Hello its wither late in the night or early in the morning as this chapter is now posted post haste as the New year rolls through , here's a new chapter hope you like it and without further ado let's begin

Everfree wasn't sure why it was called that though the monsters that run through it are forever free to do what they want so that's why it's called that I suppose in any case I found a rather comfortable Y-shaped branch strong enough to support my weight and tall enough to keep the monsters away that isn't to say they still tried as my night was fitful with the scratching of bark below told me something was coming after me though the dark masked it well I didn't want to find out what. As the sun finally rose I had a good look to the edge of the Everfree which was near the border to Ponyville though I waited till midday to finally assure myself that less monsters were out and about at this time.

I landed below where to my curiosity scratch marks all but tore the tree to shreds and the ground underneath was rildled with gouges and clawed roots as I prayed respect to the tree and sun for guiding me and protecting me from the monsters. I made my way back into town hungrily looking for something to eat. I found town square full of the usual rabble though there was a subdued whispering and shying away from me as I made a beeline for the closest stand of food which happened to be apples of all things as I reached into my bag of money. The clack of a closed sign was strange." Were closed sir" the Beige Pony told me before collecting the said fruits and putting them in a bag and leaving.

I strode to the next stand but I was met with the same approach though some out right told me they wouldn't do business with as I yet again hungrily made my way to the other side of the square before finally being given a bag of apples though the shopkeeper demanded double the original price, not that I was complaining I was more than willing to pay as long as I ate something. Finding yet again at a loss of what to do around the town I found myself under the porch of the tree/library I left the previous night I walked in didn't bother knocking as this was technically still my home only to find it vacant no lights, no windows were open, and the fire was still dying down I saw a note on the floor that simply read "Closed until further notice" I searched the House for a while finding my journal missing and no notes as to where the previous residences had gone to the house just that empty. And so with that I quickly put the house in livable conditions opening the windows and basically what spike did everyday by cleaning the entire house up after that was done I went to the kitchen to eat what was their version of cereal and milk.

As I mulled over what to do next a knock at the door got me up and walking not before the door was bashed in, effectively launching me into the furniture and sprawled onto the floor in pain as a particular chunk of wood found its way into my leg. As I moved to sit up several spears were leveled at me by none other than the equestrian guard, as one sent a club across my cranium knocking me out cold as I saw the ceiling fade from my vision.

I awoke to pain in y leg as I slowly moved to sit up hearing the clank of chains on both my wrists and ankles that were then connected by another chain of which I could raise my hands above my midsection without pulling my legs out from under me. Just when I was getting my bearings the door swings open in comes 3 guards and a ball of light that acted as a light source of course one was dressed the others held spears and stood by the doorway typical guards never letting me out of their sight, yet again not seeing as to what I could do in the situation though I suppose better safe than sorry applies here right?

"A-Hem" I looked up at my captor as he read a list of sorts."Michael Brooks, age 23 black hair, of no known decadence, nor place of birth, 5"9', modest build, deep brown eyes, and male of course was in the possession of a wallet, a black box, a bottle filled with, narcotics, and with a pouch filled with was identified as corn pollen, works at the local dark club as a drink mixer and employee of the establishment. Was found in the residence of Twilight Sparkle element bearer of magic, and co-residence Spike young dragon, was suspected of breaking and entering while the residence was out and under the influence of said narcotics appears to be delusional and unpredictable." taking a swing of water he pushes the file towards me " Now mister Brooks all that says is that you are going to be in prison for a while unless you tell me why you were found in the residence of an element bearer which does not list you under their current staying at. Tell me why and you might be pardoned. If not well then that's up to the judge".

I hadn't said a word yet I was already of being under the influence of narcotics breaking into my own residence and being falsely accused of planning harm on one of the element bearers, needless to say I was seething" first off those narcotics are prescription if I don't take 2 every 18 hours a terrible reaction will occur, secondly breaking into my own residence is not considered a crime as I had a key given to me" it was probably in the library somewhere" and thirdly I would not hurt my closest friend whom I have had the pleasure of staying with for more than a week before coming home to not only discover her absence but no indication of where she went, I was cleaning the home before your guards came knocking on both the door and my head. Now tell me did I leave anything out?"

"Nope everything we needed has just been said now sit back and relax you go before the judge in a while." He then sauntered out taking both the light and the guards with him as I awaited their eventual return.

