*Carlos' POV*

I woke up today with a sense of fear running through my body. Today I will start my treatment and i'm terrified that it won't work. I feel like the worst husband in the world for leaving Logan and even worse for leaving the twins. All I can do is hope and pray that everything turns out okay.

*Logan's POV*

I made it through the first day of Carlos being gone. I have the twins to thank for that. They are starting to become more active and are now walking pretty well. I spent most yesterday chasing after them in the apartment. It helped me get this whole cancer thing off my mind but today is going to be hell. I still haven't talked to Carlos and he starts treatment this morning. I also have to go to work today but I'm pretty sure that I won't be able to consentrate. Maybe my surprise will get me through the day. Written on the back of Carlos's note was a map of the apartment with numbers labeling different places in the apartment with numbers. Each day I go to that days number and find a surprise that Carlos has left. Yesterdays surprise was the roses. I have no clue what to expect today. I went to the number 2 on the map and opened the dresser in my bedroom. Inside was a box of my favorite chocolates. On top of them was a cute little hand written note from Carlos that said 'I love you'. A huge smile appeared on my face. Maybe these little gifts will help me get through this whole stupid mess.