A/N So I got home from work and suddenly my mind still have ideas enough to do this chapter, I am so glad I am really back here I feel like I am home again, I miss tat-chan, june-chan who I always chat with, serenity-chan who I also love love love the stories. I always think if I should regret going back hoping you still love my stories but thank you so much! to puu264 thank you as well and I promise I will give you more stories^^
"Doesn't he have anything else to do?, I thought Sagara-senpai is very busy." Shingyouji heard Takumi whispered to Akaike and the other just shrugged as an answer.
"He said, he was given two days break before carrying on with his activities." Toshihisa muttered beside them.
"I get the that point but why does senpai need to spend his days here?" Takumi asked again and his lover and friend shook their head oblivious of the reason behind the sudden overstay of the former Shidou student.
"Just leave senpai, he is not doing anything wrong okay?" Gii convince as he gave them coffee.
Shingyouji had his eyes on a book he took from Gii's shelf , he's actually listening to his senpai, for some instance he will steal glances so swift that no one will ever think he indeed darted his eyes towards Misu and Sagra's direction, only to wince a little got a lot more annoyed.
It's a freed day again for all student in Shidou. Shongyouji initially plan to visit Ikuta in his hotel, he was actually in dilemma of choosing a shirt so he decided to look for Misu he was on his way when he heard a voice inside Gii's room along with Takumi, Akaike, Toshihisa and of course Misu. He found himself widening his eyes when he saw Sagara again holding Misu, he clutched on the shirt he is currently holding return to his own room and threw it on his bed. Without second thought he grabbed a comfortable top and put it on, then decided to join them at his senpai's room.
Shingyouji had nothing against Sagara paying them a visit but he is just annoyed how he is glued to Misu. As he keeps on staring at him he would admit how he Misu looks together a perception he had opposed the exact moment he thought of it.
Sagara is kind, yet Shingyouji couldn't find it himself to like him that much, it's not in his personality that he loathes but it's for the very reason that he can't take his hands away from the older man. Shingyouji is not happy about it and he wants attention all to himself.
He knows he is being selfish, it's like he wants Misu for himself but he doesn't have the right to do so. He just feels that certain possessiveness, a trait he had no idea he had before, to avoid any further arguments, and since he;s too shy to admit he indeed want to have Misu to see only him he decided to shut up.
It was afternoon when they all decided to go out, as they reached the café, he almost glared at his former senpai when he sat beside Misu.
Why am I angry as if that seat has my name written on it. Shingyouji thought to himself.
He saw Misu eyeing him on the left side unoccupied chair but he ignored it and sat beside the TakuxGii couple but he was left out of place since the two seems to have a world of his own, not that he mind though he was too busy sulking.
Most of the thing he said were witty remarks though he complained when there was a mustard on his sandwich with that, Shingyouji thought of shoving mustard through Sagara senapi's mouth so he'll shut up, a not so clever idea that he ened up laughing to himself.
"Something funny Shingyouji-kun?" Takumi asked him, the younger man just shook his head and held back his chuckle.
"N-nothing, just thought of something, just carry on with your eating." He uttered as he bit his lower lip to suppress the chuckle.
"Well, so as I was saying…" Sagara continued and he coffed but immediately flaunted a blank face when his former senpai turned to him. The guy resumed his monologue and he smiled trying hard not to think of silly things anymore.
"Ah how I wish I am still a student here, I should have not divert my attention to Saki back then, I Misu and I could have been one of the best couple in Shidou, what do you think Shingyouji-kun?"
"I don't think so." Shingyouji replied
"Excused me?" he asked the younger man.
Shingyouji gulped before finding his voice to answer. "W-well" he glanced at Misu the calm but anticipating face of the other made him want to smile for some reason. "I-mean Arata-san belongs to me…" he said positively.
"Oh really?" Sagara asked back as he went a wink to Misu. "You sure about that?" he turned back to Shingyouji.
"Well of course, Arata-san is the one who told me, we belong to each other so… other than me no one has the right to claim him.
"Really." He taunted more.
"Really" Shingyouji said, not a trace of doubt in his voice, well its true Misu once said they belong to each other, as Misu claim him as his it is right for him to do the same thing.
