My bgm for this chapter was Kaito's english "Touch Me," Kaito's english "Give Me Love" (findable on Youtube by search 【Let's EDIT PLAY #8】 【 Scissorhands(シザーハンズ)】KAITO V3 English voice HD) and Kaito's english cover of "Lollipop Luxury" by Jeffree Star.
Kaito: Don't lie, Master! Every time that Lollipop Luxury song comes on when I sing it, you stop everything you're doing and do /nothing/ but listen it intently. You stop writing, drinking, eating, and do nothing but salivate like a hungry puppy and listen with your whole attention.
Ah.. you are right. Well, that song, I stop what I'm doing, and then I go back to it when that song is done. :)
Kaito: Maybe you should just take that song cover off your playlist.
NO BECAUSE I LOVE THAT SONG COVER NOOO DX
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Hungry kisses; the taste of Kaito's saliva in his mouth. Soft breaths against his skin. The look of Kaito's beautiful, blue, partially closed eyes. The erotic expression of want and desperate pleasure. The understated scent of Kaito's body and hair. The soft, almost rumbling sound coming from deep down inside of Kaito's chest. The feel of Kaito's soft skin against Gakupo's hands as he touched.
Gakupo didn't want to break away, he wanted to devour the blue-haired Vocaloid male. He wanted to open his mouth and be able to swallow him up whole. Gakupo imagined crazily that Kaito would flail all the way down his esophagus after he swallowed the male Vocaloid in one piece. It was pure fantasy, pure insanity, but Gakupo opened his mouth wider, needing to taste more of Kaito's skin, his lips and tongue sucking down on Kaito's neck, his hands gripping Kaito to arch more forcefully against him.
'No, no, no. Get it together,' Gakupo scolded himself for getting swept up in the rush of his lust for the bluenette. But being able to touch, taste, and feel, with Kaito's permission... it was like some kind of esctatic drug. And it was okay. It was okay to want him. Okay to have him.
The thought broke free a low growl from Gakupo's throat, that vibrated against Kaito's neck where he was actively kissing the male. Kaito's eyes were closed in bliss at the intimate touches he was craving, his head was thrown back to allow Gakupo better access. His arms cradled Gakupo's head as the violette moved downwards, wanting to taste, touch, everything, with his tongue, hands, and lips. Smelling Kaito's scent, which was only apparent when Gakupo's nose was almost right next to the bluenette's skin.
'This feels SO good,' Gakupo thought with an approval that felt a little animalistic. 'But, calm down.'
Gakupo looked up at Kaito's face, his mouth still unwilling to release his prize of Kaito's flesh, and moved his hands downwards to Kaito's waistband. At the touch there, Kaito's eyes opened once more, and he stared down at Gakupo, meeting his eyes. Gakupo kept eye contact even as his mouth was pressed against Kaito's body, just under his collarbone.
Kaito didn't say anything, didn't stop him, and Gakupo pulled the bluenette's pants and underwear down around his hips. "Lay down," Gakupo commanded, his warm breath whispering against Kaito's body, with a slight rasp in his voice.
Kaito lay back down, on his back, and his shoulders pressed into the bed as he raised his hips, helping Gakupo to remove his bottom clothing. Kaito couldn't help the light blush on his nose as Gakupo eyed his nude body from head to foot, not bothering to hide what he was doing, at all. Kaito still felt a little uncertain; Gakupo said he liked him, but once Gakupo saw his body so clearly... not to mention his uncovered arm stumps... the violette might change his mind, and reject Kaito.
Gakupo didn't look happy. His hands reached back out and Kaito tried not to flinch his eyes away. Then Kaito looked down again, seeing that Gakupo was taking the white cotton socks off his feet. Kaito's blush came back even harder. Now he was /really/ naked. But Gakupo smiled suddenly, and Kaito's heart leapt.
