Loren fell asleep on Eddie's chest Nora walked in and saw Loren asleep and Eddie just looking at her sleep then he looked up to see Nora
Nora: hey Eddie need to eat something
Eddie: I'm okay I'm not hungry
Nora: are sure
Eddie: Yes
Nora: okay then when you do get hungry just go to the kitchen
Eddie: okay thank you Nora
Nora: you're welcome
Nora left the room then Eddie's phone stared to ring he took it out his pocket and that it Max he ignore it
At the MK
Max: he send me to voice mail
Katy: maybe his at a meeting
Max: yeah maybe
Katy: you sound worried what's wrong
Max: its nothing
Katy: okay
Jake came in the MK
Jake: hey have you guys seen Eddie
Katy: we thought he was with you
Jake: no the last time I saw him was last week
Max: well he doesn't answer my calls
Jake: do you have any clues were he can be
Katy: Loren
Max: that's right
Jake: well let's go check
Max Katy and Jake went to Loren's house and they saw his car they went and knock Nora open the door and she looked sad
Katy: hi Nora
Nora: hi Katy Max and
Jake: Jake I'm Eddie's manager
Nora: hi Jake nice to meet you come in
Max: thank you
they all sat down on
Katy: Nora is Eddie here
Nora: yeah his with Loren but he won't leave her side
Max: why what's wrong with Loren
Nora stared to cry and Katy went and sat next to her and gave her hug to calm her down
Katy: what's wrong Nora
Nora clean her tears and then stared to talk
Nora: um Loren got it again
Katy: what that can't be I thought the doctor took it all out
Nora: that's what we all thought
Max: but when did you guys find out
Nora: just today
Jake: I'm sorry Nora
Nora: thanks Jake
Katy: can I go to her room
Nora: of course just go straight through that hallway
Katy: okay thank you
she got up and went to Loren's room she knock and went in and saw Loren still asleep she saw Eddie next to Loren
Katy: hey son
Eddie looked up and saw his mom then looked back at Loren
Eddie: hey Ma
Katy went next to Eddie and put her hand on his shoulder
Eddie: looked at her ma she looks so calm
Katy: she does Ed
a tear escape from Eddie's eye
Eddie: Ma I need to stay strong for her
Katy: we all do but sometimes we need to let out our tears and not be afraid too
Eddie didn't say anything he just looked at Loren with a few tears rolling down his cheeks
Eddie: I love her so much
Katy: I know you do
Eddie: I don't want to lose her
Katy: and your not she's a strong girl
Eddie: why did it have to have been to her
Katy: no one knows why Ed
he had more tears know and Katy began to have tears too she hated to see his son like this Nora Max and Jake were listening they also had tears
Eddie: Ma can you pass me that book
Katy got the book that said MY SONG BOOK
Katy: this one
Eddie: yes
she gave it too him and carefully moved Loren off his chest and open the book and turn a few pages until he found a the right page then passed it to Katy
Katy: what is this
Eddie: it's a song Loren wrote when she first got cancer
Katy read the lyrics and had tears again she finish reading she turn the page and saw more but it was for a different song she looked up and Eddie and showed him the other song Eddie read some of it
Eddie: If today's the day I die
Lay me down under the lights
Let me fall in love
Let me save a life
And let me lose my voice
Singing all my favorite songs
Let me stare up at the stars
'Cause it's where we all belong
My heart like a fire
Work in my chest
My only regret
Is having regrets
Traveled the world
I loved every step
And all I know is...
No one, no lives forever
But we will be remembered
For what we do right now
Eddie had tears he looked at Loren and gave her kiss on her cheek he closed the book and got up and put it back and gave Katy a hug they were both crying
Katy: Eddie everything is going to be good and you and her are going to live happy ever after
Eddie: I hope so Ma I don't want to leave
Katy: I know and she's not going to not anytime soon
Eddie: thank you Ma
Katy: you're welcome now go get something to eat and I will stay here with Loren
Eddie: okay
he went out and saw Max Nora and Jake with tears they all gave him a hug
Eddie: I'm going to go get something to eat
Nora: you don't have to go I made some spaghetti
Eddie: okay
Nora and Eddie went to the kitchen she gave him a plate of spaghetti Eddie ate all of it Katy was sitting there when she saw Loren waking up she got and went and sat on the bed
Katy: hey Loren
Loren: hi Katy I thought Eddie was here
Katy: he was he went to get something to eat how are you feeling
Loren: tired weak
Katy: oh sweetie I'm sorry
Loren: you don't have to be sorry
Katy: Loren
Loren: I'm sorry Katy I'm just scared what if I don't make it this time
Katy: I know your scared I would been scared to and I be thinking the same as you but you know what would keep me going
Loren: what
Katy: you should know
Loren: Max and Eddie
Katy: now you have to think of the one's you love who keep you going
Loren: my mom Eddie and my best friend Mel
Katy: there you go now don't take that out of your mind and remember they are there for you and so are me and Max
Loren: thank you Katy
Katy: no need to thank me
Katy gave Lo a hug she help Loren up and they went out to the living room seeing Max and Jake sitting on the couch and Eddie just joined them he saw his mom and Loren coming he went and helped Loren to the couch and he sat next to her they all talk and ate then Jake left then Max and Katy now it was only Eddie Loren and Nora they talked a little more then Loren stared to feel tired and Eddie took her to her room Nora let Eddie stay they all fell asleep
well here's chapter 19 the part that's bold is part a song named Living Stronger By The Cab