YAY chapter 9 here everyone! Let's see where this goes with this chapter, I'm thinking my M rating will come in to play here ;) So anywho lets get the ball rolling here and not keep the suspense up any longer. As always I do not own any of these characters.
All through the night, Jack held on to her. She hardly moved since she fell asleep. He was unable to keep his eyes off of her sleeping form, in fear of her slipping away from him. How it had gotten to this point between them, he wasn't entirely sure. All he knew was that she meant everything to him and he needed to protect her. Pitch almost had gotten away with destroying her, but yet that spark they created had saved her. The image of her collapsing replayed in his mind making his body tense. Pitch crossed a line, and that bothered him. He heard her wince, his body immediately relaxing, hers followed. He sighed, "Don't worry Elsa, you're safe with me." he whispered.
The sun began to peak through the window, bringing light to the room. He glanced down at her, her slow, even breathing kept him reassured she was still there. His hand ran along her arm gently, he felt her head shift against his chest making small sounds. He chuckled, "Elsa." he calmly began to wake her. She buried her face in his shirt as more muffled sounds came from her. Jack ran his fingers through her hair, "How are you feeling sleepy head?" he coaxed. She shifted more and turned her face up to face his, her eyes slowly cracking open. Jack smiled, "There they are. Those gorgeous blue eyes have been sealed away far too long."
Elsa slowly moved, wincing slightly, Jack kissed her forehead gently, "How do you feel?" She sighed as she snuggled closer to him, "Weak, but okay otherwise." Jack nodded, "Do you think you can sit up?" glancing down at her. She shrugged, "Not sure." Jack pulled himself up, "Well let us see then." as he helped her. She winced slightly, but managed to, "I feel so not me." Jack raised an eyebrow, "How so?" She stared down at her hands, "I feel like nothing." Jack shook his head, "Don't think like that Elsa. The important thing is, is that you are still here."
She looked back up at him, "How Jack? I remember him ending me just like that, then I am back here in your arms." Jack shrugged, "Whatever it was that sparked between us, it kept you alive. Pitch was unable to touch that." She shivered at the thought of it all, she hugged her knees to her chest. Jack ran his hand down her arm, "Hey don't let it get to you. Everything will be alright now." She peeked up at him, "How can you be so sure?" Jack smiled, "Because I will do whatever it takes to make it so." as he stood up. She watched him, "Where are you going?" He chuckled, "I have to go check on a few things, don't worry I'll be right back."
She nodded, "Okay." Jack smiled, "If you're up for it, you're welcome to do whatever you want." She nodded, "Alright. Where will you be?" Jack shrugged, "Just in town, have to make sure things are doing well there and what not. You know, the whole Guardian thing." as he walked out the door. Elsa stared around the room, she decided to do something. She got to her feet and fell back down on the bed. She grunted, she moved too fast, too soon. She slowly got back up and to her feet. She paced around the room before she walked out and down the hall.
She made her way to the kitchen and got herself a glass of water. She sipped it slowly at first before she gulped it down. She filled it up again and drank the water, but managed to just take smaller sips this round. She walked around the house trying to find something to do. She stared out the front room window, there was snow falling. She smiled knowing Jack was out there bringing more for everyone. She felt so much different than she was before. She no longer felt Pitch's darkness, or his presence. She was thankful that Jack was there to help her, but still couldn't believe she wasn't completely destroyed.
She sat her water down and felt her mind wander and begin to remember just before she blacked out. Pitch had told her she was nothing and would prove it. He ended her with a snap of his finger, she remembered hearing Jack yell then nothing. She gasped remembering the quick feeling of nothing there anymore. She hugged her body, feeling completely empty inside now. She made her way back upstairs to her room to wait for Jack to return. She shut the door behind her and walked over to her bed. She saw something catch her eye and paused. She glanced over and spotted a floor length mirror. She walked over and stared at her reflection, this was the first time she had actually seen her appearance.