"That's... MUCH better," Gakupo's voice purred in a sultry tone that was new to Kaito's ears. Kaito's eyes widened, as his blush increased even further. If Gakupo kept it up, Kaito's face would burn off from his embarassment. But, this is what he wanted.
Kaito lifted his arm stubs, holding them out wide to Gakupo, as if to tell the violette, "embrace me," and watched as the expression changed slightly in Gakupo's eyes. The look on Gakupo's face reminded Kaito both of a mother looking tenderly at her baby, and of a hungry lion eying a juicy steak. He swallowed a little, and Gakupo's sharp eyes noticed that, too, focusing on Kaito's throat as it moved.
'Slow down. Don't blow this,' Gakupo heard a voice in his head scolding him, and realizing it was his own voice he was hearing. The violette stripped off his own clothing in a few quick movements. Kaito watched the slight movement of Gakupo's muscles as the violette got naked.
Gakupo crawled up next to Kaito, one of his legs between Kaito's legs, halfway straddling the male's thigh. He lowered his head over Kaito's lips again, his long hair falling forward to tickle against the bluenette's face and body as Gakupo kissed him again, hungry for more.
Kaito could feel Gakupo's naked leg touching against his inner thigh, could sense the weight of his proximity as he topped the blue-haired male Vocaloid. Gakupo's hands quickly skimmed down Kaito's torso, touching his chest, his stomach, trailing down his sides to stroke Kaito's hips.
The unpleasant memory of Master grabbing Kaito's hips with a forcefulness that had left bruises that didn't appear until the next day, made Kaito clench his teeth, trying to relax again. Gakupo's mouth was on his neck again, and the warm sensation of his sucking tongue and lips was a distraction that felt so good, that Kaito tried to focus on that, instead of the bad memories.
"Make me clean again," Kaito begged quietly into the silence of the room. Gakupo raised his purple eyes to regard Kaito.
"I want you," Gakupo replied, not caring how it sounded. Kaito's eyes didn't tense up at it, instead, they softened, and he gave Gakupo another one of those little, trembling smiles that went straight through Gakupo's heart.
Gakupo's hands on his hips traced inwardly, and touched against Kaito's manhood. Kaito's cock twitched at the contact, and Gakupo's eyes narrowed in pleasure at the feeling. He bent his head downwards, licking down Kaito's stomach, and thrilling at the knowledge that Kaito felt even softer against Gakupo's lips, even more delicious, right here, than even Gakupo's hands could have told him.
Gakupo's mouth moved downwards, to the front of Kaito's hip, near his manhood. As Gakupo touched and tasted, Kaito's cock started to swell slightly. Gakupo's stomach clenched at the thought that he was making Kaito feel good, and the violette couldn't resist sucking at the flesh harder at that spot, wanting to leave his own mark on the Vocaloid male.
A small tremor ran through Kaito at the feeling, and he uttered a soft, pleased sound. "Please don't stop," the breathy request came from Kaito's slightly parted lips, as he stared down at Gakupo's head that was resting below his stomach.
"Good, Kaito," Gakupo said roughly, approvingly. "That makes me happy. Tell me you want this."
Kaito's expression softened with his pleasure. "I want this, Gakupo. Please. I want this. Don't stop what you're doing."
It was a mistake, asking Kaito to say those words. They travelled down to hit Gakupo where it counted, and his cock throbbed viciously in response. Gakupo's lips trailed along the edge of where Kaito's legs connected to his body, teasing the bluenette until he reached Kaito's hardening cock.
Gakupo opened his mouth to take a taste, there, too, and felt the bodily shiver from Kaito at the sensation.
'/I'm/ doing this to him,' Gakupo thought with a primal satisfaction, a deep sort of pleasure that wasn't physical. The violette opened his mouth further, guiding Kaito's cock in past his lips, into his warm, moist mouth. Gakupo closed his lips and sucked lightly, compressing Kaito's manhood within his mouth.
"Ugghhn," A soft moan came from Kaito and he let his head fall back, his hips arching the slightest amount. It felt /wonderful/.