3 hours later

I was brought to the court and given a bail sentence though it sapped almost all the bits I had with me leaving my penniless but at least out of jail, my stuff was returned to me along with the medication which I took as I felt another shock coming to me, after leaving the court house I made my back to the library making my way towards the outskirts of the city avoiding the gaze of the public. I learned that all the element bearers had all but left the town though people didn't know where. After picking up the debris from the entrance I made my way towards the back of the house where a shed and wood was stationed as I measured and drew out a new door. After several hours I made another door which I quickly put up and reattached it to the frame almost perfectly like it never happened, I collected my guitar and my key which was in the bowl of cereal that I was eating, how it made its way there I did not know.

I set out towards one of the more secluded parts of the town park as I climbed into the tree of the favorite resting spot of a certain pony. Sitting against the tree I began playing though my mood was subdued I noticed the happy faces of passing ponies as played swaying to the strum many couples made their way past enjoying the echo of the guitar and its unknown player. I continued playing well into the twilight hours of the day when the flow of ponies was slowly ebbing away. as I was just about to call it a day though one particular pony stopped and looked directly where I was hidden I was finishing up a song called "Nothing Left to Say" when I felt prying eyes fall on me. Lo and Behold the one I had hoped of not seeing at that moment was staring at me.

"That's my spot you know" she said with distaste. "Well I can see why you like this spot so much, now."I Chirped"and what do I owe the pleasure of the mare that left this rather bright red mark on me?" I hated to be the one to put down others but I knew she could take it. "Get out of there we need to talk NOW "she made it sound like it was the last thing she wanted to do. Ouch my feelings! "I hopped down with guitar in hand stretching, popping. And feeling the muscled be put back into use again before plopping down at the base of the tree." So what else have I Failed to tell you? Where I come from? Who am I really? Why am I here? Or rather what makes me so sure I'm going to d-"I didn't finish as I felt a crack of thunder strike my head again. In the 24 hours I've bled, been beaten tossed like a ragdoll, interrogated, tried and falsely accused, and been struck on the sore spot on my head, Twice, Like I wasn't punished enough already just because I was dying.

"Say the D word again and will be dragging your carcass out of here back to the library." She had that Zen look of peace and it worked wonders as she also plopped down." Now where are you from?"" another universe""why are you here?" "I'm still figuring that out""why are you acting the way you are?""What do you mean?""Why do act like nothing fazes you or that you simply don't care about yourself but others, so why?"I've simply accepted I won't be here for long and made way for others other than myself, as hard as it is to believe, it is true."How long do you have?""less than 2 weeks 3 at the most, though I've recently learned I won't become a vegetable, my memory will deteriorate until nothing of my past is left" "Who am I to you?"" an egotistical woman whom enjoys watching me squirm in discomfort, who not only has knocked me upside the head twice but also seems to hate me in every aspect, also known as my friend." I stated waving my hand and gesturing to the many indications on myself. I then became aware of what she was asking of me. I didn't want to end up dead. So I grabbed my guitar and began playing like it never occurred. "A friend, huh?"Her almost imperceptible statement left her did I actually begin playing. I began playing another song by the name of How far we've come though much slower and more forlorn. As I ended the song I remembered the last dew memories of home I had began to wobble and eventually evaporate almost metaphorically my dreamscape home crumbled in my head and crumbled not before I saw the picture on the ground puff into a blue mist as the mistakable blue sheen that disappeared into the sky.

I looked up at Rainbow Dash she also saw the same smoke leave me" You've just witnessed the final memories of my pas leave me forever. Now I have no home to return to even if I did return now it would be worse than hell. Now I can call this place because there's nothing left for me now, do you understand the pain I hold within me I can never return home , I've forgotten my love from home, I've lost my family and friends though I did not know their name or faces they still were a part of me and now they're gone forever. I'm searching for them now and I can't find them despite that I know in my heart they were there and now a hole has formed never to be filled. And with that Goodnight Rainbow Dash may the spirits guide you in life ward you from evil and show you the good in life, Good Night.

Leaving RD in the Park I didn't hear anything else that night as I made my way home to the library as I opened the door to my room I rested my guitar on the wall took a shower grabbed parchment an noted everything down planning on putting them into the journal once I regained it. And fell asleep where I go from here is chance as I had no sail or oars only the seas have the mercy of pushing me towards land.

Well that was dismal im simply pulling everything out in terms of finnaly bieng at peace without any other complications now to live life with a clean closet is something very few people can ever admit lving towards. any way have a good night and good bye see you soon.

HeWhoSawTooMuch

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