A/N Err... I know still stubborn Shingyouji enjoy
"You must be kidding me…," Shingyouji looked straight at Misu in disbelief. Whether he was too astounded by the sudden revelation or because he can't seem to bear Misu shedding tears, he doesn't know but at that moment, he realized that he's also crying.
Misu gulped and shook his head painfully as tears come following into his handsome face. "No, Shingyouji I'm not, you belong to me, you're my possession…"
"What the—I couldn't—how did—" The younger unexpectedly felt hard to breathe. The information without a warning, so abrupt that he's not even prepared for it. Though he knows there would be no preparations that would make him ready for this one. The exposure is just too overpowering, so shocking he can't even bring himself to make sense out of it. For a moment, he thought it's all just a big fat lie.
"Arata-san, if you're in for a joke it's not funny." He uttered with a gritted teeth. He's suffering from liking Misu so much and stuff like this is the last thing he would want to hear from the other especially if it's just all for his entertainment. Or on the other hand, is it possible that Misu see through him? Did he notice that the younger indeed has feelings for him and now he's making fun of it by saying they were lovers before? Shingyouji could feel his heart sinking.
He harshly wiped the tears off on his own face and glared at Misu only to find the tearful face of the other, his handsome calm face all damp and depress, his expressive eyes pleading for him to listen.
"No Shingyouji.. I never intend for you to find out this way… but I can't just let you go like that…" Misu said his voice breaking every now and then. Shingyouji could only stare in disbelief; everything is still unrealistic and incredulous for him to believe.
"S-so you're saying we're together?" Shingyouji asked and Misu nodded. "Y-you love me?"
Misu looked straight at him, and from there, he clearly saw the transition of Misu's eyes from the expression being entirely hurt to a tender, affectionate look. A soft smile graces the older's lips as he gazed oh so lovingly at the younger man. "If I know what love is…it is because of you. You're my definition of love Shingyouji, I can't even begin to explain how much I feel for you."
Shingyouji stared at him in uttermost incredulity. How can everything turned out this way? Though he can't deny how much his heart flutters and how he felt like he's floating on air on what Misu had said, still everything seemed to happened so fast… so abrupt… that it seems surreal.
He was busy contemplating and absorbing everything when he felt Misu grip his arm. He was astounded and yet he didn't find the strength to pull away.
"Don't go, wherever you're going… don't go. Let's talk this over", the older said in a soft voice yet it's clear that it's not a plea, but an order. He gently pulled away from Misu, having the other frowning with his action. Shingyouji didn't dare to meet his eyes as he stepped farther from the other.
"I-I'm leaving…" he uttered quietly
"Shingyouji wait!" Misu quickly grabbed his arm. The younger tried to tell him to let him go but before he utter those words, it came back again, the pain that had never visited him for a very long time like his head is splitting into two. Some flashbacks are appearing again.
"I told you to wait did you now hear me Shingyouji?"
"You belong to me Shingyouji, so why don't you do as I say? When I tell you to wait, you wait. If I tell you to stay you stay….
"Shingyouji…" Misu called him worriedly seeing him in pain again.
"G-get off…" he uttered with a cold tone still suppressing the pain, but it was no use the pain took over and he find himself having now difficulty to breath and suddenly he just fainted into Misu's arms.
After some hours, Shingyouji regained conciousness, he slowly opened his eyes as he adjusted his vision he saw Hayama beside him.
"Finally you're awake." He said with a smile.
"H-Hayama-san what happened?" he asked.
"Well Misu-kun said you fainted, he is just in the council office urgent meeting he told me to let you rest here for a while."
"Oh." He suddenly remembered what happened as he tried to get up Takumi stopped him.
"Don't move I know you're not feeling well just rest here."
"I can do it in my own room…"
"Please, Misu might worry if he did not see you here."
"Hayama-san…"
"What is it?"
"Is it true… I…uhm Arata-san…"
Takumi understand what his kouhai is trying to ask and replied. "Did he tell you about your relationship with him?"
"Yes he did .. but wait, so you mean you know?" he asked Takumi and the other shrugged.
"Well, not only me Gii, Akaike and Sagara were there knew about the two of you though I can't really say if you really are in a relationship but event hough, a piece of advice you couldn't just go and flirt with other people and leave him hurting. He had the right to know… you know…
That explains why Misu is begging him to stay earlier, the memory of Misu's tear stricken face crushed his heart.
