CPOV

Its been a month since I told Ana I love her and its been the best month of my life. We are even more inseparable than we were before. Telling our parents was terrifying, I thought Ray was going to say that we wouldn't be aloud to be together and that we were too young to be in love. But it turned out ok. I know our mothers were happy that we had found love, my mom said she could tell that I was in love with Ana and that she was happy for us, but there were to be NO grand babies running around the house any time soon.

Ray and dad were the same they were happy for us but they did have the talk with me, that was funny we were all uncomfortable with it but we knew it had to happen. I told them I would never hurt Ana and that her happiness was all that mattered to me. That seemed to satisfy them. We aren't aloud in our bedrooms alone together with the door closed, they say its just a precaution and they just want to make sure that no babies are made.

Elliot has been teasing me when ever he gets the chance but for me that's ok I've come to love that side of him. That's the thing since admitting I can love and can be loved I enjoy spending time with my family, I even helped Mia get her own back on Elliot for a prank he pulled on her a week ago.

Elliot decided to take her favourite bottle of perfume and change it for a bottle that looked exactly the same, the only difference was that the liquid smelt horrible. Mia was in such a rush as she had overslept she quickly didn't realise until she got downstairs to eat breakfast. Man did it stink and the worst thing was it took days to get the smell off of her. Mia refused to go to school because of it and I don't blame her at all. So yesterday I helped Mia with her revenge, she wanted to cook a meal for all of us and she wanted to do it buy herself. She asked my to find the hottest chilly powder I could find, which I did, I slipped it to her when no one was watching. To get the best view she sat opposite Elliot, oh man the look on his face after he'd taken a massive spoon full of her home made chilly will be something I will never forget.

To top it off she added white vinegar into his water so when he tried to gulp it down he spat it onto his plate and tried to grab Ray's glass of water, we were all laughing so hard our faces turned red. I don't think Elliot will try to pull an other prank on Mia for a while now.

I'm interrupted from my memories by my phone beeping. I turn to look and see that I have a message from Ana. Smiling widely I open it.

Good morning babe hope you slept ok I'm going to go for a run wanna join me ? Xx

I send a quick reply telling her to give me a rew minutes to get dressed and I'll meet her outside. Once I'm dressed I run down stairs and head to the kitchen to let my parents know I'm going for a run before breakfast. Making it outside I see Ana there stretching and warming up, I take a few seconds to enjoy watching her as I don't think she has seen me yet. I quietly make my way over to her and she turns smiling widely at me and I know she knew I was watching her. I give her a quick kiss and stretch with her.

We then head off on our run, like we have many times before and we keep the same pace as each other. I enjoy our morning runs as I know Ana can keep up with me and I don't have to worry about holding back to make sure she is ok, she loves to exercise as much as I do as we both want to keep in shape. We don't talk much on our morning runs only if one of us had a bad night but the silence isn't awkward its a comfortable silence. We make it to the park and start to do our circuit around the park before we head back home to shower and change.

There's no one around which I don't mind at all, once we finish our circuit we head home. As we are running all I hear are tires screeching I turn to look to see what the noise is but by the time I notice a car coming at us I'm being pushed hard and out of the way.

I quickly get up and try to look to see where Ana is only to see her laying on the floor and she's not moving. Running over to her I put my hand on her cheek "Ana baby ? Ana wake up come on baby you've got to wake up come on" I say trying hard not to cry but I know I'm failing. My vision is getting clouded with the tears that are filling my eyes.

I look around and see the driver is slumped over the steering wheel and not moving, there's a woman on the phone and I see a man running over to me. "Hey are you ok ?" He asks and I nod my head. He puts his hand by her neck and I know he is looking for a pulse "I can feel her pulse but its weak call her parents for me ok I'm a paramedic and I'll do what I can until the ambulance arrives ok" I nod my head again. As I take my phone out to call our parents I hear the most beautiful sound "I love you Christian" I look and see Ana's eyes are opened "I love you too baby stay with me ok please" I say knowing I couldn't keep the raw emotions out of my voice. "I'll always love y ... you" she sounds so weak and it sounds like she is telling me good bye "no no no please don't say stuff like that you'll be ok baby we're going to grow old together remember you can't leave me now please" I know I'm sobbing right now but I don't care she can't leave me.

I don't know what I'd do if she left me I won't be able to live without her, she's my everything, my life I won't want to live in a world if my Ana isn't in it. I watch as she smiles at me but then her eyes close, oh god no no no she can't leave me here, she can't go with out me if she dies a part of me will die too.