I couldn't deal with this...
I gulped the rest of my beer down and left, as I was leaving a pink piece of paper caught my eye.
The Veronicas.
Live the SU
18th December 9pm
£5.00 entrance.
£1.00 a drink from 9pm-11pm
Tomorrow. That was tomorrow. I was up for it, anything to get my mind of things...
I continued to the door, briefly seeing Sienna talking and laughing with some guy... without a care in the world. She's so kind, caring and fun but she's also really manipulative when she wants to be. How can someone I care about irritate my so much?
I went back to the boat quickly and fell into unconsciousness on my bed…..
...
I woke up from a dreamless sleep and decided to go into town. Texas and I would spend hours in town just talking, laughing, kissing I remembered, I smiled at the memories of us. Us.
I looked at the flashing clock on my bedside table… it read 11:30am. I slept late.
I proceeded to get ready, once I was ready I decided to go to 'College Coffee' to gap some breakfast...
I made my way to College Coffee and as I did I saw my Dad walking my way but he didn't spot me. Thank God I thought. I really didn't want him asking questions about yesterday and surely he found out I spent the night in the cells, he would want to know about that, yep, it was just easier all round if I avoided him for now.
I hide behind the pavilion that was located just outside College Coffee and once he had passed I came out and went into the coffee shop.
I ordered a coffee and a bacon sarnie to go.
...
I arrived in town at about 1...
...
I arrived back home at about 4 and I had brought a few things...
The last time I went to town was with Texas, over 7 months ago. She brought me a really expensive watch that I wanted and I really loved it but I couldn't keep wearing it, no matter how much I hated not to, it was too much of a reminder and I really didn't need more things reminding me of her. No matter what happened I could not move on from her, I loved her and I was not ready for her to go, I would have stopped her wedding because I loved her that much, she loved me too but she felt guilty for an accident involving my brother so she agreed to marry him. She was too caring for her own good sometimes.
It was just gone 4. I had hours to kill before the gig at the SU. I needed a shave so that's what I did, had a shave, then I decided to put the television on to see if any good films where on.
Just an old black and white movie, I left it on but I wasn't really paying attention to it... time passed and it was now 8 so I decided to get ready.
I headed to the SU bar with 10 minutes left to spare...