"So.. w-we're really together?"
"Like I said I don't know if I would say that you're lovers but the the four of us witnessed how he stopped you back in Tanabata day when you tried to walk away, proclaiming in front of us that you belong to him, that you were his possession. You see that roommate of mine is not good at expressing things but lately he is becoming more obvious like I can read him now without asking him."
Takumi continued talking but Shingyouji were far from listening. He got stuck with the realization that he really like Misu before, the special feelings he harbored for the older man even before he entered Shidou, but now he's being so stubborn hard-headed to accept him, like he wants to keep it in his heart rather than take the risk, but now knowing that they ended up together, he's a lot more curious on one thing.
He needs to know ojust what extent he feels for Misu.
"Hayama-san…," he called his beloved senpain who's still currently busy on his monologue.
"Yes?" Takumi turned to him and pouted discovering he's not paying attention earlier.
"I was curious about… how much I liked… Arata-san…"
Takumi stared at him for some time and slowly, a smile form on his face. It has been so long since the last time he saw Shingyouji looking naïve and vulnerable.
"Well, we're not always together I mean we have our own school activities so I couldn't detailed on how have you got involved with Misu, however I could tell you something that you had been loving him and was always beside him, but still you are admiring him from afar when he is away from you." Takumi replied.
"He doesn't like it. He doesn't love me anymore," Misu uttered in a bitter tone Gii and Akaike groaned, for the umpteenth time actually that day.
"He was just surprised, shock." Akaike tried to reason out.
"He wants to leave me alone." He answered looking so lifeless, Gii and Akaike could only trade looks hopelessly. This is not the Misu they both know.
"So you're going to give up?" how could you even deserve his love if you're not even willing to fight for it? Surrendering with just a few harsh words from Shingyouji-kun. Where's that Misu we know the cold one but oh so determine to keep his beloved pet huh? As your rival all I can say is you're a distress Misu-Arata."
"And a shame"
"And a disgrace.."
"Hey!" Misu bolted up. "I was just having my moment of brooding okay? Who said I will give up Shingyouji? NOT GONNA HAPPENED." He exclaimed.
"Then do you think your sulking could help you?" Gii taunted.
"Who said I don't have anything in mind? I've thought about this before, anticipating for this moment to happen, really." He uttered and the glint of determination didn't go unnoticed.
"You're up to something?" Akaike asked, relieve that Misu is back to himself again.
"Yes and I need your help, and I also need Izumi and Yoshizawa to join us."
"Help for what?" Gii asked.
"You'll see…" Misu answered with a cheeky grin. "My beloved pet is so going to get it tonight." For a moment Gii and Akaike felt that chill emanating from the Shidou President.
Shingyouji and Takumi had already been talking all day suddenly he heard a knock and it was Toshihisa whispering to Takumi to bring their kouhai to the auditorium telling him an urgent meeting, Takumi seemed to understand and he just nodded he turned to Shingyouji telling him if he could accompany him, the younger who is now feeling better agreed without hesitating.
As they reached the place, Shingyouji packed as the lights were all turned off, but Takumi suddenly exclaimed they had arrived and suddenly the room is filled with lights. He suddenly saw some banners with cute kitten design with hearts on it, Shingyouji blushed beet red reading the words "SHINGYOUJI BELONGS TO MISU FOREVER."
On the center of the room, his senpais are there with Misu in the center.
"They helped me set this up and everything was supposed to be chocolate and the kittens but then draw random things, I'm giving the freedom to rip it up." Misu uttered and a faint whine could be hear amongst his friends.
Shingyouji could only gape in awe. They prepare all this? For what? Misu smiled a tiny one, as if reading what the younger was thinking. He just hoped the other won't freak out on what he was about to say. Nevertheless, even if he does, he had no plans on backing out in this.
"You've got to prepare yourself Shingyouji-Kanemitsu,,," he uttered and Shingyouji frowned, whilst he can hear his senpais snicker.
"Ready for what?"
Misu smirk, the first time he did in days, the playfulness in it can be easily trace.
"Prepare to fall in love with me all over again."
And Shingyouji was suddenly deafened with his friends loud jeers.
A/N Who wants more over cheesy Misu, I know but I think I love him having this aura ^^
