Chapter 2 Paily Break up (Make It Nasty?)
Emily on a typical sunday in her girlfriend paiges room with the tv on and her diary on the bed. Emily was writing in her diary very horrible things…..things she will soon regret
Dear Diary,
It's me again I know its been awhile so I'll catch you up on everything….I've done something…..something very bad I couldn't control myself I regret only some of what i did not all. What will she say if she finds out I...I don't want to hurt her I really didn't mean for any of this to affect her or us. I love paige I do but she wasn't giving me what needed ,these girls got to me and ben he was so friendly…..I know ben is my Ex- and he tried to hurt me and whatever but….. i….i think i still love him…. I know i do love him thats why i ummmm had sex with him I REALLY hope i don't get pregnant then paige will find out and i don't want to hurt her she may even find out i cheated on her with a girl named santana from ohio and i tried to kiss alison AGAIN but ever i need to stop worrying about paige finding out i need to making sure she doesn't find out I love her deeply and truly
Love Emily (Em) P.s. I think ben and I are dating again
Emily puts her pen down and gets up grabs her coat and heads to the brew while paige in the are suppose to meet u their later for a date…...paige gets out the shower and dresses herself in nicest pair of clothing she could checks her hair in the mirror and turns to see emily's diary on the bed she opens it to the emily left off at and reads it out loud "Dear Diary, It's me again I know its been awhile so I'll catch you up on everything….I've done something…..something very bad I couldn't control myself I regret only some of what i did not all. What will she say if she finds out I...I don't want to hurt her I really didn't mean for any of this to affect her or us. I love paige I do but she wasn't giving me what needed ,these girls got to me and ben he was so friendly…..I know ben is my Ex- and he tried to hurt me and whatever but" Pagie stops turns around and puts the diary behind her back at the room door stood Hanna Marin
Paige- ummmm….Hey?!
Hanna-Hey?
Paige- What ya doing?
Hanna- Here?
Paige-Yeah
Hanna- Nothing
Paige- What are you doing here than?!
Hanna- Oh! I came for Em's phone
Paige- Oh (paige's says as she throws emilys phone to hanna)
Hanna- Should i tell her you were looking in her diary?
Paige- Ummm no i'm sorry
Hanna- Its ok one thing i learned from ali is got a secret can you keep it!
Paige- Will you tell?
Hanna- No!
Paige-Thanks
Hanna-No problem
Paige- Ummmm…. Cool
Hanna- Your hair looks nice
Paige-Ummm thanks
Hanna- So did emily wear my 3 inch heels and nothing else like i said to?
Pagie-NO! NO! NO!( paige makes the most disgusted face she could at hanna)
Hanna- Oh….Well this is weird
Paige- Yeah well you look nice
Hanna-THANKS! I used a instyler to do it it took a while….
Pagie-?
Hanna-Blah...Blah….Blah( Hanna talks on and on about her hair as paige is confused on what to say)
Paige- You look really pretty!( paiges screams to try to get to change the subject)
Hanna-Thanks?
Paige- Soo?
Hanna-So?okay then?
Paige-So i'll go with you to the brew now
Hanna-Wait no! I have to visit caleb and hang out with spencer she just went through some stuff so you have to go alone
Paige-Yeah thats fine so should i take emilys phone to her than?
Hanna-No she doesn't want it now we are going to meet up later
Paige-oh okay
Hanna-Okay bye
Paige walks into the brew and see's Emily making out with ben on a table Paige's eyes widen she puts her arm on the door to hold her up because she was so close to falling she turns her head to see shana and samara making out on the counter she wish she never saw that she see' jenna talking to some girl in a corner then she see a girl (santana) grab emily and kisses her while grabbing her butt pagie nearly throws up pagie starts to crys as she notices emily and ben heading to the same bathroom O_o she starts to cry in her hands emily stops turns her head to see paige's head in her hands crying she walks over and begs pagie to forgive her
Pagie-Why why emily was i not enough?
Emily- No you were alright i just needed…..
Paige- A Boy and real sex!
Emily- Yes…..I mean no i wanted you to love me like you use to
Paige- What? are you a sex magnet now? if you're talking about sex i can do better if your talking about love and affection i can give that to you i love you emily?
Emily- You called me a B**** the other day paige!
