Emily
It was 18:00 when we arrived at Paige's house. "I can't do it" I said as Aria opened the door. "Yes you can" she replied and got out if the car. "She is your girlfriend she deserves that" She banged the door. "But what is when she doesn't want to see me just now" I said while leaving the car too. " Maybe she needs space just now." Aria grabbed my hand. "Now or never. You either go in and talk to her and say what you told me or you leave it but then don't text me about missing her." Wow Aria was pretty mad at me. I took a deep breath as I walked to the door. I stopped at the porch. Aria turned around and pulled me up the stairs next to her. She knocked the door. I could feel my hert beating fast when Paige opened it. Her face was swollen and red from crying and I could see the result of my action. I looked down on to my feet. "Hey" I heard Aria saying " I was wondering if I could borrow some pencils and paper from you. I ran out of it" I had to grin . That was such a bad lie. Paige obviously thought the same cause for one moment she smiled a bit.
"Sure come in" she said " its upstairs in my room. you will find them on the table." With the direction in her head Aria went upstairs leaving both of us alone. I looked around. Tissues covered the floor and a bottle of wine was standing on the table next to the sofa. "You need a drink?" she said without looking at me. "The wine is good" She didn't sound convinced but I didn't want to fight and took a glas. "I didn't know you drink alcohol" I said while nipping on the glas. "I don't but I needed something to stop the shitty thoughts in my head" I looked at her. "Paige ... I ... " I started but stopped again. Seeing the pain in her face was the worst way to punish me. She trusted me and I kicked her ass for no reason. I drank some wine hoping it would make it easier to talk. But instead of that I felt dizzy and had to sit down. We were starring at our glasses as we heared Aria leaving the house and driving away. Brilliant. Paige got up and turned around. " I am upstairs if you want to continue your sentence. You can sleep on the sofa. I am not able to drive you home . You know where everything is." she said. Her voice was shaking. "Thanks" I nooded and watched her walking upstairs.
Paige
I couldn't believe she was here. Aria obviously dragged her to come with her and left to make us talk. But I won't do it. I didn't even know what was going on. I lied down on my bed hoping to fall asleep fast. But of course I couldnt. It was 11pm when I heared Emily going to the toilet. She wasnt asleep either. I turned around trying not to concentrate on her movements downstairs.
At 2:00am in the morning someone tipped on my shoulders. I opened my eyes. Have I been asleep? I turned around to face the person who was waking me and I starred in that pretty face I used to love so much as I remember what happened some hours ago. " Paige?" Emily asked " Hmmmm" I made still too tired to make conversation. " I am sorry." she she crying? I hated when she cries. If there is anything I couldn't stand then it was my girlfriend crying. " I was stupid. I lost my mind. I got the diagnose and after that my head was full of thoughts. I was angry and didn't think one minute about how you felt." I listened to her " It wont happen again. I will make it uo to you.I promise. " I rolled my eyes. "Em it isn't that easy" I started talking " You pushed me away . I was there for you 24 hours the day and didn't leave you alone and all you could do was pushing me away and going away. You knew I was crying but you didnt care. What tells me that you won't do it again?" I stopped cause I could hear Emily crying badly. I turned the light on and found her sitting next to the bed on the floor, her arms wrapped around he rlegs. It broke my heart seeing her like that. I sat down next to her. " Emily?" I said but she didnt move. I put my arm around her and she placed her head on my soulder. " I am so sorry Babe" she said after a while." I dont know what was wrong with me. Please forgive me" With finishing these words I gently grabbed her face and kissed her. " I forgive you." I replied " just dont do it again." I kissed her lips now a bit longer and harder.
Emily
Feeling her lips on mine again was like a little child finds its sweets. I was slowly sliding my tongue into her mouth as they surrounded each other . It was an intimediate kiss filled with love. " Wow" we both said when we pulled apart which made us laugh the first time after our fight. " Oh Em" Paige said placing her head on my legs as she lied down. " its never easy with you." I smiled. " No it isnt. I am still surprised that you didn leave me yet." " Thats beacuse I love you" she answered pushed herself up a bit to place a kiss on my lips.
We both woke up on the floor the next morning.. Our bodies were intertwined and Paiges head was lying on my chest.I smiled as I could feel her hand moving under my top. " How did it get under there?"I smiled. " Oh... I dont know." she grinned "I can move it if you want?" " Nahh its fine." I answered and kissed the top of her head.
" I can't swim anymore for the next months" I suddenly said. Paige stopped touching my boob and rolled down from me." Why is that?" I really didn't want to destroy this moment but I felt like I had to tell her the truth. " There is a nerv stucked between my muscles and everytime I move it causes a pain. They can fix it but I need to do a special therapy two times the week. If I don't do it they say I might not be able to swim again." Paige looked at me like I just killed someone. " Oh no Emily. I am so sorry" I took her hands. " No don't be. Without your help I wouldnt know it yet. It could be alot worse than it is now. " Paige hugged me. It was a big and long one and I felt that I missed it. I could smell her raspberry shampoo as put my nose in her hair. " I will never let you leaving me again." she whispered into my ear and pressed me harder on her body.
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The girls were too concentrated with themselves that they didnt notice the in black covered person walking down the corridor ,passing the room they were in and finally hiding in the bathroom.
