"China?"

"Yes, the exchange school committee asked me for you to accept the offer which you rejected last month." Shimada-sensei pushing a folder of files to Misu which the latter recognized. Those were the offer for different out-of the country conference which he politely decline since he has to take care of Shingyouji.

"But sensei, I just can't leave like that, and I have yet to fix things here in Shidou."

"It won't take long, just for two weeks and then you would be back after that."

"But."

"Sensei…" Gii spoke for the first time that evening. "I'll talk to him." He uttered to their principal and the other just nodded, picking up the laptop and files and leave for the two student to talk.

"Shingyouji… Saki he…" Misu said almost inaudibly.

"I know and you have to listen…"

And Misu can't do anything but hear his rival out indeed.

"He went where?!"

"T-Taiwan. He'll be staying there in two weeks or so…" Takumi answered softly and Shingyouji, without much thinking grab his jacket and headed outside.

"Shingyouji, you can't just go outside!" he heard Akaike shouted but all the other words were muffled as he went far away. His mind was blank, refusing to process anything except the fact that he needs to see Misu.

Misu knows he will still be able to call him the moment he got to Taiwan, he knows he will still see him when he comes back, but the need to see the other is overpowering and he knows he won't be able to think and act properly unless he had seen him face to face. There were so many things he wants to say, so many things he wanted to. He hasn't told him the news that he's willing to try, for real this time. And he's ready to give anything just so he'll see the other happy.

He's still has yet to say that he loves him.

"Maybe I really love you after all…" he whispered as he went inside a cab after an hour he went out however as he was about to cross that street seems Shingyouji still have a trauma due to the accident usually he would be accompanied by someone but now he is alone he is so afraid. What if tthis time he won't be lucky? What if this time he won't survive?

He remembered, him, Misu, the great amount of fear is replaced with a certain determination. He knows he would hate himself if he won't be able to cat up Misu now. He should tell him everything he needs to personall, not through the phone or through cyber-messaging but face to face. He should, Misu deserves that kind of confession.

He was actually planning something sweet, maybe not too grand but definitely romantic, just as what a romantic guy like Misu justifies. But all of that could wait.

For now he has a plane to catch

Ten minutes.

He wished he could at least saw his face.

Will he be running to him the moment he found out he left? Will he be appearing in that airport to bid goodbye, tell him to take care and that he'll miss him? Misu smiled bitterly at the thought. It's funny how he can still hope for such things to happen. If Shingyouji indeed thought like that, he should have at least called. But he never did, Misu had been checking on his phone for the last hour.

So maybe Shingyouji didn't care for him after all. Whatever the reason behind the unexpected love-making, maybe it was all on impulse. Maybe he had failed to capture his heart. Maybe it's really the end of it all.

How he felt like dying just thinking of that fact.

Five minutes.

"Let's go Misu." He heard Izumi spoke who was also chosen in the conference and Misu nodded, standing up and picking his luggage. He managed to look back, desperately searching for any signs of his possession, but there was none. He walked in a painfully slow pahse, silently praying a creating young man will appear and stop him. It's not that they won't be seeing each other again but… he needs an assurance. A guarantee that there's someone waiting for him to get back.

But then again, how pathetic can he get.

Shingyouji will never run after him.

Shingyouji bit his bottom lip as he wandered his eyes in the sea of people around. He surveyed the area, eyes keened for a sign of Misu or Izumi. He walked fast, ran, turning his head here and there to locate the familiar figure. He was practically ignoring some people, he's too busy too care.

He walked over at the departure are, it was restricted, but he was hoping he could still see Misu and then maybe he could scream to catch his attention at least. To hell with the attention he'll be getting.

He's feeling frustrated, there were too many people. Just where can Misu be?

He checked his watch 10:16pm. He forgot to ask the time of his flight. But still, he's hoping. One last chance, at least one last chance.

Greeting him overhead is the big airport departure board. He quickly scanned going to Taiwan and seeing it, he just felt all his enrgy drained out.

Flight YH 0987 DESTINATION:TAIWAN DEPARTURE TIME: 10:15PM

Maybe it's not meant to be.

Misu wiped the tears that keep coming as he go went outside the airport, maybe fighting is useless. Maybe he really doesn't deserve Misu. Maybe after all, letting him go will still be the best thing to do.

His vision was almost blur due to his crying he failed to notice a certain car passing by, Shingyouji abruptly fell down, he wasn;t hurt but he felt like his head was violently shaken up, he could feel himself dizzy, his head throbbing in pain. He shuts his eyes, there were voices screaming, but there were more than that.

"Anou misu, how is that written?"

"Why would I tell you something like that?"

"Because I'd like to know. I'm Shingyouji Kanemitsu using the characters…"

"Did I ask for your name?"

"Please I beg you…"

"I like you…"

"My first name I'll tell you one you get into Shidou, stupid crybaby."

"Shingyouji, I told you to wait or did you not hear me you belong to me SHingyouji. So why don't you do as I say? When I tell you to wait to do so. If I tell you to stay you stay."

"If you really want to broke up with I understand I hope I could just forgot you for ever…"

before the break up hearing about the senior's party he sneaked on the video room wanting to give Misu a message.

"Nee- Arata-san realizing we've come this far, I know I have doubts in our relationship but… I know nothing would break us apart. Whatever happens, you will always… always find your way back to me. And I do too, my heart will always lead me back to you." Shingyouji said but decided to delete it because it sounds to cheesy making him do another message for the older guy.

"I will always love you…" that came as a whisper. Shingyouji breathed heavily as his grip on a post tightens. He's still dizzy but it was all too clear.

"Oh my God… oh my God Arata-san." He uttered weakly as tears flows and he clapped a hand over his mouth to prevent the sobs. "My Arata-san…"

A/N: Yeah random falshback from Pure movie and some I made up lol!, so I hope you enjoy this chapter ideas by my friend (he is now throwing ideas two consecutive chapter) and written by me so for this we claim the story ^^ I do the update again hope you enjoy it. Please leave reviews if you have time. Update will be next week. BYE BYE!