Her eyes wandered up and down the image in the mirror. Her eyes met hers in the mirror and she stared, barely registering that this was her. She felt more empty the more she stared at herself, Pitch's words haunting her memory. How she was able to stand there alive, she was unsure. Pitch was right, he was able to end her, but something stopped him from succeeding all the way. She placed her hand to her chest, "Still nothing in there. Just like before, only worse now." feeling her body shake with sadness. She glanced back at her eyes again, "I want to be more than nothing."
You are nothing. Nothing cannot feel love, cannot show love, cannot be loved.
Her mind tormented her with Pitch's words. His voice still in her head, though he wasn't present in her heart anymore. She glared at the person staring back at her, "I am not nothing." she whispered.
Yes. you. are.
She screamed back at her reflection, "I am not nothing!" her fist connecting with the glass causing it to shatter along with frost and ice spiking from it. She collapsed to her knees and sobbed, her knuckles were sore and bleeding. More ice and frost sparked from the ground around her.
Downstairs, Jack had returned and came back into the house. Everything was fine and there weren't any signs of Pitch. He had to bring some snow, but was also looking out for Pitch. He didn't want to worry Elsa about him after what she went through. He made it as quick of a trip as possible setting his staff to the side and shut the door behind him. He saw no sign of her, he figured she stayed in her room. He brushed the snow from his hair when he heard her scream followed by glass breaking. Jack felt his heart race and bolted up the stairs. He burst through the door, "Elsa what's wrong!"
He spotted her on the floor crying, glass from the mirror scattered in front of her as well as ice and frost. He went over to her side, her body shaking in his arms. He held her to him, the ice and frost began to slip away. He spoke calmly to her, "It's ok, I'm here." as he examined her hand. He watched her body heal itself once he removed a couple pieces of glass from it. She didn't seem phased by it and just held onto him, her voice whispering, "Am I really nothing Jack? I don't want to be nothing." Jack sighed, though Pitch was gone from her, his words were not and that bothered him. He just held her close, "You are much more than that Elsa. Believe me." She pulled back and looked at him, "I'm not nothing." as if trying to convince herself. He nodded, "That's right." brushing her tears away with his thumb.
She stared at him, "I don't feel anything, I don't know anything. How can I be otherwise?" her lip quivering. He just kept eye contact with her, "You are more than whatever Pitch had claimed you to be. You just need to see that, feel that." She clenched her eyes shut, "How Jack?" she felt his body shift and then felt hers lifted from the ground. He sat her on the bed carefully, his hand cupping her face, "By letting me show you." as he pressed his lips to hers. She gasped at the soft contact, her body was then pushed back onto the bed with him hovering over her. She felt her body tense in fear as she remembered the pain this caused her. Jack pulled back keeping their lips close as he spoke, "Do not be afraid Elsa, just let me show you." pressing back.
His lips were soft and cold against hers, pressing the kiss deeper. She awaited the oncoming fire that would hurt, but it never came, at least not the same as before. There was a fire that burned, but a different fire. It was one that slowly built itself up inside, except it spread throughout her body, causing shivers to coarse through her. Jack continued to press his lips to hers, feeling the joy inside when she slowly began to respond. She moaned and gasped in response as she felt her body wanting to respond more and more to him. He pulled back as she gasped for air, his lips caressing the skin of her neck. His voice reminding her, "You can be loved Elsa, let me show you that."
She turned her face to meet his, she slowly nodded. He smiled pressing his lips back to hers, his tongue tracing her bottom lip. She slowly parted them, his tongue slipped past easily. She gasped feeling his tongue meet her own, soft and gentle, as a dance began between them. His hand slid along her curves, her body quivered at his gentle touch. He kept his pace slow with her, her mind was in a haze. He pulled back staring at her breathless form, her eyes meeting his. She felt her lips part, before biting her bottom lip, "Show me Jack. I want to know. I want to know what love is." Jack kissed her forehead, "Only for you, know that." She nodded slowly embracing his touches. His hand slid to her waist as his lips captured hers again.
