Hey guys i'm soooooo sorry for the delay! I'm trying my best to figure out how the next chapter should go and it is going to be short. So hang in there with me I love the support and I wish I could get more reviews, but love any I can get.

Kevin had decided he needed to see Ben right away! He will not admit it aloud but he was really starting to get scared for his 'love' Ben had started to talk even less then what he was when this mess started however after leaving Ben's supposed cousins house he really had to calm down before going to meet Ben…..at his house…..where his "parents" were. After hearing Ben talk about his parents' he's kind of mad at them too.

So putting his foot to the gas he raced over to Ben's, completely unaware of what spell Gwen just cast. When he got there, he rushed to get out of his car and made a beeline for the front door he saw that Ben's parents weren't home and quickly broke in and ran to Ben's room. When he got there his jaw dropped, he just could not believe what he was seeing. Ben….his Ben…..the one he is pretty freaking sure he loves….was sitting on his bed with a knife to his wrist carving out the words pathetic and freak into it.

Tracing over still pink flesh from where it must have scared. Kevin wanted so desperately to run to Ben's side and tell him what he is doing is wrong and that he could never be a pathetic freak, but he stopped when he heard what Ben was saying. "You idiot….Kevin….love…never back…you almost blew it….lost all your friends…don't deserve….should just die. " I was hard to understand what Ben was saying since he was mumbling, but the last part was what got Kevin moving.

He slammed forward through Ben's door the rest of the way grabbed the knife and threw it into the wall and hugged him with tears streaming down his face he didn't care if he looked like a total girl he could not stand the thought that he could have lost Ben had he come any later. Through Kevin's sobs he was saying " Ben you idiot….love you…can't lose you…die without you." Ben looked down and hugged Kevin back he had NEVER seen him so vulnerable and open.

When Kevin finally calmed Ben pushed him back and said in a rough voice from non-use. "I love you!" Kevin felt his heart soar and he leaps forward capturing Ben's lips with his and they slowly started to shed clothing. An hour later Ben's mom found them lying in bed. Clothes forgotten on the floor with Kevin's arm wrapped around Ben and face nuzzled in Ben's shoulder. Ben's face the calmest it had been in months. Sandra smirked and left to tell Carl the good news. Her plan had worked.

When Kevin woke up the next day, it was to Ben puking. Kevin jumped out of bed put on his boxers and went to sooth Ben by rubbing his back. This continued for the next month. During that month, Kevin had managed to get Ben to open up to him, but he was still far off and cold to everyone else. Kevin made sure to keep Ben from the gym so much and made sure he ate properly he even went as far as staying later at Ben's house to cook for him and not that stupid wheat grass Sandra makes.

After about another month Ben started to act weird. He would be more protective of his stomach in fights and he would lash out at people. Okay so not people, but mostly Gwen. She would say her normal routine of how stupid he was and instead of him staying quiet and silently flinch with every word she would say. He started yelling at her to "Back the freak off and leave him the hell alone" and would storm off. Kevin was starting to worry so took to talk {however extremely reluctant} to Sandra about his symptoms. She suggested to making Ben take a pregnancy test. Kevin looked at her funny then started to think that there had been weirder things to happen. So with that being said Kevin made an awkward trip to the pharmacy.

When he returned he explained it all to Ben and he willingly took it. They waited with baited breaths for a while and went to examine the results. Ben did not take it too well after dropping the stick. He ran down stairs and out the door with tears running down his face. He was SCARED truly and unwillingly scared.

All right so tell me what you think. Give me some ideas on how Kevin will handle the news and approach Ben about it.