Tris P.O.V

I look down at her peacefully sleeping and I know that she wouldn't do that to me. I kiss her forehead before falling asleep to her light snoring.


I wake up to the sun shining bright, and for the first time in a while I don't feel like the sun is teasing me, saying 'hahaha , I'm shining bright and your not'. But today I feel like the sun is kissing me on the cheek spreading warmth through my body that has been frozen since I was 12. I feel like the sun is saying 'welcome home princes'. I smile and let all the warmth surrounding me, especially Four's arms.

I slowly turn around, careful not to wake four up and look at his face. He looks like a boy when he sleeps. I reach up, arching my back , to stroke his cheek. I reach up and peck his lips before hugging him. This is the first time I have felt this way about a man before. I think I'm in love with him, and it scares the crap out of me, because the only men I knew, Andrew and Caleb, scarred me mentally and physically. I just pray that when he's done, he will just leave, no note, no txt, no call; a clean break.

I lay my head on his shoulder. I take a deep breath and I feel a sneeze coming on. HOLD IT IN, HOLD IT IN, .IN, my conscious sneers at me, but my body needs a good sneeze, but I will not give into the power. DONT GIVE IT THE POWER. I hold my breath determined not to sneeze, the seconds tick by 1...5...10, I. can't. take. it. anymore. I take a breath and sneeze at the same time, sounding like a gong, probably waking up the whole hospital. I wince as the sound echoes off the white hospital walls and look at Four expecting him to wake up, but he doesn't. I release the breath I was holding and relax, resting my head on Four's shoulder.

I lay their and wait for Four to awake, but 5 minutes pass, then 10, 15, 20. I am not a very patient person so 5 minutes is like a century to me. I look at the clock on the wall and I watch the second hand tick it's way around the clock until I can't take it anymore, the Emily side if me is coming out. "WAKE UP!" I scream at the top of my lungs and I can literally hear everyone stop in the hospital hallway, I even hear some screams. But do you know the only knucklehead that didn't wake up? If you guessed a dead person you are INCORRECT, I scared the dead back to life, I think I see someone having 'brains a la Mode'. Well the only person that didn't wake up was the one right beside me, who was as good as dead anyway with the way he was sleeping, I mean their could have been a hurricane and he still wouldn't have woken up. It is truly amazing, I wonder if I should take him to a doctor to see if this is a serious disease.

Yea, sleep in phobia, my conscious teases.

Phobia is when you're really scared of something, stupid

I'm your conscious, so your the stupid one stupid

am not

are to

am not

are to

am, "hold up I'm arguing with my self, this is all your fault" I say to a still sleeping Four.

...are to

I am tired of this, I sit up on my knees and bring my hand back, about to slap him awake, when the door burst open, scaring the living bacon out of me. So of course I scream to the top of my lungs witch scares my intruders(my friends)so they scream. Witch does the impossible, wakes up Four, and he screams(like a girl I might add)and shoots up bonking me in the head, witch makes both of us yell OW. The nurse comes running in like a football player running everyone over screaming for everyone to settle down she knows CPR. Well that didn't help because everyone covered their mouths and started shaking their heads, screaming "NO", and somehow the muffled screams were louder.

It takes about 10 minutes to settle everyone down.

Once it's quiet and my heart beat is back to normal I look at my friends and everyone is looking at me.

"What are you all looking at me for, I'm not the Queen of England," they just glare at me so I do what any normal person would do, I slowly slide under the covers to hid from their impenetrable glares, and stay that way until I feel the heat from their laser beam eyes leave me, one by one. Until finally the thin hospital gown, cover and Four are the only things warming me.

I peak from under the blanket and smile nervously, "So how about the weather," they just shake their heads and I burst out laughing, I have no idea why but I do and soon everyone is laughing with me.


2 hours later...

We ended up laughing until Lynn came running in the hospital room with Caleb and chic rocker chick on her heels.

Lynn comes running in like she's Captain America or something, while Caleb is trying not to look winded and rocker chick passed out on the ground with her eyes closed and tonge hanging out her mouth, the way cartoons do. But 5 seconds later she jumps up and does some karate move before saying "huyahh" and landing in a stance.

"Where have you guys been, you left me at the mall stranded and I had to stay in my dorm with those perky KAPPA girls, do you know how much I hate hearing 'are my lips glossy enough', 'are my eyelashes long enough', 'do these pants make my but look fat'," she imitates a girly girls voice while making weird faces.

She looks around the room, "Did I miss something, you guys look like you saw the grim reaper."

Everyone but Lynn and Rocker chic girl start laughing their heads off, "Oh you don't know how close you are," I say smiling, I still may be high on medicine, I mean you never know.


AUTHOR NOTE: Sorry I haven't updated for a while, I just feel like this story is crap, do you guys feel this way ? I do, I feel like it doesn't make sense. Well anyway I just moved so I have been doing a lot of catch up but I will try to write a chapter atleast once a week or every 3 days and whenever I have time. SO review if you liked it.

~Liyah