APOV
Once dinner is finished and we have brought all the plates and dishes into the kitchen everyone starts to head to the family room, but Christian grasps my arm and asks me to follow him. I don't question him I just follows him upstairs to his bedroom. I hear him shut the door as I make my way to his bed to sit down, I'm a little nervous as to why he wanted to talk in private. I know for a fact he is nervous right now but I'm not sure why. I watch him grabbing the chair next to the desk and place it in front of me, he sits down and looks deep into my eyes.
"Ana there's a reason I wanted to talk to you in private and I need you to just listen to me and not interrupt me until I'm finished ok?" I bite me bottom lip nodding my head "ok I won't interrupt you" I say looking straight at him. He takes a deep breath, looks deep into my eyes "Ana I love you I know your my best friend and I shouldn't be feeling like this I just can't help it I realised that I'm in love with you the day at the Lincolns I couldn't let you go through that as you didn't deserve it and it would have killed me to know that he was touching you. That her was kissing you when I don't want you to be with anyone other than me. I know I sound selfish but I don't want you to be with anyone other than me I'm not sure if you feel the same about me but I couldn't keep it to myself any morei had to tell you so that even if you don't feel the same way I wouldn't have to sit there watching you thinking and wondering if you loved me too."
I'm shocked at what he is saying, he feels the same way about me that I feel for him. He looks down at his hands after taking another deep breath.
"I know I'm not perfect but I want to be the man you deserve, I want to be perfect for you, I love you so much Ana it hurts to think of you being with anyone else I want to be the one you come to first when your angry, hurt, happy and I want to be there every step of the way throughout your life being the man you deserve, I am so proud of how far you have come and I know you will make it even further I just needed you to know that I love you so much and I want to be with you for everything I want a life with you, to grow old and grey with you, maybe even have children with you." He get off the chair and kneels in front of me taking hold of my hands squeezing them slightly. "There you have it Ana I'm in love you with you"
He look up into my eyes and I'm sure he sees the tears that have filled my eyes, I can tell he's not sure if I'm happy or saddened buy what he has just confessed to me. I take a few deeps breaths then looking right into his eyes I open my mouth to speak but nothing comes out. I can tell he's waiting but he's extremely nervous as to what I'm about to say. I clear my throat and try again but again nothing comes out. This right here is my moment to tell him I feel the same way about him.
To tell him that he is the only person in this world I ever want to be with, that I want to spend my life with him. But for some reason I can't speak so I do the next best thing. I throw my arms around his neck and kiss his, as soon as our lips touch I can feel the electricity that's always there when we touch increase. I'm pouring all the love I feel for him into this kiss. I feel his arms wrap around my waist and he kisses me back, I can feel the love he feels for me, relief, happiness, joy and something I can't place.
We kiss until we both have to pull back so we can get some much needed air, its then I notice that I must have knocked him off balance because he is laying on the floor with me on top of him. Looking deep into his eyes I smile shyly at him moving my right hand to his cheek, I bite my bottom lip "I love you too Christian SO much, and that's the reason I told my parents too I couldn't stand the thought of you being intimate with anyone, I want that life with you growing old and grey and yeah maybe kids but we will cross that bridge when we come to it. I love you with all my heart"
I told him honestly looking deep into his eyes so he can't tell I'm being honest. I feel his hand move from my back up to the back of my neck and he pulls me down kissing my hard and rolling us over so he is laying on top of me. Gasping at the change in position he slides his tongue into my mouth and it teases and dances with my own. Moaning into our kiss I hold him tighter to me not wanting this moment to end. But sadly it had to because as we were both moaning as we kiss the door is swung open hard and fast.
It shocks the pair of us and we pull apart and turn to see who had barged in and ruined our blissful moment only to be looking at the two people that you really don't want to be catching you making out with the guy you love. There stood in the doorway of Christians bedroom is ...
A.N.
This is my first A.N and for that I'm sorry I would just like to say thank you to everyone who is reading my story.
This is my first fanfic and I'm just glad people are enjoying it. So who do you think are the two people who are stood at the doorway of Christians bedroom ?
I enjoy reading your reviews and if you have any questions don't hesitate to ask. Thanks again for reading.
