Hollaa. Okay so I am really occupied with school and I have a play coming up and lots of reports/essays/projects coming up. I am really trying to not read other fan fictions and work on my own and at least trying to come up with new ideas with all of my stories. I already have a story on my mind, it'll be a long one I hope. ANYWAY, whatever I use does not belong to me they belong to their rightful owners.

Laney's Point of View -

I went home after Carrie and I worked on the song, figuring out who will sing which part and which instruments will be excellent for the song. As I walk home, I slow my paces, just thinking about stuff I shouldn't really be thinking at the age of 14. I could walk to the secret place I go if I can't handle it. I bit my lip as I saw someone up ahead. Ignore, ignore, ignore. They won't stare at an ugly creature like you. My mind told me.

I clench my fists as I struggle to keep tears from falling. Cry, you're weak. Nobody even likes you, so why stay? What's the point? I bit my lip harder, I walk faster. It's all in my head, those are lies. I- I deserve to stay here... I felt my body shiver as I look down at the ground. "Are uh, are you okay?'' I hear a male's voice. I shook my head and look up. He look just like me...How? "Woah, you look just like me,'' He sounds astonished. And a bit worried and in shock.

"Yeah, I've noticed,'' I whisper. Why am I whispering? Don't know. "You're from Grojband, aren't you?'' I remember his face from one of our duels before. "Yeah and you're from the Newsman. Are we suppose to be on no-talking terms?'' He asks as he scratches the back of his head. "Don't know,'' I shrug.

"I'm okay,'' I answer to his previous question. "That's a lie,'' He stares into my green eyes. "You have depression, probably major depression as well. I know because we're alike,'' he states. True. He's telling the truth. "Psh, you're lying,'' I try to cool it off. I don't want anyone to know I'm messed up, the girl who seeks for attention. I roll my eyes and cross my arms across my chest. "You're the one lying, don't play innocent or dumb!'' He rats me out. "Why do you care?'' I said in a tight voice.

Silence. Nothing. He doesn't care. "Thought so,'' I continue to make my way to home. Grojband isn't that bad, I suppose. I feel his eyes follow me until I disappear from his view. I wish I could be honest with me. Sounds so accurate, he's me. I lied to myself, I always do. I hope I could find a way to be my true self. I see the lights on inside my house. Crashes and shouting can be heard from this so called home.

Tomorrow, I will try. Try to be positive. Even with my parents yelling at each other and finding glass on the ground tomorrow. I slowly turn the knob and peek inside. I see no glass sitting on the floor. I tip toe into the living room, silently closing the front door. I rush into my room, accidentally closing the door loudly. I sigh and lay on my bed. He just wants to help. I don't want help. I don't need help. I sit up and yawn. I get off my bed and get pajamas then undressed myself.

I quickly put on my pajamas and I take off my hairclip. I felt my bangs poke my eye lids which annoyed me. I turn off the lights and crawl into my bed, covering my body with blankets.

For some reason, I start to think about that guy from Grojband. The one who try to help me aka my doppelganger. He's nice and caring so far. Maybe his bandmates are like that? Hopefully. But then again, boys are immature and gross.

My brain is dead. It took me a month to write this small chapter. I am realllly busy this month and maybe I'll be busy in May also. School is almost over which means more free time and no more waking up early! I really am gonna miss my friends at my school but I'm already used to losing friends and people. I currently am in a conflict with my best [ex] guy friend. He told these girls I barely know my personal story which he and my female best friend knows. Whale, they're gonna think I'm some depressing little fuck who seeks for attention now that they know. I don't know why I'm blabbering about it here but nobody's gonna read this. Well, that means he can't be trusted with my deepest secrets. Okay bye guys and see ya guys later! [hopefully]