"Arata-san…" Shingyouji called.
"Yes?"
Without breaking his silent staring competition with Sagara he uttered. "Tell them I'm right."
"Yes you're right." Misu calmly answered who deep inside he wants to jump in joy seeing the younger's action, Shingyouji fought back a smirk, Sagara just smiled as the others controlled their pending laughter.
Starting to feel uneasy his shyness finally kicks in, he withdrew his stare and massage his forehead. "Uhm I think my head is aching, can you help me go back to the school?" he asked in the sweetest tone he never had an idea he has. It's not very Shingyouji-like, but he can't risk Sagara to have another chance to be with Misu so he should move. He stood up pretending he's not feeling well and reached for the the older man, the other hold his hand and guided him towards leaving the place as the others are still suppressing their laughter.
"You indeed are smart senpai how did you know that will trigger something out of Shingyouji?" Takumi curiously asked.
"It's easy I saw his glares at me when I am close to Misu, I feel like he boring holes on my head." He answered.
"But its really wise to mention about you liking Misu." Toshihisa said as he tried to imitate Shingyouji's actions.
Meanwhile as Misu guided the younger man in his own room and thank God his roommate was out, he lie beside him, silently thanking Sagara-senpai as he softly caresses his hair. He doesn't know what's going on the younger's head but one thing is for sure he loved how he claimed his as his, just how he did to him before.
After some hours Shingyouji woke up seeing Misu is still beside him, he slowly turned around so carefully as not to wake him up and now he's watching him asleep, his face inches away from the other.
Shingyouji stared at the other's face, admiring and appreciating how handsome he is, he won't wonder if anyone would like him, for him he's a major jaw-dropper, when he realized what adjective he indeed used to describe him.
He poked Misu's forehead lightly, and the enticement to grace his finger along the other's face is so powerful, he chose to let it be. And so the younger man traces Misu's face with his index finger lightly amused on how warm the other's skin felt on his.
He caressed those eyelids that hide Misu's eyes, so passive he felt like drowning every minute he stares on it. His nose, his cheeks, and down to his lips, Misu's thin lips that somehow send shivers across him. He stared at those lips and lets his finger graced on it for a while. It looked so soft and alluring; the thought of having to feel those against his crossed his mind.
Shongyouji stiffened at the thought.
That was absurd, how can he have such thoughts? He can't possibly find out the reason behind this, he should just forget he ever thought of that.
Shingyouji took a deep breathe, right he should stop, and yet when he gazed back on Misu's lips, he felt lost and confused, its like there is a magnet pulling him towards the other. He knows he's going crazy for no person is in the right mind to kiss someone while he is sleeping, well he did but it was an accident.
It's ridiculous… but Shingyouji found himself leaning towards the older mans… closer… closer
Just one touch, I'm curious how it'll feel like… right this is plain curiosity.
One kiss…
One touch…
And it's enough
He shut his eyes and closed the distance between them. The moment his lips touched Misu's he felt a thousand of volts sparked inside him. He immediately pulled away, clapping his hand to his mouth and stood up, not before taking the older man;s arm around him. He was so surprised of what he did that he can't even find the courage to look at Misu, even the other is sleeping.
He needs air…
He quicly made his way towards the door when he heard a faint sound, more of a whisper calling out his name.
"Shingyouji?" came Misu's sleepy voice. "Where are you going?" he asked
"Ahh-t-toilet…" he answered without looking back.
"I see hurry back and let's sleep."
"W-wait, but Is it okay if I stay here?"
"Don't worry I set the alarm by midnight 3am then you can just go to your own room by then…"
"O-okay…
Shingyouji walks toward the toilet, it won't give him the air that he needs but it's better than being around Misu, the moment he entered it, he closed the door and slammed his back against it, holding his chest where he can feel his heart pounding violently.
He grips on his shirt tighter as he felt his breath becoming even, he walked towards where the lavatory is for support, he felt his knee weakening. He saw his reflection on the mirror as he saw his feeble and confuse look, he uttered.
"Shingyouji-Kanemitsu… just what the hell are you thinking?"
A/N Okay I know Shongyouji became a little more vocal do you like that much better and stealing kisses again I hope you enjoy this chapter ^^