Gakupo's eyes closed slightly, delighted at the sound, encouraged to do as he wanted. He let Kaito's cock fall away from his lips, then pushed back forwards, enveloping the blue-haired male once more within his hungry mouth.
Gakupo bobbed his head up and down, licking along the side of Kaito's penis, pressing his lips tightly together, then relaxing them, trying to fit as much of Kaito into his mouth as he could get without gagging. The soft sounds from the blue-haired Vocaloid were insanely sexy. Kaito's attactive scent was stronger, down here, with Gakupo's face pressed in tightly against his crotch.
Gakupo touched Kaito's ballsack, feeling the softness there. Kaito was letting him touch his most delicate, most vulnurable places. It made Gakupo feel like a king. He moved the balls around under his fingers a little, massaging them together, cupping them next to Kaito's body warmly, squeezing lightly, as he continued to suck the bluenette off. Gakupo could feel Kaito's thighs start to quiver, his balls start to tense, and he smiled around his mouthful.
Gakupo pulled reluctantly away, watching Kaito's flushed face carefully as he did so. There was time for him to help Kaito create all kinds of good memories. There was no need to rush things. First, he wanted to reclaim Kaito's body, rinse away the fact that Kaito's only experience so far had been a violent one. To press inside that sweet, soft, lightly muscular body in such a way that made Kaito cry out in real pleasure, instead of in pain.
Kaito made a despairing sound at losing the warmth and pressure of Gakupo's mouth on his cock. He met Gakupo's eyes, pleading silently with his blue eyes, 'Please, don't stop.' Gakupo smiled, feeling a little like a predator, and like Kaito was his willing, wonderful prey.
"I promised something a little different than that, this time," Gakupo explained, rising from his position on the bed in order to reach his nightstand drawer's contents. There was a small tub of vaseline, and Gakupo pulled it out. Usually he used it as lip balm, in the dry, fair weather. Kaito's eyes tracked his progress.
"It's going to be a little cool, and probably feel kind of slimy, but it'll warm up," Gakupo continued to explain as he returned to the bluenette, nudging his knees apart so that Gakupo could kneel comfortably between them. Kaito swallowed again, his face creasing lightly, but the pleasure of Gakupo's touches was still visible there, too.
"Put your knees up," Gakupo said softly. Kaito didn't move, silent for a moment.
"...Don't you want me to turn around?" The question was asked as Kaito turned his eyes away. Shame had returned to his lovely face. Gakupo shook his head in the negative, then spoke out loud, as Kaito wasn't looking at him.
"No. I want to see your face. If you want to try it a different way in the future, that's okay, too, but this time, let me look at you. Let me see you, Kaito. I want to watch while you feel good," Gakupo said, that slightly rough edge still in his voice.
Kaito raised his eyes, his blushing face had a slight frown on it, but he nodded his acceptance, and pulled his knees up to his chest, exposing himself for Gakupo. Kaito's face was burning, clearly questioning his own actions, as he turned his eyes away to the side again and waited.
'Probably thinking that I'll think he's disgusting or dirty again,' Gakupo thought unhappily. 'Nothing could be further than the truth. He's a work of art. I don't think I've ever seen anything so beautiful as this moment.'
Kaito was laid out like a buffet waiting for Gakupo. His arms lay lax to either side of him, the bedspread caressing his limbs. His legs were curled up against his smooth, pale chest, and his soft blue hair fell randomly across his face. Gakupo wanted that. What was in front of him, he wanted it.
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It feels weird to write consensual sex scenes like this. I always wonder if I'm doing it wrong. Oh well, whatever. Naked Kaito is good enough for me, if I have to be brutally honest.
Kaito: If it's good enough for you then-
NO.
Kaito: *pouts*
The lemon started to get long (yeah yeah, I know, puns opportunity,) so I'll continue it into the next chapter. Hope you enjoy it :)