We left the room and my mum behind me. " I dont is it you need me for? " He didnt answer he was just pulling me in the direction of the rooms and finally stopped in front of a white door. He turned around and put his arms on my shoulder. "Emily I don't know you. I have never been nice to you or accepted my girls interest on you. But what I know and see is that you love her and she loves you. She never stopped talking about you and she was happy. And that needs to continue. I don't know if it is working but I want you to go in there and talk to her. " I was surprised. From all the things in the world I at least expected that. "Would you do that for me?" he asked and tried to find an answer in my face. "But I thought just family members are allowed to go inside." I remember the words of my mum. " You are. I told them you two are engaged." My heart was beating fast I couldn't believe that. Did he actually engaged us without asking? " What?" " "Stop thinking go in there and be a good finance. " he gently pushed me to the door and I opened it...

Paige

I could here someone walking in. The person was really careful not to make a noise. The person took a chair and sat down next to me. Emily. I thought when she took my hand and pressed her lips on them. I didn't know what they think about my condition . I didn't know it either. DidIdie? OrwasIjustasleep? I could feel Emily's warm lips on my skin so I couldn't be dead right? I tried to move. But it didn't work. Emily started speaking.

" Paige. please. I need you so badly. You can't leave me like that behind. What am I going to do without you? Who is protecting me when you aren't here anymore?" she kissed the back of my hand again. Her lips were wet from the tears she was crying. Em! I wanted to shout. Iamhere! but I couldn't. I wasn't strong enough.

"I love you my sweet girl. I don't want to lose you. I want to have a life with you. do you remember when you talked about a little family? I want that too more than you think. Please I need you."

I wanted to hold and kiss her. I wanted to be with her so badly but something was still blocking me from going back. I tried to open my mouth but it didn't work. I was like a long cold stone.

"Paige" Em whispered "I love you so much. I never got the chance to tell you that but you are the most amazing girl I have ever known and I need you in my life to survive."

I need you too. I wanted to say. I wanted to feel her next to me. I needed her so badly.

One of the doctors came in and talked to Emily. I couldn't hear about what but when he left she came back to sit down on my bed. She didn't lie down. But she stroke my back and kissed my forehead.

She was talking about the moment we have seen each other the first time and how I pushed her head under water. The first kiss in the car when no one knew that I was gay. Our first date in that bar in the woods. The song we were singing. Me having problems with the outing. She talked about Mayas Cousin who wasn't really hers and how he nearly killed us. My secretly meetings with Caleb and Toby to save the them. Our own amazing nights. Just everything.

I tried to move or say something between but my mouth was too dry and my arms heavy like iron. I couldn't move at all.

My thoughts went crazy. One thing had to work on my body. My eyes hurt a lot when I tried to open them. I managed it a little bit and could identify my girl who was now lying with her head on my waist. I was fighting. Fighting for my girlfriend who didn't go away a minute since she came here. I could now see the whole room. It wasn't much but enough for me. My head hurt a lot but I didn't give up. Ems eyes were closed .She seemed to sleep or at least to take a nap. She looked so peaceful and cute. It was like nothing happened at all. I smiled it hurt badly but I did. I decided to let her sleeping and trained opening and closing my eyes. When it was so hard to move them how hard would it be to move my whole body or walk?

I was just starring at the wall for a while. At one point Emily started snorring. I hate when people snore but Em wasn't just beautiful she also had the cutest way to snore.

I was lying awake the whole night and just watched Emily and thought about us and how much I loved her.

The next morning came and the first nurse walked into the room and was surprised about seeing me awake. No one seemed to expect that.

"Oh good morning Miss" she looked at me and Emily woke up. "Paige." were her first words before she leaned over and kissed me. I moved my lips even when it hurt like hell. "I was so scared you wouldn't wake up at all. I thought I would lose you" she started talking. She was so sweet when she was worried. I think I should worry her more. The doctor came in to check if everything is alright. " Paige can you talk? " I opened my mouth but nothing came out. He made a note on his paper. Then he moved my legs. An ultimate bad pain ran through my body. "OUTCH" I screamed and closed my eyes. That pain was horrible. It took a while until it finay disappeared again "We will give you some tabletts against the pain. " he said and turned around "Miss Fields it looks like your fiancé managed to pass the risky time. Now it is important that she relaxes and sleeps a lot. If you want you can use the shower in the bathroom at the end of the corridor and have some breakfast in the cafeteria. You look like you need it." "Thanks doctor" she left the room and Emily sat down next to me. "Fiancé?" I chattered. " when did that happen?" Em looks at me and smiled. " Is am not. well not yet. Your dad said it so I could stay with you." I think I looked a bit disappointed because Emily started laughing. "Awww sweetheart. I am sorry. One day you will. I promise"she took my hand and kissed me.

Emily's phone was lying on the floor in the waiting area. Her mum took it when it buzzed.

NewText message

it says on the screen. The first line made her opening the text. She started reading and her face changed immediately and you could see the fear in her eyes.

Sender: unknown

Theysayacatas 7 life'sbuthowmanylifesdoyou and your girlfriend have?

kisses

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