A/N:

Right before I was about to post this I received a review asking for an update. I clearly spoiled you lately, haven't I? I update as much as I can, almost everything is done already, but I need to add some vital scenes to some chapters. Like in this the shower scene was missing. SO I will update a couple times a week, but maybe not daily.

But thank you for letting me know that you are eagerly waiting for new chapters! Just keep doing that and I promise I will update as soon as possible!

Chapter 23 – A shave

Roman was back by 9 am with a bag in his hand. Dean eyed said bag and grinned.

"I am sure the nurses will enjoy the show when you spank me here."

So the old Dean was definitely back. Roman rolled his eyes at the comment and Dean noticed that someone else stepped into the room.

"Mindy." Dean grinned and the feisty hairdresser walked over to hug him.

"Hi Dean. Gosh, what happened to you? No wonder the big guy begged me to come here. This is wild, even for you, huh?"

"It keeps the face warm."

"Yeah yeah. Enough. You will get a shave and a haircut today Dean. The nurse gave the ok that I can put you on a chair for a bit."

Roman grabbed the chair that stood beside Dean's bed and placed it in the en suite bathroom and then he grabbed Dean and carried him into the bathroom as well.

Dean held on to his boyfriend a second longer.

"Ro?"

"Yes?" the big guy whispered back.

"Ummm…since I am in here already…do you think you could help me shower afterwards? The nurses…they…ummm…wash me daily but I hate it when they touch my stuff."

Dean really blushed now and Roman ruffled his hair laughing.

"I will clear that first but yes I would help you. But no funny business." The Samoan shook his index finger in front of Dean and Dean smirked.

"Like I would fuck you in a hospital bathroom…" he rolled his eyes like he never had thought about it.

"Right…"

Roman made room for Mindy and left them alone for a bit.

When he returned Mindy was done cutting Dean's hair and was about to start with his beard.

"Umm, do you think I could shave him? I would stop by with your stuff later." Roman asked Mindy and the girl smiled dirty. "Sure thing Roman." She packed up her stuff and kissed Dean's head. "See you at the saloon in about 6 weeks ok?"

"Yes, since Roman hates it when other men wear their hair long, he will force me to cut it again."

Mindy left and Roman swiftly got rid of Dean's hair on the ground before he locked the door.

The shower in the bathroom was a little bigger than usual, with a seat in it. That would come in handy once he actually put Dean into the shower because his sass might be back, but he was still weak, almost fragile and he didn't like to admit it, but even walking more than ten feet tired him out. Well but that would be a problem for later. Right now Dean needed that shave.

Roman stepped in front of Dean and crouched down in front of him. He rested his chin on Dean's knees and looked up at him, while Dean brushed his fingers softly over Romans head.

"I never shaved another man, so I will proceed slowly. I am really afraid I will cut your throat." Roman confessed and Dean giggled.

"That is my fear exactly. But when I thought about it I found no reason why you had my hair cut before so I will trust you with a razor near my throat."

Roman nodded and grabbed some scissors and started to cut the length of the beard first until he could work with a normal razor. Dean closed his eyes and enjoyed the contact and the intimacy. Roman hadn't talked about his weird dream yet, but this was a good moment for it he decided.

"I had this wicked nightmare that you died. And I got myself a motorcycle and instead of Harley Davidson I put 'Dean' on it, and told myself that I could still ride you that way." Roman told Dean to break the silence a little bit.

In the next second he was glad that the razor was far away from Dean because he toppled over laughing. "Oh my gosh. Yes, we should get you a motorcycle and totally do that. Maybe I can get one and name it Nikki." Dean chuckled and Roman looked pissed now.

"Just kidding Ro." Dean still smiled widely at Roman, who remained pouting.

"Come on. Finish up here. I want that shower. And you want it too." Dean pushed his index finger in Roman's ribs and that got the big guy going again.

"I can't believe I missed your craziness…" Roman mumbled and finished the shave.

He put the razor away and grabbed the hems of Dean's t-shirt and helped him getting it off. Roman had to swallow each time he saw how thin Dean was. Today though Dean distracted him by grabbing his bearded face into his hands to kiss him. Their tongues played with each other and the rhythm was familiar. Like they hadn't been separated for three month. Roman was the demanding part while Dean let him into his mouth to explore. He clung to Roman's clothes looking for support while the big guy drove him crazy stroking his tongue over the top inside wall of his mouth.

Breathless they separated and Roman quickly stepped out of his jeans and t-shirt putting his cock on display for Dean. He wanted to grab it, his mouth was already following his hands but Roman slapped his hands away.

"I said no funny business." He warned and grabbed Dean to help him up. He earned a growl from the man but ignored him while he pushed his sweat pants down. He was greeted by Dean's semi erect hardness and Roman had to admit it was tempting to flick his tongue over it when he straightened himself back up but he didn't.

Instead he started the shower and helped Dean onto the chair.

Roman put shampoo into his hand and stepped behind Dean, wisely keeping out of his reach that way because he saw the mischief in the blue eyes. When he massaged Dean's scalp he saw Dean's hand travel to his own cock with a low moan.

"Dean." He warned and Dean snapped his hand back.

"You are no fun Ro."

"We are in a hospital. You can barely stand. I fear when you climax you will pass out."

"Let's find out."

"Dean. Please just let me wash you."

Dean complied but he made it out to be overly dramatic. He sighed heavily, slumped his shoulders and pouted like a five year old.

Roman felt a little bad but he managed to wash the rest of Dean's upper body and his legs with out tempting him or himself. But when he found himself kneeling in front of Dean, water running through his lap he couldn't help himself. Dean who must have given up to get anything today jerked when Roman grabbed his cock and pumped it a couple of times so it stood proudly again.

