looking at my lips and back to my eyes. Our noses touch. All these feelings are increasing. Finally, our lips touch. Ok, now all the feelings have completely taken over me. I actually felt like a freaking firework! He wrapped his arms around my waists and mine are wrapped around his neck. As crazy as it is, I liked kissing Austin. He kisses... good. But what do I know? This is my first kiss. Maybe there are a lot who kiss better. But for now, he's the only one I know who kisses great. Sadly, the kiss doesn't last long. We pull away.
"Whoa." I breath out. But he only smirks. Insert my blush here. I take my arms off him and get out of his arms. I don't know why but even though everything that just happened a few seconds ago felt like magic, It still felt wrong. I just feel so confused suddenly. I don't know what's going on. I need to get out of here. I get my scuba and jump in the water, not caring how freezing cold it is or for leaving Austin shouting my name telling me to come back.
I reach the shore and grab my things that were next to Austin's beach chair and the girls that were there too. I roll my eyes and go to the car. I stop. I wouldn't last the whole car ride with Austin. I sigh and grab my things again. It wasn't that much. Just a towel, sunscreen, and sunglasses. Oh and a bag to put them in. I look back to see Austin finally coming to shore. I panic. I don't want to see him now. I run. I reach a cab.
"Ally!" I hear Austin's voice from behind.
I rush inside the car. "¡Vamos! (Let's go!)" I tell the driver. He nods and goes. I turn away from the window not wanting to see him. I rub my forehead. Oh. Dear. God. What am I going to do now? I left my money in the car. Im an idiot. When we are away from the beach and Austin, I speak up.
"Yo no tengo dinero (I don't have any money)"
He stops. I crash to the front seat. Ouch. I already know what's going to happen. I grab my bag and let myself out. I shut the door and he drives off fast. I want to say 'Jerk' but he has a reason to do that. I sigh and walk. What now? I have no money, hungry, homeless for now, no way to go back home, and Austin. My life isn't at it's best right now. Let's put it like that. Oh god. I need to fix myself...
YAY! Chapter 10! Ok, not that great. But once again, SORRY! You already know why I didn't update for a long time so you can blame it again. Anyways, thanks again for the reviews. Im gonna keep thanking you because they always make my day. Even when I have tons of homework, they still keep that smile on my face. Thanks. So keep it up.
SHOUT OUT TO...
KawaiiNeko7031-Wow. That's unfortunate but at least you read it eventually. Which is still great right? :)
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