She felt herself responding more to his kisses, she gasped feeling his fingers brush under her shirt against her skin. Those cold fingers gently rolling against her bare stomach. He pulled back enough to help slip her shirt off. His eyes gazed lovingly at her half naked form. He sat above her waist, his hand traveling up her stomach, between her breasts and back down. Her body arched in response to his touch. He watched her hands grasp the hem of his hoodie and pushed it upwards. Jack took hold of it and removed it. Her eyes wandered over his toned chest, her cheeks tinted pink. He chuckled, she had never done anything like this before, he wanted to make it more meaningful now.
Her fingers brushed along his stomach before reaching up his bare chest. He enjoyed her soft touch, her fingers matching his own with the cold. He bent back over kissing her tenderly before moving down. She squirmed and gasped under his touch, his lips pressing between her breasts. His eyes gazed up at hers, her eyes were half open as she stared back. He kissed her gently where her heart would be, "I long to feel this beat for me." His words hit her, he meant every single one, she was beginning to understand. He watched her gaze falter from his, his lips had kissed over to her breast taking hold of her nipple gently. She felt her eyes shoot open, her mouth gaped open as she gasped.
Jack chuckled, he could only imagine her reaction with his other intentions he had planned for her. She felt her hands grasping his shoulders, feeling his lips suck her gently before going to her other neglected breast. The fire inside her was igniting more, and it was spreading fast through out her body. His lips continued to suck and nip at her hardened nipples. His hand slid down the front of her body before he met her sex through her pants. Her voice hitched in her throat when he applied his gentle touch to her. His eyes meeting hers as his fingers pushed against the fabric to her sex. She felt more of the fire spread, and it began to pool between her legs. Her body responded to his touch, she desired more.
Jack slid his fingers up and down her sex repeatedly. It went up, and down, up, and down, up, and finally back down beneath the material. Elsa's back arched high feel his cold fingers meet the fire of her burning sex. His eye met hers as he pulled his mouth from her breasts. His hand just cupped her gently, his eyes searching hers for any uncertainty. Finding none, he began to rub against her, feeling her sex slicken against his fingers. Her eyes darted down watching his wrist move in correspondence with his fingers beneath the material. It heightened her arousal even more, her mouth hung open feeling herself come undone under his touch. The fire was becoming more and more, her breathing increased.
Jack stroked her a few more times before slipping out, her breathing was still irregular. He pulled himself up and eyed her. Her gaze never left him, watching his every movement. Jack took hold of the button and pulled it apart. His fingers hooked into the zipper, pulling it down slowly. He watched with amusement as her breathing began to increase with his movements. He hooked the rim of her pant and slid them down and off. Now at the base of her body, his mouth nipped at her foot gently before moving to her ankle. He felt her toes curl in response as he kissed up her leg, nipping at the back of her knee. His kisses grew higher up her inner thigh, his eyes meeting her sex. She was definitely wet, her panties showed the proof of that.
His lips kissed her sex gently, before he nuzzled into her, feeling her clench the blankets around her. Her scent was intoxicating, he wanted her to feel everything. He pulled back seeing her slightly disappointed. He grinned down at her, his hand rubbing against her, "I want you to feel this, know how I feel towards you." She whimpered under his touch wanting more of him and only him. She now knew the meaning of this more and more. Her eyes widened slightly as she felt her panties slipping down and off. She was now completely nude before him, yet she didn't feel ashamed. His eyes wandered up and down her beautiful body. She was perfect to him.
She watch him press his lips to hers before they began there long journey down her body. His lips teasing her every second, her body feeling more of the fire she just wanted extinguished. His lips hovered above her sex, his cool breath taunting her, her body shivered. Jack pressed his lips to her, kissing her gently. She gasped feeling her hips buck forward. He chuckled as he repeated his teases again. She felt frustrated, but soon felt her back arching wildly, her fists clenching the blankets as his lips buried themselves around her sex. His lips moved against her, receiving gasping, panting, and her hips rolling to meet his mouth.