Silver eyes locked on blue eyes and before Roman put his lips on the tip of Dean's length he warned:"When you pass out I will let you drown. I would be too embarrassed to call for help!"

"I am not afraid Ro. Put those lips to the stick now and stop talking." Dean urged Roman and thrusted his hips forward a little. That earned him a hard squeeze from Roman and he couldn't help but moan.

With that warning Roman took control again and wrapped his lips around Dean while slowly bopping his head up and down. The taste of soap was prominent at first, but after a few swirls with his tongue it was gone and replaced by the taste of Dean's pre cum. It looked like Dean wouldn't last long but Roman welcomed that because he always had the fear that a nurse would come in any second, locked door or not. So he played a little dirty and picked up pace while playing with Dean's balls. That earned him another moan and he knew his boyfriend wouldn't last any longer. And true enough Dean came deep in his mouth and Roman swallowed every last drop of Dean's cum.

Dean had his hands buried in Roman's hair and let go a little now after grabbing at the hair before.

"Ro? Are we back together? Because in my head I still call you my boyfriend and after this…"

Dean looked unsure and he rarely did so Roman got up from the ground and kissed him.

"Boyfriend. You are my boyfriend if you can overlook my little detour with Antonio."

Roman bit his lower lip. He wasn't proud of that in retrospective but what's done is done and he couldn't change it. Dean had to accept it.

"I am not stupid Roman. I left and I didn't want you to be alone forever. The choice was poor but understandable. It doesn't mean I won't kick Tony's ass when I see him though."

"Good luck with that. Last I heard he fled back to Europe and I guess we won't see him for a long time."

Dean nodded. "All the better. So…we are back together, yes?"

"We are. Don't leave me again, okay? Talk to me when something is bothering you. Promise me!"

"I promise." Dean agreed and he meant it.

"Good. Now let's get out of this shower."

Roman helped Dean toweling himself and then he helped him into a new set of clothes and back into bed.

He looked better now. A haircut and a shave could do wonders but his cheeks were rosy as well after his climax and Roman knew he was slowly getting better. It would take time but they would be getting there.

The next day Roman arrived around noon at the hospital because he had to take care of some business before and now he could hear Dean all over the floor.

"This is bull. The mashed potatoes lack nutmeg and the cutlet has been pieced together by meat parts."

Roman rolled his eyes. Dean was definitely getting better and he seemed to get restless and meaner than he normally was in the process. Yes, he liked to nag about food before as well but it was always with a smile. Now he was just rude. He needed to come home...

"I will not eat that stuff any longer. I want to call my boyfriend and ask him to bring me something."

Roman stopped just outside the room and his heart was thumping in his chest. Boyfriend. They were indeed back together. It felt like a huge weight was lifted off of his heart yet again.

"I got this." Roman said when he entered the room and the young nurse was clearly out of her wits with the pouty chef.

She fled the room and Roman sat down on the bed and grabbed Dean's lips with his own almost suffocating him with a needy kiss.

"Wow." Dean breathed and his mood cleared.

"Yes. Wow. And before you start complaining to me as well...eat. I know it isn't as good as my cooking...nothing really is..."

Dean chuckled. "Cocky much?" he teased.

"No just stating facts. But you need to eat Dean. I will talk to the doctor later and maybe they will release you some time soon. I know you get frustrated in here."

Pouting a little Dean started to shovel food into his mouth making a face with each bite. Somewhere in the middle he stopped, chewed and asked silently: "You heard everything?"

Roman knew what he meant.

"Yes baby. Everything. And your boyfriend will not bring you food. Get better and come home and you can have all the food there."

Dean finished the lunch and he and Roman snuggled for a while until a beautiful brunette stuck her head inside the room.

"Hey guys." Nikki greeted them and placed a paper bag on Dean's lap. She then bend down and kissed him.

When they parted she grinned down at him and brushed away her lipstick mark with her index finger.

"Hey booby twin." Dean grinned and grinned even wider when Nikki slid in beside him on the other side of him.

"It is a shame I have a boyfriend and you two are not up for a threesome." Nikki complained.

"All I get are kisses and a slap on the ass every now and again."

Roman blushed and wanted to slide off the bed but Dean grabbed his hips.

"Just a little longer. You two are the most important people in my life and without either one of you I wouldn't be here. So please let me enjoy this a little longer. And Nik, stop making my man blush, I fear he wouldn't even know where to stick it..."Dean mumbled into Nikki's side while the woman ran her hand through his hair. She exchanged a look with Roman over Dean's head and the big guy mouthed: "I would."

After a little while Roman raised his head and peeked into the brown paper bag. He groaned. "Nikki, we agreed not to bring him food. He needs to work on getting released."

"But he called me and told me about how mean you are for starving him. You wouldn't even feed him your..."

Dean slapped his hand over Nikki's mouth and Roman looked between the two.

"Feed him my what?" asked Roman amused now. He had a pretty good idea what Nikki was going to say after he had denied Dean giving him a blow job in the shower yesterday but it was Dean's time to feel a little embarrassed.

"Nothing Ro. Your cooking. She was going to say your cooking." Dean quickly said but Nikki broke free of his hand and glared at him.

"I am pretty sure the word started with C as well but it was a little different..."

Dean grabbed the brown paper bag and took out one of the doughnuts inside and stuffed it into his mouth.

"You are both immature." he scolded them with a full mouth and Roman ruffled his hair.

"I will go talk to your doctor now. I want you home tomorrow baby." A kiss to Dean's sugar covered lips followed and Roman left the room.

"He is so happy Dean, you know that, right?" Nikki told him quietly while he continued to devour his sweet stuff.

"I know Nik, I know. I just tried to do right by him."

Nikki stroked his hair. "The right thing is to stay with him. Don't ever forget it again." She pulled hard at Dean's ear and he yelped and hastily agreed.