Hey hope you guys are liking my story, I thought that I should start to introduce Odesta along with more Everlark! In this chapter you'll find out about 'the wall' and Katniss's Scrapbooks, I didn't plan for this story to go this way but it was just the way it unfolded and just so you know this story begins the first day back at school in 2014. Keep reading!

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Katniss POV

I'm heading over to the bakery, which is attached to Peeta's house, I've got my scarpbooks, I glanced over them again like I do almost everyday and realised how embarassing this is going to be. I added something else earlier o he'll read that, I add to them everyday so soon I'm going to be on scrapbook number five, it took two bags to carry four scrapbooks, each scrap book has about nine hundred pages in it and every single one is filled. I've walked all the way here because it's only a few blocks away but my arms are killing me from carrying the two bags, I take a breath before knocking on the door of the Bakery, I see Peeta through the window and he smiles when he sees me, he unlocks the door and he guides me through to the back of the bakery where his parents house is, I notice noone else is here yet.

"Where is everyone?" I ask puzzled because I was about ten minutes late.

"I invited you an hour early so that I could show you my wall without anyone watching your reaction, mum and dad are going out because mom knows nothing about this and Wheat and Rye are at the skate park they'llbe back soon though," He eyes the bags I'm carrying. "Are they the scrapbooks?"

I nod, "There are just over nine hundred pages in one scarpbook so you can see why I'd be embarassed," I say he takes them from me and is shocked at how heavy they are he looks at me. "I glued stuff into them and anyway they were heavy when I bought them."

He carries them up the stairs and he turns into the first door on the left, "you, wait here a minute."

I do what he says and he comes out a minute later with a blindfold, he puts it around my head so now I feel like i'm blind, he grabs my ahnd and guides me into what I suppose is his room. "Ready?" he asks, I nod I hear him take a deep breath before undoing the blind fold. What I see in front of me isn't a wall it's a peice of art it's a picutre of me made up of smaller picture of me it's amazing!

"How did you do this?" I ask, he seems shocked at the question, "it's amazing!"

"You come into the bakery everyday at first it was you with your mom and your sister in a pram," he says showing me. "And now it's just you on your own, but I kind of started the second wall about a month ago so it's not finished yet, if your wondering I got it off the CCTV."

I look and see the top left hand corner of his room has pictures of me again in the bakery but at the minute it makes no sense because there is only about sixty photos but on the completed wall there seems to be more than two thousand pictures. I take a deep breath and say, "Do you want to see my scrapbooks now?" He nods, "If you thought that you were a stalker wait until you see these."

Peeta POV

I watch as she walks over to the two bags full of scrapbooks she picks one of them up and sits on my bed, I sit down next to her before she hands it to me she says, "Please do leave me, when you see this."

"Never," I reply and she hands me the scrapbook on the front in big writing it says my full name and at the bottom it reads 14th April 2004 - 2nd January 2007. I smile as I open the book because on the first page there is what looks like a drawing of a lollipop with a cross over it and a sad face but then next to it, there is a picture of a cheese bun and a happy face, if she started this when she was six she wouldn't have been able to write proper sentences so this probably means 'I had no lollipop and I was sad but Peeta gave me a cheese bun so I was happy!' the pages continue like this she keeps on handing me the next scrapbook watching my reaction. I'm handed the fourth and at the bottom it reads: 4th September 2009 - .It's blank so I'm guessing she's still adding to it, the first page makes my heartbreak, there's writing now instead of pictures and it says:

I begun school without Peeta today I was so sad, He left me all alone to start middle school and he said he's going to a different school. He didn't tell me why so I think it's because he hates me I nearly killed myself last night before mom found me in the bathroom with a peice of class in my hand, she didn't tell anyone, not even Prim. She just cried I just sat on the floor without a care in the world, I won't care what anyone thinks of me until I get my Peeta back!

Katniss xox

I don't ask, I just carry on reading numerous times she writes about trying to kill herself because I wasn't there she writes about meeting Annie and Madge and how she's never going to share me with them, my eyes which have had tears in them for ages get even sadder when I read something which was when she started high school:

Peeta came back today! I was so excited I nearly made the house burn down because I was trying to make him a cheese bun that failed! But when I saw him he was with someone else, he was with Delly Cartwright, I don't just hate her, I envy her. She came up to me today rubbing it in my face that he was hers and not mine I got sent to the Principal's Office because I nearly killed her, she only fell unconcious but I probably would have carried on. I hope she doesn't tell Peeta, thankfully I wasn't sent to jail for manslaughter but I wouldn't of cared as long as she wasn't with Peeta. I think i've lost him for good now, he didn't speak to me, he passed me in the hallway and totally ignored me but I guess I don't deserve any recognition, because when I came home I tried to commit suicide again. Mom ended up having to tell the police so i'm on suicide watch for the rest of the year, but I don't care I miss Peeta!

Katniss xox

Finally I come to the last page and it's from today so I read it and it brings the tears out of my eyes,

Peeta is finally mine! I'm so happy, I regret nearly commiting suicide again last night, this time Prim found me she didn't tell mom thank God but she said she would if she found me again! I was so happy when Peeta said he loved me, at first I thought it was my mind playing tricks on me but then he said it again and I was so happy! I also found out that Finnick loves Annie how cute of a couple would they be, he's not going to tell her until I win the bet so that's next Monday. I'm just heading to Peeta's house to show him my scrapbooks I hope he doesn't freak out and leave me because then I definately will commit suicide! So this will either be the start of a load more happier entries or the very last entry, I just want Peeta to know how much I love him!

Katniss xox

I snap closed the book and Katniss bites her lip, "Why the hell would you even think about suicide tonight? I love you! I thought you were going to leave me when you saw my wall! Katniss you can't just think about comitting suicide because of me, I bet that was what you were going to call your suicide note wasn't it? How can you think like that?" I ask my voice getting louder without it meaning to but when I finish she looks like she's about to go running out of the house and do what she says she was gonna do and I can't help but put my arms around her. "Just promise me everything you write in here, you make sure your not even thinking about it, otherwise i'm going to be scared shitless if you leave in tears!"

"I'm sorry about thinking that but I can't help it, any time the Police come around they make sure they inject something into me but I just think it's making them worse because as soon as they've injected me I don't think happy thoughts like they say should happen I think of comitting suicide I don't know why and I just can't help it! I love you more than anything and if I think I'm losing you, mom makes sure they inject me but I end up doing it anyways!" she cries into my shoulder, "I'm sorry about Delly by the way."

"Don't worry about it, i'm glad to here your the one who did it and not some person who had no reason to," I explain. "I'm sorry i've been shutting you out but Finnick told me everyone wanted to go out with you and then you ended up going out with Cato so I thought that you'd never love me, but after reading this I realised you loved me to much and that's why you went out with him, I'm sorry."

I begin to cry as well now and we both look terrible, I'm crying because I've realised how many times I truly almost lost my love at first sight.