CPOV

Its been about 4 hours since we were aloud in to see Ana and I haven't left her side and I won't until she is coming home as well, my parents weren't too keen on me staying but the look on my face must have said that no matter what I wasn't leaving this room without Ana. I've been talking to her as much as I can, hoping the sound of my voice will wake her up, I don't want her waking up by herself I want to be the first person she sees when she wakes up.

I'm so tired I'm not sure how much longer I can stay awake but I don't want to fall asleep in case Ana wakes up, god she has to wake up soon she just has too. I know its a little early but Ana and I have spoken about college, I wasn't sure at first but I know if I want to be successful then I have to go to college. We looked online at all the ones close by and some further away. Ana thinks that Harvard would be the best one for me but I don't want to be that far away from her or my family.

APOV

Every time I think I'm awake I can't open my eyes but I can still hear that voice, when I'm asleep I see things I think are just dreams but the feel too real for that. I'm living with a family and I have a sister also I'm older. There's this boy who makes me feel safe and he tells me he loves me and I tell him that I love him too. In my dream its the voice that I hear talking to me.

Once again I think I'm awake but I don't hear that comforting voice, I try to open my eyes and this time I can, I look around the room and down at the hand holding mine, I see copper hair and my heart beats faster, its the same from my dreams. I grip the hand that's holding mine and the head shoots up and I gasp, staring straight at me are the grey eyes I've seen in my dreams, so if I'm looking at him I'm sure that they weren't dreams, they must be memories.

"Oh god Ana thank god your awake" he says and I feel my heart beat faster again. I see him get up quickly and the next thing I know his lips are on mine kissing he hard like this is the last time he will ever see me. My eyes shoot open and my head starts to hurt so much I close my eyes tightly pulling my head away I put my hands on my head. I can hear him asking what's wrong and if I'm ok, if I need a doctor but I can answer. I remember oh my god I remember him, Christian the other half of me, the one who holds my heart.

I remember my family, Kate, mom, dad, Carrick and Grace, Elliot and Mia. I remember everything, even the reason I'm laying in this hospital bed I was hit by a fucking car "C-Chirstian my head ... It ... It hurts" I don't know what's happening but everything goes black.

CPOV

Oh god when Ana squeezed my hand I shot my head up so fast I thought I had given myself whip last. But god seeing her blue eyes was the best thing ever. I needed to kiss her I just had to but as soon as she pulled away and her face showed how much pain she was in I hit the call button. As she spoke saying her head hurt a nurse came rushing in but it was too late she past out on us.

The nurse said she was going to get the doctor, I pulled out my phone and sent a quick text to everyone telling them to get to Ana's room now. I knew none of us wanted to leave, they had all gone down to the cafeteria to get something to eat. A minute after I sent the text everyone came bursting through the door including the doctor "Ana woke up but she was holding her head she looked in pain then she said her head hurt and past out straight after" I told them.

I hug my mom tight not sure how I'm feeling on one hand she woke up so that must be something good, but on the other hand she was in so much pain she past out. I really hope she is ok we all want no need her back.

APOV

I can hear people talking but it sounds like I'm under water so I can't tell who is talking. I feel so tired but I want to wake up to see Christian and my family, they must be so worried and I hate to do this to them. I try to open my eyes and they slowly start to open, when they fully open I'm looking up at a doctor "well good afternoon Miss Steele you have given us all a scare there, can you tell me if your in any pain right now?" He asks and I quickly look around the room to see my family all around me smiling and crying.

"A little I'm just glad the pain in my head is gone" I sigh and look around at my family I can't tell them I forgot about them even if it was for a little while I just couldn't do that to them.

"What is the last thing you remember?" The doctor asks as Christian moves to my other side taking my hand in his giving it a slightly squeeze to show me he is here for me.

"Well before I woke up I couldn't remember what had happened, but then it hit me that I was hit by a car and I remembered everything I think that's why my head hurt so much I felt like my head was hitting the ground all over again" I answer squeezing Christians hand back smiling up at him.

The doctor checked my vitals, checked my cuts and told me about all my injury's telling me I will have to have a few more tests later then leaves. I look at everyone and come to stand around my bed not a gap between them. They are all talking over each other I can't make out what they are saying just parts of sentences

"...don't scare me like that..."

"...could have been killed..."

"...glad to have you awake..."

"...be glad to get you home..."

"...bed rest until you're 100%.."

I giggle slightly and shake my head slightly "ok ok I can't hear you if you all talk over each other I'm sorry it was just instinct kicking in" I smile at them as they all stop talking and chuckle knowing that I probably didn't hear a single thing that was said to me. I know I just woke up but my eye lids are dropping and I'm not sure how much longer I can stay away for. I hear I think its my mom saying that I should get some sleep, they will be by later with some things for me.

I squeeze Christians hand tightly not wanting him to go I feel the mattress dip slightly "I'm not leaving you rest baby" I sigh happily knowing Christian is staying with me and fall asleep knowing he will keep me safe.

CPOV

Everyone has left and its just me with Ana now. She's been asleep for about 3 hours but I can't take my eyes off of her for a second. I know when she's feeling a little better I'm going to have to talk to her about putting herself in harms way to protect me. Don't get me wrong I'm thankful to her but she is much smaller than me and so much more fragile. It should have been me to save her, me laying in the hospital bed knowing she is safe and unharmed. I love her so much it nearly killed me to think I would have to live with out her, that I'd be in this world with out my Ana with me.

She's the reason I've stopped fighting and drinking, I know its the same for her, she told me so a few days ago. I need to be the man she deserves and she helps me be that man if that makes any sense but I don't care because the beautiful angle sleeping in the bed before chose me to love, to give her heart to and I plan on making her the happiest woman on the planet, I mean its only fair that's how she makes me feel every dam second of the day because I'm the one that she loves.

A.N

Thank you for your reviews guys !

Was a bit disappointed to hear that people would stop reading my story before they found out where I was going with what happened at the end of the last chapter.

I know memory loss has been done a lot but Ana hasn't woken up yet and you assume I was going to have her wake up not knowing Christian and everyone else. I would like to say I had half this chapter done before I posted chapter 18.