Kate takes my hand "let's go see the garden its really big, we have a pool outside too and lots of flowers". Kate takes me to the garden and it is really big and flowers of every colour too. The pool is big too but daddy says there is a shallow end and a deep end so if I can't swim I can stay in the shallow end but I don't think I want to go in there.
My tummy makes a noise and kate pulls me into the biggest kitchen I have ever seen "mommy how long until dinner is ready Ana and I are hungry" I didn't hear kate's tummy make a noise but I might have missed it just then a lady comes into the kitchen and smiles at us but I pull kate with me away from the lady. "Ana sweetie this is our cook" the cook as mommy calls her is nearly as tall as mommy, she has long blonde hair and big green eyes there is a nice smell coming from the oven and kate pulls me into an other big room with a really long table and lots of chairs. When mommy and daddy sit down I do to and kate sits next to me. I'm not listening to what they are say as my tummy keeps making noises but when the cook brings in the food and puts it in front of me and kate I wait not wanting to upset my new family and then be sent back to live with my first mommy and him, I do miss my old mommy but she used to hit me as much as he did but he was worse.
When everyone starts to eat I do too and it is the best food I have ever had and I eat it as quickly as I can. I don't stop until my tummy hurts from eating too much and that's the first time it has ever happened to me. I finish my food first and I sit in my chair looking at my new family. I don't want them thinking I'm bad and sending me back to my old mommy I'm scared that my old mommy will come and take me away again.
"Ana sweetie do you want desert ? Mrs Rogers made chocolate cake?" I nod my head I haven't had that before but it sounds yummy. Mrs Rogers (the cook) puts a piece of chocolate cake in front of me and I taste it, its so yummy I eat it quickly I think I have chocolate over my face making kate laugh its a sound I've never heard before so I sit there looking at her. Mommy takes my hand "come on sweetie let's clean the chocolate of your face then we will watch a movie then its time for bed" I follow mommy and she hands me a wet cloth and I wipe my face like mommy showed me in the hospital. We all watch a movie I pick out as daddy said I could pick one. Its called The Little Mermaid kate said it was her favourite movie, kate sat next to me on the really soft sofa. When it finished I was really tired and mommy asked if I wanted her to carry me to bed but I shock my head fast, I don't want anyone touching my back or chest so I make my way up to my new bed room and mommy puts some pj's on my bed and tells me to change. Once I do and get into my bed mommy puts the covers over me and tells me good night, putting a night light on and leaves the room, I quickly fall asleep.
I dream of him coming into my new room and taking me away, he hits me and calls me names like he used to do all the time and I can't get away from him. I wake up in my new room and kate is stood by my bed with tears in her eyes "are you ok ana? You were crying and screaming" I slowly nod my head and she walks over to the big teddies that are by the window and brings me over the biggest one there and puts it next to me "there you go ana he'll try to keep the bed dreams away" I smile and so does kate and she leaves to go back to her room. Holding the teddy close to me I try to sleep again but I can't I don't want to go back to sleep and see him again so taking the new teddy I get out of bed and got sit in the closet with all my new clothes in, laying down on the floor I put my head on the teddy's belly and hold him close.
I must have fallen asleep as when I wake up I hear mommy calling my name and she sounds upset so I quickly get up and run out of the closet and see mommy looking around the room for me. When she see's me she smiles and wipes the tears from her eyes. "Come on darling let's get you in the bath, then its breakfast and then we are going to see my friend Dr Grace and her family" I nod my head and hold mommy's hand. After my bath I get to pick out my clothes so I pick a really pretty dress, its light pink there's a little red sash around the middle and at the bottom of the dress there are little red flowers. After breakfast of pancakes with fruit we get our coats on and head to daddy's car, I like daddy's car it big and its silver. It doesn't take long to get to Dr Grace's house and its just as big as our house and there are loads and loads of flowers in every colour, when we get out of the car kate holds my hand and we walk up to the big doors.
The door opens and Dr Grace is stood there and she smiles as she sees us there "carla ray good to see you come on in" she opens the door wider so we can walk in "hell there kate ana its lovely to see you two as well" kate smiles really big at her "hello Grace" kate says and pulls me into the house. Mommy and daddy take to Dr Grace but I hear lots of laughing so I pull kate with me to see who it laughing. There is a man kneeling on the floor and next to him is a boy with blonde hair laughing as the man tickles him. Kate giggles as she watches them but then I see an other small boy sitting on the sofa. He has copper hair and he is looking at a little baby that he is holding but when he hears kate giggling he looks up and then the laughing stops "good morning kate and who is this with you" the man says as he stands up, I'm watching the man so I don't see Dr Grace come into the room and take the baby away from the other boy "good morning Carrick this is Anastasia my new sister" he smiles at me "hello Anastasia I'm Carrick Grace's husband" I still can't use my words so I smile at him and then at the two boys "and these are our two son's Elliot and Christian" I smile at them but I notice Christian takes a few steps closer to me and looks at me funny. I see the same sadness is his eyes that I see in mine no matter how big I smile. I think he was hurt before like I was then he smiles at me and holds my hand. When he does it tingles for some reason I look at our hands then up at him and smile big at him.