Hello me again been a long road and quite a few disturbing stories here and there but we've been there I'm sure so Ill spare you by not telling you about It anyway new chapter for those of you that read my work thanks and lets begin, note finding hope Is great but It only means you truly have something to lose.
It been little over week since I've been here, time Is short and with the coming winter I can't Imagine what Chrysalis Is thinking about. her mood has been getting worse as of late every time I find her she has that same look on her face regret and self loathing. I did the best I could I stayed with her when she wasn't tending to her duties whatever those were and I talked allot about anything and everything the trees, animal, and even at points we had a few drinks I always made something new and she would be standing by with her opinion even If I wasn't talking I was always there to listen but like all things It came to a head.
we were talking about the similarities of my planets countries and names and their counterpart here In Equestria Manehattan was Manhattan, and In some places It was really bizarre Sweden was apparently the only place that remained the same. she was testing a New drink I had made on the spot 1 bottle of coconut flavored rum, 2 fluid ounces of grapefruit juice, 2 fluid ounces of cranberry juices, and 1/2 teaspoon of super fine sugar, needless to say It was quite refreshing. she was on her 2nd and simply sitting Idly by talking about where she wanted to go and what she desired to see outside her own home. This quickly turned sour when she remembered she was a queen of a nation she couldn't leave on a whim. "who says you can't go out and see the word?" I asked she rounded on me "you know why human I can't just leave my people here who would watch over them keep them fed and make sure they're alright?"
I smiled "well then there's something we can fix now can't we?" her doubtful look was painful "fix what, my title, my home, what can a mere human do to fix what Is beyond repair?" I went to my stand of tonics and liquors "what can a mere human do? well he can come Into a world on his own and expect to survive, that's ridiculous. he can't even find a home here hell die soon I'm sure right? oh and who'd have thought he'd become friends with Equestria's most feared enemy the Changeling Queen? now you spinning gold you fool." I Finished turning back to her I held another drink In my hand It was a simple yet sweet drink, A watermelon Margarita salted edges, tequila, squeeze of lime juice, lime slice, water, sugar, and watermelon of course. I levitated the drink to her putting some strain on my mind but a mild headache. she was both amazed and mystified as she took the drink from the white hold on It "Now tell me that's all lies and Ill agree with you It's Impossible that such a thing can happen now, can It?" I winked at her leaning on the stand.
she hesitantly took a sip, her face lit up as she tasted the salty sweet tang of watermelon and salt along with the warmth of the tequila "you make a good drink but what can you do?" she stilled questioned me? I was hurt I thought she trusted me enough I guess I was wrong. "the one weapon Celestia Isn't willing to commit, Genocide" she simply sat there not looking at me nor did she drink anymore. "whenever Is fine as long as Its within the week" I walked to my bed a threw myself on It still she wouldn't answer seems I have to make things happen If It was going to get anywhere. I walked over to her and kneeled before her getting a good look of her face she was shaking and her eyes were closed shut but there were tears, I ask again why?
"Hey, look at me" she shook her head refusing "come on look at me" I chided still nothing the next thing I did was mostly for her than It was for me. I kissed her forehead. backing up she was blushing a deep red "I demand to know why you did that" my back was turned looking through my collection of tonics. Only way to get you back from the void you call a brain" hmm Sake wonder If that went with anything? "I demand repayment" ooh mangoes where have you been all this time? "like what?" slice you up and eat you with cherries maybe some gin along the way. "A proper one" hmm? "I'm sorry I must be going deaf what did you want?" don't say It don't say It. "I want a proper kiss" Dammit should have went for tickling her.
"uh, maybe something else?" play It cool just avoid It "Who said you had a choice?" wait I thought she was across the room how? she turned me around planting her lips on mine, moaning she Prenched? Frenched? me. she quickly opened my mouth her small tongue tagging mine as her front hooves locked around my neck my hands wrapped around her waist I landed on her wing joints, fuck. she released me "all you had to do was ask" she said sultrily before going back to kissing me slowly moving back slowly she walked me to the bed In the room stopping only when her hooves hit the boards she leaned back me following till I was on top of her my hands on either side of her face. "why?" she stared at me " Because you're the only pony who looked at me without fear or hate and made me feel like I was the one thing In the world that mattered, you were there when I was ready to give up and you gave me something I never Imagined was possible, a friend" she was tearing up god It made me sad when someone cried especially her, but.
"I can't" she was hurt, very much apparent "why?" fuck me this was hard, "giving you this would hurt you more than think, and by god would you be last person I would want to hurt especially now" she started to cry "Tell me why" what could I do? "telling you would only make things harder in the end" she was angry now "tell me or so help me i will rip your innards out!" I got off her standing a ways away "You'd be doing me a favor" i said enough for her to hear "what have you been keeping from me Human what is so important that you would deny me this one thing? or a you a mare jumper finding then dropping mares on the fly?" ok she crossed the fucking red line
"You would accuse me of finding satisfaction in dumping mares for pleasure? me who has nothing left no home, no life, no means of escape from this hell? do you understand that i have nothing left here nor there, my home, my memories, everything that was once mine is now gone. and you accuse me of playing with you? i once believed i could die without regret but now i simply can't not without you" i stood there angry at myself for being so blind. "do you understand what im saying Chrysalis? i dieing and if i gave you love i would only hurt you by taking it away so soon. better to deny you it so that you may find another who will suceed where i have. i turned away what was i gonna do now? "Don't leave, please" she was crying hard now, great job asshole. "I'm not leaving, just...just thinking" i couldn't look at her but she made up for it, placing her wings around us. "please give us this just one final request" i shook my head "you'll only regret it" she giggled "I could never regret doing this" she licked my cheek with her tongue.
"you don't know when to quit do you?" she placed her muzzle on my shoulder eyes closed, happy. "I always get what i want" well aren't you spoiled? I mouthed. she caught me and clocked me on the head "am not" she pouted pushing her lips up. I spun a swooped her legs from under her catching her in my arms, she gave a squeal before pulling her legs in nuzzling me "well you certainly act like it" i remarked. As I stood by the bed i pulled away the sheets with my telekinesis i practically threw her on the bed before catching her again settling her down, i stripped down to nothing but my jeans and my shirt. Pulling the sheets back i covered us both making sure she had enough room. she snuggled close to me i was above her where she placed her head in the crook of my neck noting the horn i pulled her close for warmth.
I glanced at her and she was by far the happiest mare on the planet at that point. "I love you" i said nothing just running my hand through her mane, maybe i was thinking too much i loved her too as she was accepting of me to even be around her even to confese her love to me what was i doing? thinking too much of course. "I-" a hoof was placed my mouth "you don't have to say it, can i enjoy it while it lasts?" argh damn it brain shut up for a sec I pulled her head up looking into her beautiful emerald eye's, I pressed my lips to her's this time it was a simple kiss no tongue or anything but it meant so much away "Don't worry cause i love you too, never forget that, ok?" my answer came in the form of her lunging to me kissing with such passion i didn't know existed. we kept our lips together even after she had fallen asleep i held her close not letting go, i wouldn't let her go, never.
At some point i knew i had to.
Wow quite a chapter just giving more than enough love for all of us but with the time coming what can you do except wait and hold on. anyway there's the next chapter if you coul leave a view much appreciated and if you got the time leave a review as well, thanks good day and good night, owls and eagles of the world.
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