Lynn P.O.V

"That's when I realized I was alone in this big, mean, uncaring, crazy world."

I sit in shock, staring a the stark white walls. 4 years I have been in college, majoring in psychology, getting strait A's, but nothing they taught could have prepared me for this conversation.

I take a shaky breath and wipe the tears that have started falling like Niagara Falls. I repeat the famous words from Frozen "Conceal don't feel, Conceal don't feel, Conceal don't feel." Don't laugh at me, it helps, I may not have powers that could freeze your but off, but I do have fists. They are small but MIGHTY! Go Chihuahua's! (oops, sorry getting off topic) My point is I would like to politely kill her father. I would make it as painfull as possible, by letting sharks malle him to death, or scaring him to death or feeding him to a vampire, ooh or werewolf. (sorry off topic again, and don't judge me, those were my nice ways to kill the bastard).

I go over the information I just learned and It's hard to process. Several times I try to comfort her, but no sounds come out of my mouth. I know that saying it's okay isn't going to help her. I would just be lying to her. But that's what psychology is at times isn't it? Lying and saying its okay, just to make your patient feel better. But the truth is we never know if it is going to be good or bad. We just hate seeing the looks on their faces, or the darkness in their eyes, and their appearance. Always looking like they have the world on their shoulders, so we do the only thing we can do that may make it a little bit better. We lie and tell them crap about how '' Without a storm, their would be no rainbow,'' and I am tired of it. I don't want to lie to Tris and tell her that its okay, because to be honest I don't know if it will be okay or not. All I can do is pray and hope that her life will get better, and that her never ending storm will end and she'll find her rainbow.

I feel her eyes burning holes into my side so I turn my head and I'm staring into her eyes. You know how they say, "The eyes are the windows to the soul," well I never got that saying until now. I stare into her eyes and I see her fractured soul, I see how vulnerable, weak, and scared she is. And it kills me. She looks down at her knotted hands, letting the tears make a small puddle.

"Tris," I croak out, she looks up, looking like a kicked puppy trying to regain her confidence. I look into her eyes and see her putting her wall back up and I rush into talking to her, if she puts the wall up, she will kick me out and wont say anything.

Tris P.O.V

I shouldn't have told her about my past, I can see the pity in her eyes. I don't need that, I know she is just trying to help but I am so tired of being lied to. All my life I have told my self it will get better but its a lie. And I can't take anymore lies.

"Tris, It's okay, he can't get you now," Lynn whispers.

That one lie is the cherry on top.

"Yes, he can, he just fucking kidnapped me, my little sister, my boyfriend and all of my friends. So don't lie to me and say everything is okay, and I am out of danger. Because I will never be out of Andrews line of fire," I yell looking down at my hands. "Don't fuck with me. I'm tired of being lied to," I sob out looking her in the eyes, "I'm tired of being lied to."

I look into Lynn's eyes, and I see she's on the verge of tears, and I know it's my fault.

"I'm sorry Tris, I..I wont lie and say I know how you feel because I don't, but I will say that I'm here for you and I always will be, and you don't have to be afraid anymore."

I want to believe her but I can't. Every single person I have ever trusted betrayed me. Because they didn't love me for me, they loved me for my body or my money, but never for Beatrice.

I shake my head no. "You don't mean that, no one will ever stay with me and love me, because I am just used, damaged merchandise. Why would someone buy a broken vase when they could buy a new one?"

Lynn puts her hands on either sides of my face and looks me in the eye. "Listen to me Tris, you are a beautiful, caring, amazing woman. Don't allow your father to influence your look on life. You are the most beautiful vase on the shelf, You love with your all your heart. And you care and do for others before you even think about doing something for yourself. So listen to me when I tell you, you are the most colorful, expensive, and beautiful Vase on any shelf. I love you and swear I will always be here for you."

I blink the tears away, "Do you promise," I whisper.

"I promise, Tris, I put it on Theo James," she whispers smiling, and I cant help laughing.

Lynn P.O.V

I hug Tris and I vow that I will never leave or hurt her. That I will be the big sister she never had.

"Love you sis" I whisper in her ear.

AUTHORS NOTE: Hey! Sorry it took so long. But I have been busy studying like crazy for the CRCT(that's the big test you take every year) well I haven't been able to do anything but study. So I'm sorry. Oh yeah I just turned 13.

~Liyah