Paige-I'm sorry i had a problem with you singing while i was doing my homework! I'm sorry i am trying to pass and go to college and be someone emily! I'm so so so sorry i can't be a guy! I even more sorry i can't grow a dick!Gosh emily i am really trying in this relationship or what ever this is to you
Emily-Sorry!I'm so Sorry! please forgive me
Paige- thats it thats all you are going to say and you want me to forgive you(paiges slaps emily in the face so hard that emilys eyes water up. Pagie runs to the back door but before she can get out a whole bunch of ofs tackle her and start punching her stabbing her and making fun of her pagie begins out emilys name emily sits down and watches .One of the boys walks over to emily gets in her face grabs her hair and kisses her then he says "help make fun of this girl now!" emily didn't know what to do so she does what they say she yells out "YOU LOOK LIKE A BOY! IS THAT SUPPOSE TO BE A CUTE OUTFIT I COULD DRESS BETTER WITH MY EYES CLOSED!" the other boys laugh along with emily one of the boys yell out "GAY GIRL" and then tell emily to call her it to "what" emily says "no….NO NO" I won't do it emily yells he puts s blade to emilys chin " no you can kill me now ,emily says" one of the other boys stabs paige in the stomach and then all the boys yell at emily to call pagie gay "Stop!Stop! paige you gay you're a nasty gay girl! See i said it now please stop hurting her please" every thing in the room stops the boys get in a circle and push emily around while ben picks up paige and walks out the building to get her to a hospital but the boys ran out after them they push ben down some of the boys start to bet up ben while to others take paige into a alley and try to rap her pagie screams just then ben beats up every boy in front of him and goes to stop the other two he gets to them right as they pull down pagies pants Ben pushes them off paige and start to fight them he grabs a knife out of one of the boys pants and stabs them in the chest not killing them ben walks to paige
Ben- I'm sorry
Paige-for what you just saved me
Ben- for taking emily
Paige- emily wanted you not me its not your fault its hers
Emily runs to paige with the police
Emily- Pagie i'm so sorry ben wasn't fast enough
Ben and pagie both make a face they both say at the same time"were done we don't need you"
Paige- we need someone who loves and cares about us
Ben & Paige-And someone who will not blame us for something they do
Emily-What?!
Paige- ben will will
Ben-Stop! let me ask you paige will you go out with me?
Paige-I would love to….your the most amazing Person i ever meant
Emily-Paige how could you do this to me you really hurt me i loved you paige
Paige-there are three problems you said you loved me no love me you cheated and you called me gay when you are too you're the one who taught me to stand up for what and who i love but i guess you and i were wrong
Emily-Really i guess you're right you should hide who you love
Paige- No you should show them to the world and show who you love and thats them and only them and i wasn't wrong about that i was wrong about loving you you're not my love and i should have never tried with us but i learned a lesson from my mistake the person you love and fight for should love and fight for you but you didn't do that ben did and that proves you never loved me and you never will because you are just a heartless soul i don't think you even can love!
Emily-OH! I get it this is all bens fault look what you did ben
Ben- what B*****!
Emily-How rude!you should be begging me to forgive you
Paige gets carried away with ben holding her hand….Emily seats in the very dark alley and cries for a long time then Santana walks into the alley and says,"it's okay em"
Emily-Its not okay i cheated and i won't ever forgive myself and there will never be someone who will love me like pagie did
Santana-I can love like she did no I can love you more
Emily-You can?You will? why i am horrible i am a cheater and a liar ….I think i love you I want to love you the right why.I loved paige so much she the best thing that ever happened to me she made me who i am i don't know who i'm trying to play i'm not straight or bisexual i'm lesbian and i love girls and need to realize that and stop trying to change and fit in with everyone i am who i am and i love who i do and if people don't like it they can go and live some else cause i'm not ever gonna change who i love and thats paige
Santana-then why cheated on her
Emily-Because i felt like i owed it to everyone
Santana-but we didn't know before so what did you owe me/
Emily-I liked you but i am too mad to date ben stole pagie from me i thought i likes him but i dont!
Santana-No he didn't steal her from you you let her you loved her as much as you said you did you wouldn't have let her she loved you half as much i as did she would be here not me she would fight for you like i would i love you not her!
Emily-I….I don't know what to say Santana
Santana- Tell me how you feel or think about me if you can prove you don't feel the same way i'll leave you alone if you can't i'll fight for us to be together.
Emily-Your helpful,nice,kind,beautiful,amazing,talent ,you're not like many others you kind of my everything
Santana-I know it comes naturally! but look i gave my girlfriend danny to be with you you make me so happy and i make you so happy i think we need to be together or atleast try to. I know we can make this work
Emily- I feel so bad
Santana-Why
Emily-For not seeing that their is one amazing girl right in front of me and i almost lost her
Santana- i think we see the same thing because i see an amazing girl too
Emily- I just wanna warn you i'm going through a lot right now and its ok if you give up
Santana- I'm not give up i'm gonna fight right by you
Emily smiles at her then Santana kisses her she gets up and holds at her hand emily quickly grabs it and stands up beside her.
Emily-I wish i could save pagie and i'm sorry i didn't but i'm not sorry i cheated on her with you. I realized something today and that is i was wrong paige is not the best thing that happened to me you are
Santana- I'm glad you realized that cause i always thinked that about you.
Emily- I love you Santana Lopez
Santana- And i love you Emily Fields
They kiss once again and walk out the dark Alley holding hands and both loving and caring about each other for the rest of the day ;)Ben-who will protect and fight for us