I hurried out after her. I found her stood by her car, leaning against it. She looked like she was in deep thought about something.
I gently approached her, looking at her intently. "Texas would never have done something like that" I don't know why I said it. Maybe it was because I could imagine how it would feel if Texas had done that to me I thought to myself.
More tears came rushing down her cheeks.
"Well I'm not her am I? I'm just me, just your stupid, selfish old sister"
Those last words cut deep, she wasn't just my stupid sister, no, she was my safety when everything got too much, she was my comfort, she got me and I got her, we understood each other like only siblings could.
I sighed "I know, I...I'm sorry" I stammered out, reaching for her but she backed away. Hurt. I felt hurt as she backed away from me, I wanted her to know I was sorry, my words hurt her and for that I was truly sorry. Why was I so stupid?
"Save it" she said to me.
"Please Sienna, talk to me, tell me why you did it?"
She sniffed "I can't..."
She got in her car and slammed the door shut, proceeding to drive off...