His tongue slowly slid up her slit from her core, to her sensitive nub hidden beneath her lips. He pulled back slightly to part her legs more. Her body shivered feeling her legs spread, leaving nothing to the imagination now. His eyes glanced over every inch of her wet sex, his tongue dipping into her core. She moaned as her hand found his hair running her fingers though it. His mouth closed over her clit and sucked. Her body writhed against his mouth, the fire inside devouring everything. A loud gasp/cry escaped her parted mouth as she felt a finger slip inside her. Jack was still before he slowly pressed it in and out of her.
She felt his finger stroke her inside, his mouth applying a never ceasing pressure to her nub, it built up the pleasure more and more. A second finger slipped inside and curled, she felt her body jerk. Jack moaned against her sex, everything about her was like a drug: her smell, her taste, his name escaping her lips. His fingers moved faster as did his mouth, he kept her from moving away. Her mind was in overdrive and her body was begging for release. Jack felt her contract against his fingers, his name cried out as she came. His fingers prolonged her bliss as he kept them going at a slow pace inside her. Her body twitching in response to her orgasm. His lips pulled away from her clit, eyeing where his fingers were.
He slowly removed his soaking fingers and sucked them clean before moving back up to capture her lips. She moaned into his mouth feeling his tongue invade her mouth, her taste still on him. He pulled back, both of them panting as she stared up at him. Jack smiled as he sat himself up a bit, "How do you feel?" She shivered, her words failed her, he smiled pecking her lips gently, "We aren't done yet my love." His words catching her attention, she was ready. She watched him remove his pants and boxers before returning to her. His body pressed against her, the fire reignited. She gasped feeling his member rub against her, his eyes meeting hers, "Now let me show you my love for you." his tip meeting her entrance.
She nodded in approval feeling him slowly push in. She cried out slightly her back arching a bit as he pushed inside. Her body shook as he pulled back and pushed all the way in. She held her breath as it caught in her throat, Jack held very still. He eyed her, "Breathe my love." She gasped as she remembered to breathe, he slowly began to move. She felt him fill her more and more, her hips soon rolling up to meet his. Jack pressed them close together as his hips thrust inside her again and again. His lips found hers, both panting in each others mouths as his thrusts continued more and more harder.
He pulled back and his pace quickened, his name echoed from her lips. He continued to press again and again, filling her, pushing her further into the abyss. She felt herself coming again, her voice gasped and pleaded for it. Jack happily obliged and went further for her. Her walls tightened around him as she felt herself release, his name she cried out in pleasure. It was all he needed to be sent over the edge as he filled her, releasing his seed inside her. Her body wracked with shivers as he collapsed next to her, holding her close. She snuggled into his embrace as her body slowly made the climb back down. Jack kissed her forehead gently. She just held onto him as her body adjusted to him slipping out. She looked up at him, "So that is what that means?"
Jack smiled and nodded, "One way of showing it, yes. It's the most vulnerable forms of love one can show towards another." She looked up at him, "How so Jack?" He kissed her again, "Because the heart is where the love comes from. The heart can open up just the way we did, but doing so can be risky." She nodded, "I see." as she buried her face into his chest. She felt things in ways she never knew existed. She knew Jack loved her, she understood what that felt like, but was she able to love him in return having no heart? Jack ran his hand down her arm, "What's on your mind my love?" She sighed as she traced her hand over his chest, "Is it possible to love without a heart Jack?"
Jack rolled her onto her back with him over her, "I believe it is possible to love with a heart that needs guidance. It's there Elsa, we just need to nurture it." kissing her tenderly. She moaned into the kiss as he pulled back, his smile never faltering, "I love you Elsa, please know that." His words echoed inside her as she felt her body shake. Jack looked at her concerned, "Elsa?" She winced, "I think you m-may be right Jack." taking his hand in hers and resting it to her chest. Jack's eyes widened feeling a small thump beneath the skin. She felt her body shiver, he pulled her to him. She nuzzled her face in the crook of his neck, "Show me more Jack, I want you to show me more of love." Jack just pulled her close to him, smiling, "Only for you." as they began to explore the new possibilities.
WOO yeah there we have it everyone! So yeah I feel good about this chapter and so yeah hit me up with a review and let me know your thoughts, and I will see you all again next chapter.